132 I'm fine, I'm just a little tired
Niuniu is as Zhao Miao said, she was abused by her parents and trembled at us, and after getting in the car, she nestled quietly in Zhao Miao's arms, not daring to say a word.
When Zhao Miao's mobile phone rang, I saw the light in her eyes, but she was timid, and her eyes kept looking at Zhao Miao's mobile phone, but there was no movement in her body.
Zhao Miao frowned and looked up at me: "Strange call."
As she said that, she hung up the phone, I nodded, took a piece of chocolate out of the bag and handed it to Niuniu: "Chocolate, do you want to eat?"
In the winter, I always get hungry, so I bring food with me at night.
Now it's freezing, and the chocolate bar is as hard as an iron rod.
Niuniu looked at me with wide eyes, but she didn't dare to answer.
I asked again, and it was Zhao Miao who reached out and took the chocolate and put it in her hand.
The strange call came again, and Zhao Miao answered the phone this time.
It's just that as soon as she spoke, her face was not very good, her eyes fell on me, her brows were furrowed tightly, and before I could ask what was wrong, she put the phone in my hand: "Han Mo."
I haven't recharged my phone since it ran out of battery on the train.
Whether it's to run away or to be cowardly, I really don't know how to face everything that awaits me.
Zhao Miao said that I was brave, but in fact, I was not so brave, and I would be afraid, because I was afraid, and even wanted to go on like this forever.
I don't have much time to think about these things, I don't have the energy to think about these things at all. After seeing the situation of Zhao Miao's family, I felt that my affairs were really nothing.
Even life is a difficult thing, what is those love and love.
But now, Han Mo's call directly hit Zhao Miao's mobile phone, which I was caught off guard.
I looked at the mobile phone handed over by Zhao Miao, and was stunned for a while before reaching out to pick it up: "Hey?"
I don't know why, just saying such a word, but I found myself choked up, looked sideways out the window, and tried to put away my embarrassment.
"Where have you been?"
His voice was full of anger, and I could hear the pent-up anger hidden inside.
"Accompany Zhao Miao home."
I was telling the truth, and Han Mo suddenly fell silent.
He was silent, and I didn't know what to say.
I don't know how long this self-deception will last, but I think that if I don't open my mouth and poke it, I will always be able to hold on for a while, even if it is not a good time for me.
After a while, I heard Han Mo's voice: "When will you come back?"
"It depends."
I wouldn't even want to go back if I could.
I don't know why, all of a sudden, it's like withdrawing, I don't want to face it, I don't want to see him, so I want to let everything come to an end.
It can be regarded as having a beginning and an end.
He didn't say anything more, just hung up my phone.
I returned the phone to Zhao Miao, and she looked at me and stopped.
I know what she wants to say, but what is there to say, everyone understands the truth, but who can really do it.
I smiled at Zhao Miao: "It's okay, I guessed it a long time ago."
I guessed from the time Li Qian calmly looked for me that Xu Ran and Han Mo would have such a day sooner or later.
Just like Li Qian said, Han Mo won't marry me.
I know that he won't marry me, so how can he marry me.
Compared to Xu Ran, I have nothing, and I am still the daughter of a junior. Where is it like Xu Ran, the icing on the cake of the family background, blind people also know to marry Xu Ran.
I didn't want to scare Niuniu, but the child's mind is actually very clear, and I answered such a phone call, and she seemed to know that my mood was wrong.
I finally used a piece of chocolate to coax her to dare to call me, but now she is quietly shrunk in Zhao Miao's arms without saying a word.
The weather in the town was too cold, and it was always unsafe for us two girls to take a little girl, so Zhao Miao directly booked a train in the middle of the night, and we sat at the train station for more than three hours, and then embarked on the journey back to City A.
I was exhausted from the journey, and I didn't have much energy to think about anymore when I got back to City A.
Even when I heard the news of Xu Ran and Han Mo on the radio in the special car, I was just stunned for a moment, closed my eyes, and fell asleep.
Zhao Miao seemed to call me, but I couldn't hear what she said next.
I'm so tired, compared to Zhao Miao, I've always been a little more noble.
When I opened my eyes again, it was already completely dark, and I looked at the bright lights outside the window, and was stunned for a moment before I realized that I had returned to such a cage.
Zhao Miao hugged Niuniu, who was already asleep, and I pulled two suitcases and walked upstairs step by step.
I haven't turned on my phone for nearly three days, and as soon as I charge it, I just turned it on, and I found that there were constant call reminders.
