When I woke up, Pell was sitting on the edge of the bed with a towel in her hand, her eyes already red.

Seeing me wake up, he happily wiped a handful of tears and said with a smile: "Miss is awake." ”

Through the communication of the other maids, I learned that I had been in a coma for a long time, and the fifth sister had also fainted.

"Miss has been asleep and may not know." The little maid who came to serve tea saw that Pei'er was not there, and whispered to me, "Miss Fifth is just in a hurry, and the doctor came to give two patches of medicine, but Miss has not woken up, and the doctor's needle prick is not at all reacting, but Sister Pei'er is frightened." ”

"How long did I sleep?"

"It's been a day and a night, the lord and his wife have come once, the fourth son has also come, and even the second lady who is far away in the Hou Mansion has heard about it, and also said that she wants to come and see, but there are some urgent matters in the house, and several groups of people have been sent to inquire."

"But did someone go to talk?" Pei'er just opened the curtain and came in, "I was so happy for a while that I was so worried about going back to my lord that I forgot about the second miss." ”

"The person sent by the second miss to inquire didn't leave at all, and he was sitting in the small pavilion next to him, and when he heard that the sixth miss woke up, he went back to his life immediately."

I lay on the bed, looking at the curtain at the head of the bed, and I lost my mind for a moment.

What went wrong and why me?

I felt that something was faintly wrong with the Yu clan before, did they discuss it with their father a long time ago? I'm afraid Yu Jing doesn't know about this matter, it's been a few days since the last letter, and I'm afraid he won't be able to come back.

I didn't expect to receive a letter from Jade Jing soon, and when it was delivered to me, it was a crumpled mess, and it must have taken a lot of effort to send it.

The person who came in over the wall was as light as a swallow, and the dark night clothes walked on the eaves of the wall, and I didn't even notice it.

There was no one around, so he saluted me and said, "Sixth Miss, my subordinates are sent by the young master, and you must read this letter alone." ”

He took it out of his bosom and offered it with both hands, and I took it, but after a closer look, the kneeling man disappeared without a sound.

It was Yujing's handwriting, and he said that he had heard everything that happened here, and now he was being watched closely by the people at home, and he couldn't get out of it for a while, so he asked me to go to the back door on a cloudy night.

I had an idea in my mind, and I slept peacefully.

I didn't have anything to take with me, so I ate and waited quietly for the time I had agreed with Yujing.

My father came and retired from the people around him, he had something to say to me.

"Xuan'er is a big girl, but I didn't expect to leave my father so soon." My father didn't look at me, and his tone was forced to laugh.

"Xuan'er doesn't want to leave her father."

"It's my father who is useless, I went to beg the Queen Mother these days, but the Queen Mother has not seen me, watching my daughter suffer, but the father can't do anything."

I was a little resentful, but after seeing my father's embarrassment, my inner firmness was shaken a little. I'm a kid who doesn't let him worry, and growing up will only cause him trouble.

"Does Xuan'er want to be with Yujing?" My father suddenly looked up and looked at me with a twinkle in his eyes.

I didn't dare to look at it, I didn't dare to answer, I kept my head down and didn't speak.

"I've already taken care of it, and I'll send you out in two days." My father touched my head with a look of kindness, "Father couldn't understand your mother's thoughts and thoughts, but now he understands, in addition to the superficial scenery, the inner garden of the deep palace is not even as good as ordinary people, father doesn't have to worry about you, and Xuan'er doesn't have to be wronged." ”

As his father spoke, he laughed again and said, "Don't worry about your father, although it is the emperor's will, even if you escape the marriage, you will only reprimand two sentences, and you will not dare to punish you heavily." ”

I met my father's gaze, tears involuntarily flowed, these tears have been held in my heart for a long time, and now I finally waited for catharsis.

I kowtowed to my father, my head was heavy on the ground, and I couldn't lift it up: "Forgive my daughter for being unfilial!" ”

"My Xuan'er is already very filial, in order not to embarrass her father, she has been regressing, and when you get outside, you can be yourself."

When the appointed time came, I looked at the room that had grown for more than ten years again, and walked out without looking back.

If it was hesitant and painful to make this decision, after I took the first step towards this decision, there was no hesitation on the rest of the road.

Pushing open the back door, I saw Yu Jing leaning against the wall on the side, he was a little tired, and a little tired, although it was well hidden, but I still found a slight scar on his body. In my amazement, he smiled, and the light reflected the gentleness between his eyebrows.

