The lights are on 77
Su Ko came, and as before, before she was seen, the laughter came in first.
She told me about the fun things that had happened these days, and brought me a lot of things, and I played with a few of them in her gushing introductions, which for me were far less attractive than Su Ko's arrival.
Su Ko said, his eyes somehow noticed the small box, pulled the box out with some curiosity, and said, "This box has a unique shape, what is inside?" β
Originally, I was careless and didn't put it away, but I didn't expect Su Ko to take the initiative to turn it out, and I was a little mindful in my heart, so I took it from Su Ko's hand and put it aside, and said, "The little things that others gave me." You just said that Qiao Meiren has been depressed since she lost her children, how is it now? β
Su Ko frowned, obviously Qiao Meiren's situation is not optimistic, "I don't know the details, Ah Yao didn't let me ask more, and didn't let me have any more contact with Qiao Meiren, now it's Concubine Chen who is taking care of her, although her body is still weak, but at least she looks much better than before, but after all, her child is gone, and it may take a little time for you to accept this reality." β
Seeing that I was a little lonely, Su Kou smiled and remobilized the atmosphere: "Ah Xuan, don't look like this, I know how you take care of Qiao Meiren, although I don't know why Qiao Meiren will take revenge, but I believe Ah Xuan, don't be angry with Ah Yao, he definitely doesn't want to ban Ah Xuan's feet, it's just that the situation at the time, I'm afraid it won't end well without an explanation."
Indeed, if I really want to track it down because of this, even if I can prove my innocence, it won't be just such a light punishment as a ban, but who can say clearly what is going on in the harem? If you really find out something, I'm afraid that the person who is guilty is still me, so it's better to let this matter fade away, and I can disappear from everyone's sight as soon as possible.
Su Ko is not as uninhibited as everyone thinks, many of her exquisite thoughts are hidden in the flamboyance of the appearance, not deliberately hidden so deeply, I think the reason why she does this is that she feels that those people are not worth it, not worth thinking about, and not worth entrusting with sincerity.
I was going to go see Qiao Meiren, but Su Kou was startled and hurriedly stopped me, "Ah Xuan, are you crazy?" Now everyone has doubts about Qiao Meiren's loss of children, and you still sent yourself over so unguardedly, didn't you put the truth in the shadows, so that those who want to frame you have the handle to spread rumors? β
Of course I know this, but I can't do nothing, I don't know what kind of misunderstanding there is between Qiao Meiren and me, or if Qiao Meiren really did it on purpose. In any case, I also want to meet Qiao Meiren in person, under the pretense of other people's hands, the news from me is inevitably mixed with the subjective impressions of others, I can't hide in Fengluan Hall all the time, and I can't let some people with intentions hide in the dark.
They can hurt me once, and naturally they can hurt me a second or third time, and this time they just grounded me, so what about the future? Who can guarantee that as the desire increases, it will not be the next thing that will make me die.
Sitting back is undoubtedly the stupidest thing to do, and I should have taken the initiative for my own sake anyway.
Su Kou didn't go with me because Jiang Yao didn't allow it, so that I could more accurately distinguish whether this matter had anything to do with Su Kou.
Although I believe Su Ko, it is difficult for people not to care about what Zhao Fei said, this time not only to prove Su Koo's innocence, but also to eliminate the gap between my trust in her. There is never any 100% trust in the world, and once there are gaps, there are likely to be countless gaps.
When I arrived at Qiao Meiren's palace, Wang Yin was also there, Qiao Meiren and Wang Yin's faces suddenly froze, and then a great unnaturalness flashed on their faces, and the feeling was very strange, not like resentment against me or anything else, but a little like fear.
Qiao Meiren's reaction confirmed my inner thoughts, and I was right to come to Qiao Meiren.
However, Wang Yin's face was indifferent, she was an outsider, she didn't care about the grievances between Qiao Meiren and me, nor did she care about anything else, but she had a posture that didn't care about herself.
After Wang Yin left, Qiao Meiren was a little nervous, her face was pale, I don't know if it was because of her weak body or because of something else.
"I don't know what the queen mother is here this time?"
