Zhao Miao said that she admires me, but I think that the girl who can rush out of such a place is the most admirable, really.

I never thought that Zhao Miao's hometown would be like this, and I don't even know how to describe it.

When I got out of the car, it was not yet dawn, there were dogs barking, the road under my feet was covered with snow, and the suitcase could not be dragged at all, so I had to carry it by hand.

At six o'clock in the morning, the town was quiet as if there was no one, and I followed Zhao Miao inside, and along the way, street lamps shone on those houses, all of which were small low houses, some of which were even covered with strips of adhesive tape.

After walking for more than ten minutes, Zhao Miao took me to stand in one place and stopped, and then I heard her knock on the door.

After knocking for a while, a woman in her fifties came out and was stunned when she saw us.

Zhao Miao communicated with her, I didn't understand, and after chatting for less than a minute, she was welcomed in, and then taken to a room.

There was a kang burning in the house, it was very warm, and we arrived in a room, and Zhao Miao asked me to go in first.

The room was very simple, with a bed made of wooden planks, a light bulb wrapped in cobwebs, and a washed-out quilt.

The floor was made of cement, and the potholes were uneven, and I pulled my suitcase inside, only to find a wooden bench.

Yes, it's the kind of wooden benches that look like those in the inns in ancient times, and then sit down.

I thought this was Zhao Miao's home, but it wasn't bad, after all, it was similar to this when I lived with my grandmother before.

But Zhao Miao came in and told me that this was not her house, this was the place where she stayed every time she came back, and if she gave the proprietress fifty yuan, she would be happy to let us sleep here for two nights.

But we didn't need to sleep for two nights, so Zhao Miao asked me to go to bed for a while, and then there would be a shuttle bus into their village at ten o'clock.

I didn't sleep well on the train at all, I went to bed and fell asleep directly, and I didn't dare to take off much of my clothes.

When I woke up, Zhao Miao was not there, it was already dawn, I was startled, and hurriedly looked at a clock on the wooden table, which showed that it was more than nine o'clock, but it was not yet ten o'clock.

I breathed a sigh of relief, Zhao Miao pushed the door in, holding hot noodles: "I've wronged you, eat noodles first, and the car will come later."

I nodded and quickly sat down to eat.

As for the toothbrush not brushed, the face washed or not, in such a situation, there is no way to care.

Just like the heart-rending pain yesterday, I found that I was so calm.

I was about to go downstairs not long after eating the noodles, and I heard that the train was ready to arrive, and we had to go to the opposite station to get on the train.

The so-called station, that is, an iron shed, except that the top is covered, the surrounding area is empty and leaky, and the wind penetrates from all directions, hitting my face with pain.

It was only then that I could see the whole town clearly, it was a dozen or twenty years ago in City A, the buildings were all old and low, not to mention any commercial districts, all I could see was a breakfast restaurant and a fast food restaurant, and the others were all on the stalls.

I looked at Zhao Miao and finally knew why she never said this.

It's really hard to say, or if it's said, few people know.

And Zhao Miao's house is even more dilapidated than I never imagined.

When I stood in the doorway, I even wondered if I had arrived in a bad building.

But Zhao Miao told me that it was her home.

She didn't intend to say anything more, and I didn't ask, so I followed her in with my suitcase.

A woman came out, and when she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, and her face suddenly turned cold, and Zhao Miao's face was very cold, and she didn't know what to say, and then she took five hundred yuan out, and the woman smiled and led us in.

She also looked at me and smiled, laughing vigorously.

Zhao Miao looked back at me, her face was very cold: "This is my mother."

"Sister!!"

"Sister!"

"Sister!"

Not long after we entered, two boys rushed out, wearing heavy cotton clothes, very enthusiastic, but looking at us timidly, they seemed to want to come forward and hug us, but they still stopped a meter away from us.

There is also a girl in the back, but the girl is dressed a little tattered, looking at her age, she should be eleven or twelve years old, and when she saw Zhao Miao, she stepped forward and hugged Zhao Miao, but was pulled away by Zhao Miao.

Zhao Miao didn't know what to say, and the girl stood aside and didn't dare to move.

I watched all this in a daze, and didn't dare say anything.

The girl who was pulled away by Zhao Miao looked at me and smiled.

I gave her a smile back out of politeness, who knew that she raised her legs and walked towards me, Zhao Miao turned her head and glared at her, and she didn't dare to move.

I didn't dare to laugh casually this time, and followed Zhao Miao to continue walking inside.

Zhao Miao suddenly stopped, smiled a little with the coldness on her face, and squatted and opened her hand to a little girl in the corner: "Niuniu, come here sister."

The little girl was dirty, huddled in the corner, and didn't dare to move even if Zhao Miao told her.

I just looked at it, and suddenly I felt very sad.