"Waited a long time?" I held his outstretched hand, cold fingers.

"No, just here." Jade Jing shook her head.

"Are you home?"

Yu Jing obviously didn't expect me to ask such a question, a trace of bitterness flashed in her eyes, and she said, "I want to build a home that only belongs to us with Ah Xuan." ”

I'm not a kid anymore, so I naturally know the deep meaning of this sentence.

I looked at the seriousness in his eyes, and I could imagine the beauty he could promise me, but his happiness should not have my existence, I would only limit him, break his wings, and make him vulgar and depraved, even to the ordinary.

There was a soft sound outside the door, the sound of small footsteps was getting closer, Yu Jing hurriedly grabbed me, I didn't move, he turned around, I smiled: "Yu Jing, you go home first, let's see you again on a cloudy day, okay?" ”

Yu Jing was stunned for a moment, and then looked at me with such eager eyes: "If I leave, I will never come again, are you willing to go with me?" ”

There was light in his eyes, stabbing my eyes to tears, this person, this heart that I didn't dare to ask for at all, was completely placed in front of me at the moment, so soft that people wanted to pounce on it all at once. But I'm not worthy, I'm just a puppet that is about to decay, just quietly rot by myself, and I don't need to see hope anymore.

"Ah Xuan, I don't want to go."

The door opened, and with a cool night breeze, the chill of the night breeze swept through my fingers, sweeping away the little residual warmth that remained on it without pity. The empty palm of the hand could not grasp anything except the lines engraved in the palm.

A little girl came over with a lantern, saw me standing at the door, and asked, "Why is Miss Six standing here, it's a heavy night dew, don't catch a cold." ”

I ignored the little guy and walked back the way I came.

I think I'll regret it, whatever decision I made today, I'll definitely regret it. I turned and chased after him, but the night was hazy, and there was nothing but the sky.

I stood at the vent and blew the wind all night, so that my groggy head could be cleared, and the cold that had not been cured became more and more serious, and I lay half-asleep in bed.

I don't know if I heard it wrong, but there was a roar in my head, and everyone's faces were either surprised or resentful, and I was dizzy.

In a trance, I heard the maidservant girl beside the Chen family say to her: "Madam, how can the sixth lady be worthy of the position of queen?" ”

Chen said angrily: "It's already true that she is not worthy, now it's good, others think that the public mansion will produce a queen, who would have thought that she would choose a fool and not Lan'er, how will she come out to meet people in the future!" ”

I could feel Chen's anger with my eyes closed, and if my eyes were knives, I would have been slashed by her thousands of knives at this moment.

The maidservant persuaded: "Madam, the urgent thing at the moment is still Miss Six, as the saying goes, a companion is like a tiger, she entered the palace like this, accidentally said the wrong thing and did the wrong thing, I am afraid that the whole mansion will be buried with her." ”

When Chen heard this, the sternness he usually held was suddenly unsupported, and his trembling voice was slightly tired: "It's me who is confused." ”

The fifth sister locked herself up and didn't eat or drink for a few days, and Chen had to take care of me and coax the fifth sister, and she was physically and mentally exhausted for a while, and the whole person lost a lot of weight. Later, it was the grandmother who persuaded her from the past, and the fifth sister came out of the bed and hugged her grandmother and cried for a long time.

The second sister and the third sister have been here, but they have a long sigh, and they obviously don't dare to say anything about this matter.

This is the destiny of heaven, I waited for Yujing, who chose me desperately, and waited for the opportunity and future he promised me, but in my many hesitations, I was finally greeted by the team carrying the dowry into the Guogong Mansion.

I put on the phoenix crown and walked out of the gate of the Guogong Mansion in full costume, with a beautiful scenery and a thousand honors.

That day, the people in the capital suddenly remembered that the youngest daughter of the Guogong Mansion was originally the lord of Changle County, even if she was covered with dust, Yin Zhu was still Yin Zhu after all, for her extraordinary identity, for her fate that was set early.

One of the people who came to greet him was an upstart in the DPRK and my third brother-in-law, Gu Xi, and the other was Zhao Yi, who was all too familiar. They are dressed in the official palace, and there is only a solemn look on their faces, no one will be happy about this matter, even if the emperor is today, if he wants to marry a fool to be the queen, it must not be his original intention.