For me, Jiang Yao's anger is always inexplicable, but I have seen this kind of inexplicable hostility a lot, and he is nothing, because the person who really hurts you the most is always the person you once cared about. Jiang Yao is just a familiar stranger to me, he is not that important, and naturally I will not have any thoughts about his anger.

But he mentioned Yujing, but she was the person I couldn't touch the most in my heart.

I think my face must be very ugly, at least I can't calm myself down like before now, maybe the person facing Yu Jing herself, I can still pretend, but it's the people next to me, in front of anyone, this pain can't be endured, the pain is so painful that I want to scream, I want to go crazy!

I silently got up from the ground in Jiang Yao's anger, but I regretted standing up, maybe my posture could be lower, it would be more pleasing to him to the eye, but I just stood so straight, like a silent declaration of war against him.

I took a step back and distanced myself between the two of them, I wasn't afraid of being hurt by him, I just didn't want anyone to see my grief.

Jiang Yao didn't speak, the whole palace was empty, the lights reflected the shadows of the two of us, slender stretching on the floor, the shadows were always black, and they couldn't penetrate a little time.

I was ready to have the courage to face Jiang Yao's anger, I imagined what Jiang Yao's cold face looked like when it was terrifying, but I didn't expect that the moment I looked up, I saw the sadness in his eyes.

Ah, this person, how can he have such a look? Like a lone wolf abandoned by wolves, walking on the sand dunes under the moon with his wounds, the vast night outlines the color of the distant mountains, he is the farthest wilderness from the fireworks between heaven and earth.

I can't understand his anger, I can't understand his sadness, I don't understand him in the first place.

Jiang Yao flicked his sleeves and left, Changyun and Pei'er tentatively came in from outside, and saw that my face was pale and a little flustered.

"Mother, what's wrong?"

I didn't speak, but went back to bed with Pe'er's help, turned over and faced in, and couldn't sleep all night.

I still went hunting, it was the Queen Mother who took me there, sitting on a sedan chair with glass beads hanging around, and the steps on my head that had just been put on by the Queen Mother swayed back and forth with the rhythm of the march.

After a short rest when I arrived at the palace, I asked Pei'er to send a message to the Queen Mother, saying that I was unwell and could not participate in the hunting ceremony. The Queen Mother naturally wanted to send someone, so I pretended to pat my chest, pressed the depression under my neck with my index finger, and immediately retched.

When the people sent by the Queen Mother saw this, they were also shocked, and hurriedly said, "What about the accompanying imperial doctor?" Can you please come to see the pulse? ”

Pei'er patted me on the back and responded: "The eldest daughter Shi sent someone to invite, but the current situation of the mother is really not suitable to come forward." ”

"This is natural, the queen's phoenix body is important, wait for the slave to go back to the queen mother, so that the queen can live and recuperate."

Pei'er sent away the people sent by the Queen Mother, and the imperial doctor arrived in a hurry, and he looked in a hurry, and he looked like he was being urged to trot all the way.

I'm not sick in the first place, but when I look at the imperial doctor, there are always some problems of one kind or another, which are nothing more than some prescriptions for regulating the body, soup and water, and there is no fault for the body.

The hunt will be open for five whole days, and I plan to hold my illness for no more than five days, and for me, there is no such square day to make me feel more at ease, and I don't have to face the guilt in my heart, and I will always shrink into my shell like this.

"Niangniang, Chengguo Gong and the fourth son, please meet." A little palace maid came in to deliver the message.

I looked at Changyun, nodded in the long run, and instructed the people below to prepare tea.

When the father and the fourth brother came, they first saluted respectfully, and respectfully invited the queen's mother to say nonsense such as Sheng'an, and then they were given a seat to serve tea.

The father looked more and more haggard, the gray hair on his temples quietly transferred to his head, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes became deeper and deeper, and the furrows left by the years were never gentle, and he began to crack.

"I haven't seen my mother for a long time, how are you doing?" His father's fingers grinded the teacup, and he was a little nervous and unaware of the trepidation, and he didn't know who he was afraid of.

"Xuan'er is very good, but I miss the yard at home a little."

"How can the Mansion be compared to the Imperial Palace? The mother is not too rude, and she must not be cautious in her words and deeds in the palace, and do not cause trouble to the queen mother. ”

I shook my head and said with a smile: "Father, the Queen Mother is very good to Xuan'er, and she also said that I will go home during the New Year!" ”

Father's eyes suddenly lit up, and then dimmed: "The Queen Mother's grace, the whole Rong Mansion is the same as Mu Ende." ”

The fourth brother didn't say anything all the time, either drinking tea casually, or looking at me without a trace.

"Why is the fourth brother looking at me like this?" I'm a little curious.

The fourth brother put down the cup and was a little embarrassed: "Xuan...... The queen seems to have grown taller. ”

I stood up and turned to the fourth brother: "Really?" Recently, I do think that my clothes are a little smaller, but I don't feel it myself. ”

"How can you feel such a thing as change?"

This sentence has been grinding back and forth in my heart several times, the speaker is unintentional, and the listener is intentional. Regardless of whether I have changed for the time being, it is the most terrible thing that I don't feel it, so you will feel that someone else has changed, but in fact, I am no longer the mood and vision I had at the beginning.

"I heard that Niangniang was sick when she first arrived at the paddock, but now she is better?" My father was a little worried.

"Hmm." I nodded: "I feel much better, but the doctor wants me to take medicine for a few more days, it's bitter, I don't want to take it." ”

"Good medicine is bitter, don't be willful, take care of your body."

My father always spoke strangely, as if he was bound by something, some things he didn't dare to say, and some things he couldn't say.

"It's not early, Chengguo Gong, please go back, and the mother will rest early." According to the rules, there is a time limit for the queen to meet male guests in private, even the father is no exception.

"Yes, there is a lady who takes more care of the queen." The father saluted the fourth brother and retreated in a proper manner.