"You're sick, I should have come to see you, but I've been grounded before, and I didn't come to see you earlier."
"Don't dare to worry about the queen's mother, the concubines are already much better."
"People say that your child is gone, and I am the one who harmed you." I didn't greet her politely, and directly nodded to the meaning, "I came here this time to ask you, what happened before your child was gone?" β
Qiao Meiren didn't look at me, and I didn't know what she was thinking, she reached out and pulled her hair, and said, "What do you mean by this, do you want to say that the death of the concubine's child has nothing to do with you?" But the concubine can tell the mother that everything is fine under the careful care of the mother. β
"There's one thing I can't figure out, can you tell me?"
"The concubine doesn't dare, but it's okay for the mother to ask, the concubine must know everything." Qiao Meiren was still talking to me around the bush, obviously unwilling to communicate.
"You say that my eldest brother takes good care of your tribe, but in my opinion, it doesn't seem to be in line with what Qiao Mei did, if this is the case, why does Qiao Mei have to name the fetus that I have to take care of?"
If my brother is really kind to Qiao Meiren, what happened to make Qiao Meiren take revenge? If what she said before was all a lie, in order to bring the two of us closer so that I could let my guard down and give her a chance to make a move, then I really blamed myself for being naΓ―ve, and if there was no draw, I would have believed it so easily.
Qiao Meiren is obviously not an assertive person, she didn't panic about my question, and she couldn't find any fault with her answers, "The queen has never had any bad behavior towards us low-ranking concubines after entering the palace, and the concubine believes you before asking the emperor, does the queen think that the concubine herself wants to harm her own children?" β
"Don't think about it." I didn't like this kind of communication, so I held my forehead and said, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to come and see you." β
"As the queen mother can see, the concubine is fine now. Now that you've seen it, the concubine is afraid that the hospitality will not be good, so please go back. β
It's not that I haven't eaten closed-door soup, but it's the first time I've been so straightforward, which makes anyone who listens to it inevitably feel a little uncomfortable, and I'm no exception.
"In this way, I won't disturb Qiao Meiren."
With that, I stood up very sensitively, although I sat down to find a place to sit by myself.
"That's right." Before leaving, I remembered one more thing, looked back at Qiao Meiren, ignored her deliberate avoidance of the past gaze, and asked, "What is the relationship between Concubine Chen and you?" β
Qiao Meiren's face was very bad, she bit her lip, and said, "What, even the concubine's private affairs Queen Niang have to ask?" β
I just saw that Wang Yin seemed to be chatting happily with her, and asked casually, but I didn't expect Qiao Meiren to have such a big reaction, which made me curious about their relationship.
"Of course not, I'll just ask casually." I put down a sentence lightly and went back, Qiao Meiren was very wary of me, and I couldn't find any results here that I wanted.
Pei'er, who was guarding the gate of the palace, closed her mouth tightly when she saw me come out, knowing that I probably didn't have any good gains, so she didn't ask much, only said that Wang Yin had spoken to her just now.
I was a little curious, but this curiosity was only in my heart, and I didn't show it, pretending to ask casually, "Oh? What did she tell you? β
Pei'er naturally has nothing to hide from me, and said: "There is nothing to care about, it is nothing more than some polite words, and the concubines in the palace are very polite to us, the maids with heads and faces around the queen's mother." β
I thought it was something inconsequential, but I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, and just walked to the Fengluan Hall absentmindedly.
On the way back, I met Wang Yin again, who seemed to be waiting for me on purpose, and I don't know how long I waited here. Wang Yin saluted me, and I nodded and motioned for her to be flat.
"Queen Mother, the concubine has a few words I want to tell you separately, I don't know if it's convenient or not?"
It's rare that Wang Yin will take the initiative to find me, no matter what it is, I'm free now, and it doesn't hurt to listen to it.
Wang Yin is a very smart person, although she is delicate, but her smart yin is the most impossible to hide, Zhao Fei's smart yin is external, and contact with her never makes people feel uncomfortable, the feeling of a spring breeze is deliberately made by her; Wang Yin's smart yin is hidden, reducing her sense of existence, so that she doesn't seem to have any offensive power, but in fact, she is very reliable when she is used a lot, and being able to run the affairs of the palace with Zhao Fei is enough to see her extraordinary ability.
