I made up my mind, and the stone in my heart silently put down one, seeing that things were settled one by one, and what I didn't see white before suddenly became clear, it seems that my future life can be so safe and smooth, no need for ups and downs, just plain ordinary.

On the day I actually returned to the mansion, I brought a lot of rewards and a lot of products, anyway, I don't need to worry about it, whatever they do.

Changyun didn't go back to the mansion with me, she said that the Fengluan Palace couldn't be left unguarded, and besides, she was also a female official with a book, so it would be inconvenient to go back to the mansion with me.

Anyway, if Changyun makes a decision, no one will want to change her mind, she always has a bunch of reasons to be convinced. I know that Changyun actually thinks that when I go home, I don't need her help, so I will return to the comfortable state before entering the palace, after all, such days are never available in the palace. There is also the fact that Fengluan Hall really needs to have a deaf and deaf person, otherwise there will be something going on in the palace, and I will not go home to save a parent, and then I will become blind when I enter the palace.

I can't live up to Changyun's kindness, so I naturally want to go home and enjoy it, and see if the Chen family can still look at me under the majesty of the queen.

Although the provincial team's team has been as low-key as possible, it still aroused a lot of onlookers, and the vendors along the street looked at the huge team and opened their eyes in shock, as if they had never seen such a big pomp in their lives. The children playing on the street clapped their hands with the team, their faces full of envy and yearning.

They may not know who the person in the sedan chair is, but they must be very rich and status, and they are a "big official", and their parents will always educate them to study hard, and they can also sit in the sedan chair in the future.

The people in the public mansion should have heard the movement early and came out to greet them, my father and the Chen family were there, and I hadn't gotten off the sedan chair yet, they were already a head shorter than me.

It was the first time I looked at them like this, I used to think that my majestic father was so weak in the face of power, and the Chen family, who had always been aggressive and eager to look at me with her nostrils, now she has also exhausted her edge, she does not dare to say anything bad to me or look at me as before, I used to be a fish and a meat, she was a sword, and now I can decide her fate with a casual word.

Moreover, it is the eldest brother and the fourth brother, it can be seen that they are really happy, especially the eldest brother, who raised his head to look at me, and quickly lowered his head, and the satisfaction and smile at that glance, I know that what he saw was not the queen, but the most favored sister he brought up from childhood.

"The queen has worked hard all the way, the room has been cleaned up, and for the sake of everything, the mother's residence is placed in the courtyard where the mother used to live." My father used the same tone as the last time he spoke to me, and I was uncomfortable to listen to, but I couldn't do anything to change it.

"Okay." I nodded.

The big palace maid who came with me behind me began to make arrangements for a matter, and the big palace maid's name was Wanqing, and she was a person who Changyun personally trained to be trusted.

Although the Chen family may not be very afraid of me, they still have some scruples about Wanqing, after all, no one in the palace can offend casually, otherwise a few words that are not painful in front of the royal family when they go back to the palace can make people unable to eat and walk around.

I didn't feel tired, but when I walked from the main entrance of the mansion to the familiar courtyard, I still felt tired from the inside out, the kind of burnout that sprouted from the depths of my memory, from the nostalgia for these things engraved in my mind.

It turns out that people's thoughts are pinned on specific objects, the kind of things that can bring out the softest side of the heart, which are often ignored by our daily life, but calm down and think about it carefully, aren't those trivial daily life?

I didn't dwell on these things for too long, and after a little tidying up, I had to go to the main hall, which used to be a place where my father and his guests discussed things, and I always looked this way from the side in front of the main hall.

Now I sit in the main hall, I can no longer see the little girl who will sneak away with the corner of her skirt when she is found.

I gave my father and the Chen family a seat, the eldest brother and the fourth brother also sat down in turn, although everyone was bound by the rules, but at least they all looked very happy, only the fifth sister looked unwilling and reluctant, and I didn't want to worry too much about these ethereal things with her, I thought I was sorry for her all the way.

robbed her jade and robbed her queen.

Although the first one can't be robbed, and the second one is also forced, but in the heart of the fifth sister, she will only blame me for all these faults.

How could Jade Jing like me, it was because I was too tricky, and I put on a look of needing someone to protect me everywhere to win Yu Jing's sympathy; How could the emperor choose a stupid and stupid person to be the queen, I can see the face of heaven at a young age, so that I can be the first in everything, otherwise how could she be defeated and become the laughing stock of the world.

I touched the bracelet on my wrist and listened to the people around me distribute the rewards I brought back one by one, everyone was thanking, in fact, I also knew that the person they wanted to thank was not me, but the emperor and queen they thought I represented.

It's just some gold, silver and jade, although the appearance may be a little more exquisite, but the government has never lacked these things, not to mention any rarity, but just an honor.

After the rewards were read, Wanqing waved her hand, signaling everyone who came back from the palace with me to retreat, and then she also made a salute, saying: "The eldest daughter Shi instructed that the queen mother should return to the house this time to ask Chengguo and Duchess not to have too much pressure, and finally the family was reunited. ”

Hearing these words, I suddenly felt a warmth in my heart, it was not my family to give me, but Changyun, she was able to be so attentive to me, gratitude is no longer enough to express my feelings, gratitude is.