Zhao Miao screamed again, and I heard the choking inside, and then the girl finally raised her legs and walked over, but when she was hugged by Zhao Miao into her arms, she didn't dare to move.

I know that these are Zhao Miao's younger brothers and sisters, but Zhao Miao treats them so differently for a reason.

I didn't speak, and continued to walk forward with Zhao Miao, who was holding Niuniu.

It was very dark in the room, Zhao Miao put Niuniu down, then turned on the light with a power bank, and looked at me with a little light: "Fu Yao, I can only ask you for this matter."

I don't know what's going on, but Zhao Miao opened his mouth, as long as I can help, even if it is on Dao Mountain, I won't hesitate.

She squatted down and opened the suitcase, took out a bag of candy, and then gave Niuniu: "Niuniu, go out and share it with my brothers and sisters."

Niuniu didn't dare to pick it up, she just stuffed it into her arms.

I watched from the sidelines, wondering how a two- or three-year-old girl could become like this.

Isn't she supposed to be the most active, the most childlike, the most wanton?

Zhao Miao coaxed a few more words, and Niuniu went out.

Zhao Miao closed the wooden door, raised her legs and walked up to me, before she said word by word: "Fu Yao, I can't help it, my mother said that if I want to take Niuniu away, I will also take my third sister away." I also want to leave 100,000 yuan, so I can only lie to my mother, I said that you have been married for a few years and have no children, so you want to adopt them and give them 50,000 yuan. I won't ask for Niu Niu, and don't expect me to give them a penny, I will only give her 10,000 yuan so that my third sister can finish junior high school. ”

She said, raised her hand and wiped her face: "I didn't say it until now, Yaoyao, I really can't help it, you see Niuniu's appearance, she has been abused by them and is afraid to speak!" My mother also said that she was going to sell Niuniu to Uncle Dagen's son next door to be a child daughter-in-law, she was so young. ”

I understand Zhao Miao, and I don't blame her, really.

I'm just a little uncomfortable, in this world, there really are such ruthless parents.

"It's okay, I'm glad that at this time, I came with you."

She pursed her lips and didn't speak, before she spoke: "It's not that I don't want to take the third sister away, you don't know my third sister, she has too many eyes, I was tricked by her once, and besides, she is only fifteen years old now, and she has already had an affair with the boy in the school."

I was a little incredulous, but Zhao Miao's tone was flat, and it was obvious that she had already accepted this fact.

I really didn't know that the situation of Zhao Miao's family was so bad, and I finally knew why Zhao Miao was reluctant to give anything to this family.

Patriarchy is too serious, Zhao Miao has made at least 200,000 yuan for her family in four years of college, but the money has been saved by her mother, and it is saved as a bride price for her son's daughter-in-law.

These are all what Zhao Miao told me, I don't understand their words, she kept talking to me through Zhao Miao, but I didn't understand anything, according to Zhao Miao's words, just pretend to be cold with a cold face.

Zhao Miao didn't want to stay at home for a moment, and I was even more, the matter was resolved quickly, and her mother happily took the 50,000 yuan in my hand, as well as Zhao Miao's 10,000 yuan.

Then the two of us left with our suitcases that afternoon, and I looked back at her younger siblings' envious expressions, and felt very uncomfortable.

But there is no way, the only one to blame is the person who gave birth to them.

When she walked out of the village, Zhao Miao's third sister suddenly ran over, far away, wearing a big red cotton jacket: "Sister! Sister! Sister! ”

She kept screaming, and it made my heart ache.

Zhao Miao's face moved slightly, but he still stopped.

The third sister ran to us, took out a cheap small embroidery bag from her arms and handed it to Zhao Miao, and opened her mouth in Mandarin: "Sister, I know you won't come back, I saved a month's breakfast money to buy it." I know you don't like me, but it's okay, I like you, I've always wanted to be like you, but I didn't get angry in school, so I disappointed my sister. ”

She was smiling all the time when she said this, and I looked at Zhao Miao's hand shaking when she held the embroidered bag.

I hugged Niuniu and couldn't help but look up so that the tears didn't come out.

"Sansan, I don't hate you, you have to know that in this world, many things are powerless, and my sister can't help you with anything. Here is 15,000, I know my mother will definitely not let you go to high school, if you really want to make a living, you have to work hard, get admitted to high school, and be admitted to college. If you want to die in this small village, you can take this ten thousand and spend it yourself. ”

Zhao Miao's voice was cold when she said this, but tears fell from her eyes, and they flowed on her face like ice bars, which made my heart clogged.

The expression on the third sister's face was a little stunned, and she suddenly hugged Zhao Miao and cried.

kept crying until someone urged us to say that the car was going to drive, and she let Zhao Miao go.

I always thought that I was the worst, but now I know that fate is in my favor.

In this world, there are always people living in dire straits.