I walked with Wang Yin along the palace road where no one passed for a long time, Wang Yin didn't mean to speak, I was also a little puzzled, it seemed to be waiting for me to speak first, but I had nothing to say to her, I looked at her a little embarrassed, only to see Wang Yin's face calm and calm, it seemed that I was the only one who was embarrassed.
I pretended to cough, Wang Yin glanced at me, and opened her mouth in understanding, Amitabha, she knew that she was looking for me first.
"The concubine knows that Niangniang has been wronged in vain, and she may feel a little uncomfortable, but it is Qiao Meiren who was hurt the most in this accident, no matter what, please ask Niangniang not to be angry with her until Qiao Meiren recovers her body."
Wang Yin's words are sincere, but the truth is simple and easy to understand, it is nothing more than worrying that I will embarrass Qiao Meiren, I don't know if they have any friendship, but now Wang Yin is responsible for taking care of Qiao Meiren, if something goes wrong, it is inevitable that he will not be punished like me, in public and private, Wang Yin does have good reasons to talk to me.
"How so? Qiao Meiren has no children, even if she is angry, she is angry with me. I smiled, a little guilty, it wasn't me pretending, but I really felt a little guilty about it, no matter what, it was a life, and it shouldn't be used as a tool.
"In fact, the concubines, like the emperor, don't believe that Niangniang will deliberately hurt Qiao Meiren, but in addition to Niangniang, there is only Qiao Meiren, and this matter is not easy to chase deeply, so I have to let the queen Niangniang suffer this grievance temporarily."
Wang Yin deliberately accentuated the pronunciation of the words "Queen Mother", presumably to remind me that those who are in a position of high power must need to endure what ordinary people can't endure and do what ordinary people can't.
From this point of view, Wang Yin does not live up to Jiang Yao's favor for her, she has always done her own thing, and will solve problems for him in many small things.
But Wang Yin said that she believed me, I don't think it was surprising, but Jiang Yao also believed in me? It was a bit of a surprise to me.
"No, I was incompetent, and the emperor handed over Qiao Meiren's child to me, but it was gone under my care." Incompetence is a fact that cannot be escaped, and if I am really capable, why don't I even know who wants to frame me?
"Your Majesty, is he okay lately?"
I don't really care about Jiang Yao, I just want to know if Jiang Yao is angry with the Rong clan because of this.
Wang Yinyin obviously misunderstood what I meant, with a "I understand" smile on her face, and said to me meaningfully: "The concubine is just going to the emperor's study, if the mother has time, she might as well go with the concubine." β
"I'll forget it, Changyun is still waiting for me to go back in the palace, and I'll go with you another day."
Considering that Changyun is still waiting for me in the palace, it is true that I don't want to go, I just want to ask about some things through someone else's mouth, which does not mean that I am willing to contact Jiang Yao.
Wang Yin didn't force it, she bowed and retreated, looking at the direction she left, she should have gone directly to Jiang Yao's study, it was difficult for me to come out and move around, and by the way, I moved my muscles and bones slowly, and then slowly returned to Fengluan Palace.
Finally, when spring came, it was not like a hazy early spring, full of vitality with flowers and birds in the garden, as if everything would get better and better, and those bad and unpleasant things could pass quickly.
I heard that Wenle sent a letter to the Queen Mother, saying that she was doing well, and that the concubine was very concerned about her, whether Wenle said this, whether it was true, or just to comfort her mother, it was much stronger than those worrying words.
Speaking of bunraku, I thought of the little box again, and if there was anything in it that needed to be properly stored, it would be a bad thing for me to leave it there and not ask.
I opened the small box that had been with me for a long time, but fortunately the key was not lost, and the most of the letters in it were letters, and I didn't want to open it, but the handwriting on it was very clear.
That's Yujing's word!
Why did Bunraku send me Jade's letter? Although I may be a little sorry for Bunraku for doing this, I was so curious that I thought that Bunraku gave it to me, that is, I agreed that I could open it, so I opened it with peace of mind.