"After the queen mother entered the palace, everything has been done with your help, and I ask the girl not to be polite these days, if you need anything, just order your subordinates." Although the Chen family doesn't like me very much, they have always been very measured in the face of such a big event, which not only gives the other party enough face, but also maintains the face of the government.

Other personal grievances aside, Chan is actually a rare good wife and mother, who can think so deeply for her son and daughter, while my mother is not willing to survive for me.

Wanqing nodded slightly, and then retreated, and when everyone in the palace left, I seemed a little out of place sitting on the main seat.

It was the eldest brother who broke the deadlock first and said with a smile: "The little sister finally came back, and everyone should not be restrained, but it makes the little sister feel unaccustomed." ”

The father frowned, as if he didn't think it was good, but he couldn't find any rebuttal to make his concerns work, so he only frowned.

"Yes, father, Xuan'er hasn't been home for a long time, you said that Xuan'er should be cautious in her words and deeds in the palace, should it be the same when she goes home?" I looked at my father with round eyes, which was the gesture I had coquettished him countless times, and each time he shook his head helplessly, with a little spoiling taste at the corner of his mouth.

"Okay." In the end, his father compromised, "You are in the palace, and you have suffered a lot, you have never left your father's side since you were a child, and you finally came back, how can your father force you to do things that make you feel unhappy?" ”

"I know that my father loves Xuan'er the most!" I laughed, got up from my lord's seat, and walked over to my father.

When I got so close, I realized that my father had already grown a lot of gray hair on his head, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were getting deeper and deeper. What remains unchanged is the tenderness in the corners of my eyes and the calmness that makes people settle when they look at me.

Fathers in this world may be like this, no matter how old their children are, they will always be just children in the eyes of their fathers, as long as their children are still spoiled to themselves, they are not old yet, they don't want to get anything from their children, what they want is just plain companionship, Cheng Huan's knees, but that's it.

My father took my hand, and then took the hands of the five sisters on the side, held us together, and said, "Father is old, and it will be up to you brothers and sisters to take care of each other in the future." ”

The fifth sister's hand shrank back slightly, and she did not hide her disgust and disgust for me, but my father did not let her get her wish, but forcibly folded our hands together.

"Although Lan'er is your sister, no one in the family has the ability to help you now, and all she can do is try not to cause you trouble." As he spoke, his father coughed a few times, he used to be as strong as iron, but now he is so fragile, "You all have to be good and unite together." ”

"Yes, Xuan'er remembers." I looked at my father and saw that there seemed to be nothing wrong with his face, but there was a lot of sweat on his forehead, which was not a good sign, I don't know what was wrong with my father's body, and all I could do now was to stop my father from worrying about our affairs, no matter what he said, I would not hesitate to take a sip.

"Yes." The fifth sister didn't mean to continue to be strong on these tongues, and she didn't dare to go against her father's wishes, whether she was unwilling or unwilling, at least she said something that made her father very pleased.

"Second sister, will they come back?" It's rare to come back, I still really want to meet the second sister and them, if they can't come because of something, I have to find an excuse to go and see.

"This is natural, the second sister heard that you are coming back, and someone has been asking for the specific time a few days ago, today I thought that you just settled down, take a good rest first, and your two sisters should come back on a cloudy day." Big brother smiled.

"Yes, don't worry about this, the kitchen is already cooking the dishes you like to eat on weekdays, rest early today, it's cloudy early in the morning, make sure you haven't gotten up yet, they will appear in front of you." The fourth brother said the same thing, it seems that I don't have to think about it myself.

I'm very happy and looking forward to getting dark and the next day.

But I still waited for a night that didn't make me happy.

After dinner, the fourth brother took Pei'er away and asked me to walk around the yard. The winter moon was too bright and too cold, and it was a silver river of frost sprinkled on the ground. It's rare to have such an empty night, and the silence is filled with all the beauty that can be expected.

I was indeed looking forward to it, but the fourth brother shattered the dream that I hung in the sky.

"Xuan'er, I know it may be a little late to say this now, but the fourth brother still hopes to be able to say sorry to you in person." The fourth brother didn't look at me, but the guilt in his eyes was not hidden at all, "The fourth brother treated you very badly when he was young, and he didn't fulfill the responsibilities that an older brother should have." ”

I ...... "I don't blame you!"

Before I could say anything, I was interrupted by the fourth brother.

"I know you may not blame me, but the point I'm going to talk about today is not me, but my mother. My mother worked hard for me and my fifth sister, but it was based on your pain, I was young and ignorant, and I always felt that you and your mother were bad people, bad to you, and disrespectful to your mother, but then I wanted to make amends, but I didn't have a chance. The fourth brother said, stopped, "Your mother's death is not as simple as illness, it has something to do with my mother, and maybe my father." ”

I don't know what the fourth brother wants to express now, and I looked at him in a daze, a little overwhelmed.

The fourth brother continued his topic and said: "Now there is nothing to simply look at the surface, Xuan'er, no one can protect you, and you don't believe anyone, be your own and live your own life." ”

"Stop looking at people like that, everything is far more complicated than you think." The fourth brother rubbed my hair, and finally sighed, "It's not too early, go back to sleep." ”