I took a look and found that Han Mo had actually called me more than 20 times, and he even had two unfamiliar numbers that had called me several times.
Turning on the computer was the review outline sent to us by the teacher, and the class exploded, all about Han Mo and Xu Ran.
They say word by word, but all of them mean blessings.
I know, I should be blessed, after all, the two of them have been childhood sweethearts for more than ten years, and they are not like me, just a person who broke in halfway.
I'm just waiting, waiting for Han Mo to let me leave.
Probably women are always like this, and it seems that they are always unwilling to do so at such a moment.
I used to be decisive, but I never thought that I would have such a leisurely and indecisive time.
"Yaoyao."
Zhao Miao, who had settled Niuniu, walked out of the room and looked at me, her face was not very good, but the concern in her eyes was very obvious.
I laughed and shook my head, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired."
In fact, if you can't pretend to be it, in front of Zhao Miao, since you can't pretend to it, there is no need for me to avoid talking about it.
She looked at me for a few seconds before finally nodding, "Go and rest, I'll make dinner, and I'll be able to eat when I get up."
Zhao Miao is also tired, although Niuniu is not noisy or noisy on the way, but she was held by Zhao Miao on the train, and Zhao Miao was naturally tired for more than ten hours.
I was about to say I'm coming, but she raised her hand and pressed her temple as she pushed me into the room, "Okay, thank you this time."
Actually, I didn't do anything, I just followed her back home in an evasive way.
And there is a follow-up matter of household registration, which is difficult.
Niuniu is overborn, their family can't afford to pay a fine, not to mention Niuniu, there are two children in the family who have not yet registered their household registration.
Zhao Miao transferred her hukou out when she went to college, but she is still a college student and has no spouse, so it is a little difficult to register Niuniu.
But I believe that in this world, money can accomplish a lot of things.
I couldn't resist Zhao Miao, so I had to go to sleep.
But before I could fall asleep completely, my charged phone rang.
I didn't want to answer it, but I forgot to mute it, and I didn't want to wake Niuniu, so I had to get up and answer the phone.
It's an unfamiliar number, a strange touch that called me a few times when I wasn't turned on.
I don't know who it is, but I guess it's someone who knows me.
"Hey, hello."
"It's me, Jiang Feiyi."
I thought it might be Li Qian, or Xu Ran, but I never thought that it would be Jiang Feiyi.
"Mr. Jiang—"
"It's nothing, I just wanted to treat you to a meal, Xiaofeng came over the day before yesterday."
I pursed my lips: "I'm sorry, I accompanied a friend home a few days ago."
I vaguely feel that Jiang Feiyi didn't make a few phone calls to me the real reason. If Lin Zhaofeng really came to City A, he would have contacted me on WeChat, but he didn't.
But in this world, there is always a need for a little empathetic lie, my empathetic disguise.
He didn't debunk my embarrassment, and I didn't debunk his lies.
"It's okay, next time I have a chance."
Jiang Feiyi and I actually didn't have much to do with each other, and I didn't know what to talk about, he probably sensed my state and opened his mouth: "There's something else, hang up first, next time Xiaofeng comes back to have a meal together."
His voice was faint, cold but irony, and I nodded subconsciously: "Okay."
Just hung up the phone, and the phone screen dimmed little by little.
I wanted to ask Jiang Feiyi why several times, but I found that I couldn't ask.
I couldn't sleep anymore, holding my mobile phone, I still didn't hold back, and went to search for Xu Ran and Han Mo's day.
The photos on the Internet are really good-looking, Han Mo is wearing a white suit, the lines on his face are obvious, the contours are clear, the sword eyebrows are high, and the three-dimensional is so three-dimensional that it makes people's eyes hot.
Piles of reports, all of them are good, I looked at the blessings of those netizens, and even I almost couldn't help but give a blessing to like.
When Zhao Miao came in, I was caught off guard, my phone fell on the bed, and I raised my head and looked at her with a blurred vision.
She was holding a spatula and was stunned for a moment when she saw me, and then I saw her swallow before she spoke, "It's time to eat."
I nodded, and when I went out, I found that Niuniu had woken up, sitting quietly at the table, looking at the three dishes on the table, her eyes were shining.
The world of children is really simple, they have no love and hate, only right and wrong, and their desire for anything is so obvious and undisguised.
It's not like us, it's so uncomfortable, but we still have to pretend to be very good.
"Yaoyao."
Zhao Miao moved the bowl with rice to me, I took a breath and smiled: "Eat."
After all, she didn't say anything: "Let's eat."