I hurriedly reached out to hold her hand, her hand drooped on top of my palm, no strength at all, no weight at all.

For the first time, I felt that life was so light, and when I saw her, I could only grit my teeth and laugh to myself: "Why are you so disobedient, Grandma." ”

She laughed with me, too, but the lifeless flesh made people feel uncomfortable even laughing.

"Hello."

Nurse Lin said that it was already difficult for my grandmother to speak, and I didn't want her to speak, but I couldn't get her to stop talking.

She opened her mouth to call me, her voice was hoarse, but I still heard it, she liked to call me Nannan, and she always called me Nannan from childhood to adulthood.

I knew she had something to say, so I pursed my lips and nodded with tears in my eyes: "I'm listening." ”

She looked at me and suddenly looked up, "Outside, outside, is your boyfriend?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, followed her line of sight, and found Han Mo standing in front of the glass window, looking at us.

I was stunned for a moment when I met his gaze, but after only half a second, I withdrew my gaze and looked at my grandmother again: "No." ”

I know that my grandmother has always been worried about me, and the reason why she has lasted so long is that she just wants me to find a man who can be trusted for life.

But I still don't want to lie, no why, because that man is no one else, he is Han Mo.

There are some lies that need to be covered up by constant lies, and I don't want to be like that, it's not interesting, and although the old man will be disappointed, I still don't want to deceive her like this.

"It's okay, his edges and corners are too hard, and his personality is not good."

Grandma put her hand on my palm, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she thoroughly commented on Han Mo.

Born from the heart, my grandmother has lived for decades, and she can see Han Mo's character at a glance.

Yes, the edges and corners are too hard, the character is not good, I have eaten too many bad character crying on him, and I have never been his girlfriend.

"Nan, I can't accompany you, I can't accompany you."

Grandma suddenly said such a sentence, and I finally couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes, drop by drop, falling on the back of my hand. Looking at her, I couldn't say a word.

"In the future, you must, you have to be happy."

In the past, whenever I cried, my grandmother would take me into her arms, comb my hair with one hand and one hand, and coax me one by one.

But now, there was nothing she could do, and with this last breath she was stunned to talk to me.

The doctor didn't allow me to stay in for long, and within twenty minutes I was asked out.

When I left, my grandmother had no strength to put her hand on my hand, and suddenly pinched me, and her eyes were full of reluctance and pity when she looked at me.

I don't know how I got out of the ward, and I felt as if I had been drained of my strength, and every step was weak.

I didn't want to leave, but I had to leave because the doctor said she was in a bad state and couldn't talk so much.

I had to leave, and then walked out and watched through the glass window as she put on the oxygen mask again.

Tears kept falling, and for the first time I was so powerless.

She's leaving, and I know that I don't even have the strength and strength to hold on to it, and I can't do anything but watch her leave me gradually.

I was stunned for a moment when my shoulder was clasped by Han Mo's hand, and I turned my head to look at him, my eyes blurred with tears, and his facial features were blurred.

The next second he pulled me into his arms, and with a little force, my head hit the button on his chest straight and it hurt a little.

I knew it shouldn't be, but I didn't want to let go at all.

I don't know why I fell in love with this man, but I do. In such a helpless moment, he reached out and took me into his arms, and I had no resistance at all.

I've tried so hard to restrain myself from seeking comfort, and how do you want me to refuse his approach?

I finally couldn't help it, and I raised my hand to hug him and cried on the ground.

Quiet and depressing, but all my sorrows.

It was only when Han Mo's phone rang again that I realized what I had done, and after a stiffening body, I let go of the hand that was holding the hem of his clothes.

He stretched out his hand and pulled me, didn't let me go, and looked down at his phone.

This time I couldn't see exactly what the words on the caller ID were, because the tears completely blurred my vision, and I couldn't see anything.

He finally answered the phone, and the hand that was holding me was also released, and he looked down at me, his face dyed a little angry: "What's the matter?" ”

I looked down at my let go of my hand and couldn't help but smile, and my heart seemed to be relieved of everything.

I've always been the one who let go so easily, and even though he didn't cherish me very much when he took me, he let go without hesitation.

I finally know that this world is really like this, you can't rely on anyone, because no one will always rely on you, you will suffer from anyone you rely on except yourself.

I looked at his side face for two seconds before finally lifting my leg and walking to the bathroom.

