Who wants me to be so miserable, who is controlling my fate in the dark, I am afraid that I will have to go in myself to find out a thing or two.

According to the rules, I was not allowed to bow like my father, but when I went out, they had to kneel under the steps in front of the main gate until I went up the bridge and left.

The ladies of the palace are in charge of the complicated affairs, and I only need to do it, and no one dares to say anything even if I make a mistake.

After the second sister and the third sister got married one after another, it was finally my turn, and the moment I stepped out of the gate of the mansion, I had a thousand emotions, which piled up in my heart for a while, and I didn't know how to solve it.

The person I married is not the person I love, but the person I chose, how can I have so many feelings as a last resort, but it is my own self-righteousness, if I really go, these consequences may not be borne by the Yu family and the government, but I don't dare, I feel ashamed in my heart.

Unlike the sedan chair we usually sit on, there are as many as 100 people carrying my sedan chair, and the red veil is ethereal, I can look at the envy and scenery of this way, and others can also admire my style and beauty.

I got onto the stage with the support of the female officer, and with the eunuch's sharp and thin "up-", the huge procession began to walk like a palace.

The commotion was sudden, and a slender figure descended from the sky and stood on the platform where I was kneeling. The person next to him was startled, but fortunately, the person carrying the sedan chair did not lose his proportion.

Gu Xi and Zhao Yi, who were riding horses and leading the team on one left and one right, were startled, looking at the people who came, Gu Xi, who originally wanted to give orders, not only did not speak, but also stopped the guards who were about to make a move.

Zhao Yi did not hide the anger on his face, and said coldly: "Yujing, are you crazy?" This is the emperor's welcoming procession, and the queen is sitting inside! ”

"I know better than you all who she is!" Yu Jing held a sword in her hand, and the threat in her words was not far behind, "If I want to take her away, none of you can stop me." ”

Zhao Yi stared at him, his face was pale: "You have done these things, have you considered the consequences, you are not angry with ordinary people, are you not afraid that the Yu clan will suffer because of you?" ”

Gu Xi, who was silent on the side, couldn't help but persuade: "I've also heard about you and Miss Six, but the matter has come to this point, everyone has everyone's unspeakable secrets, even if you don't think about the Yu family, you have to take care of Chengguo Gong, he is a minister of the court, and he is ordered by the emperor, even if you are not worried, you have to ask what Miss Six means!" ”

Before the words fell, Yu Jing lifted the veil, he must not have rested much, how could his good face be so haggard.

"Ah Xuan, I listened to your words and went back that day, but I didn't want to make myself so sad." He choked up and held back the tears in his eyes, "Will you come with me?" If you are willing, stretch out your hand, you believe me, everything will be fine, will you believe me? ”

The person in front of me is the person who grew up with my childhood sweetheart, the person who has seen all my postures and still never abandoned, the person I put on the tip of my heart, and the person I betrayed.

This is the second time I have cried to him, the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes are the pain that is superimposed on his heart, he was silent for a long time, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from my face, and said, "Don't cry, I won't force you." ”

A gentle and shallow kiss landed on my forehead, and it was the most intimate action we had, and it was the last time we had such intimate contact.

I still take advantage of his affection, but I can't say that I have my last resort and can't help myself, I am the deserter who retreated, and I am not qualified to speak out about my pain, I asked for it, but Yujing is innocent.

I knew that it was so stumbling, it was better not to know each other at the beginning!

Jade Jing was gone, and the team began to move forward again, it was a place I had been to once, and that was the beginning of all my pain.