He followed me with his legs up, but I didn't look back, just kept going.

When he came out of the bathroom, he had already hung up the phone, and looked at my lips in a line: "I'll go back to the company." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I just thought it was funny, what did he have to explain to me.

I nodded and didn't speak.

Han Mo opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, he just reached out and pulled the hair that I accidentally messed up when I washed my face just now, and then left.

I looked at his back as he walked away with his legs raised, and finally stopped him: "Han Mo." ”

He looked back at me, and there seemed to be a light in his eyes, but it was too far away for me to see clearly.

"Thank you."

He frowned, and threw two words at me with an expressionless face: "No." ”

Then I walked away without looking back, and I stood there for a long time before I lifted my legs and walked back to the front of my grandmother's ward.

Not long after I walked back, Han Mo suddenly ran back again, raised his hand and threw the phone directly to me: "Take it." ”

I was sitting on the chair, and he threw a mobile phone in my arms, and I couldn't react at all, and when I looked up, he was gone.

This time Han Mo was really gone, and there was only a mobile phone left in my arms, the black mobile phone was a brand I had never seen, but just looking at me, I knew that it was not a cheap mobile phone.

Han Mo drove millions of cars at every turn, and mobile phones were naturally not cheap.

I looked down at the phone, and I was a little annoyed, remembering that he threw away my phone last night, and I raised my hand to throw his phone away.

But before I threw the phone out, I hesitated, this phone is not expensive, I can't afford to pay for it.

It was at this moment that I suddenly hated my poverty.

Because of poverty, I made my grandmother suffer for more than two years; Because of poverty, I couldn't even lift my head in front of Han Mo; Because of poverty, I can't do it now if I want to be the way of others.

I still didn't drop my phone, but I didn't want to look at it, so I just shoved it into my pocket.

More and more people came to the hospital, and there were more and more footsteps in the corridor that was so quiet that I could hear my own breathing, but I looked at everything inside the glass window, and it was so quiet that my heart was blocked.

I realized that I had been standing for so long when the phone in my pocket vibrated and that I was even wearing loungewear that had run out of the house from last night.

The air conditioning inside the hospital was so strong that I felt chills, and I felt my phone shivering with cold.

There was only a number on the screen, but I recognized it as Han Mo's number.

I just didn't react for a long time when I looked at the phone screen, I always thought that Han Mo gave me his phone.

Now I know that this mobile phone is not the one he uses at all.

I was stunned for a moment, and finally answered his call when the phone screen dimmed: "Hey. ”

"Still in the hospital?"

I didn't want to reply to him, just hummed a word in a nasal voice: "Hmm." ”

"Have you had lunch?"

"No appetite."

He didn't speak again, and if it weren't for the sound of his breathing coming from the phone, I almost thought he had hung up.

But no one said the phone, so it was a waste of phone bills, I pursed my lips, and then said: "I won't bother you, hang up." ”

At this time, I didn't have any thoughts and energy to quarrel or entangle with Han Mo, and without waiting for him to speak, I hung up the phone directly.

All I could hear was the sound of a disconnected wire, and I stood there holding my phone, not knowing what I could do now.

I didn't dare leave the hospital, but I couldn't do anything here.

When I was woken up by Nurse Lin, I realized that I had fallen asleep like this, and when I opened my eyes, I found that there seemed to be few people in the aisle.

"Fu Yao, go in and have a look."

I hadn't woken up yet, and suddenly heard Nurse Lin say this, the whole person was stupid, and just wanted to press the phone to check the time, the phone fell directly from my hand to the ground.

"Fu Yao?"

Nurse Lin stretched out her hand to help me, and then opened her mouth to call me, I only reacted at this time, raised my head and looked at her blankly, got up and wanted to go in, but found that my legs were weak, and I fell directly to the ground when I was crooked.

"Fu Yao, are you okay?"

I shook my head and stood up against the wall, "It's fine. ”

It's okay, it's okay.

But the tears couldn't stop like a broken thread, I didn't know how I put on a sterile gown and walked in, Nurse Lin kept saying something in my ear, but I couldn't hear anything clearly, and my mind was full of what she just said: Fu Yao, you go in and take a look.

I don't want to go in, but if I don't go in, my grandmother will be fine.

I really don't want to go in, but I can't help it, I don't go in, and I can't even see my grandmother for the last time.