Chapter 2 If I Go First

Yi Shengge gently removed Yi Shenghe's hand from his forehead, and then turned to look at Yi Shenghe.

It's just that Yi Shengge's expression was a little more restrained than just now, and he wasn't very open, but he didn't hesitate too much.

"Actually, Xiaohe, I just wanted to ask you. If, I mean if, one day, I really have some terminal illness and there is no cure for it, I will go ahead of you. What would you do if you were left alone? ”

Yi Shengge deliberately replaced the word "death" with the word "go", so that it would sound more relaxed, not like he was cursing himself.

Although Yi Shengge said it vaguely, Yi Shenghe still understood what he meant.

When Yi Shengge said the problem, Yi Shenghe suddenly realized.

"Brother Ge, are you trying to ask me, if something like this happens, what will I do, how will I react, and how should I continue to live in the future, is that what I mean?"

Yi Shengge just nodded, not even wanting to say the word "en", as if he said it, it would really happen.

"Then, if something like that really happens, if you want to go ahead of me, I'll go with you. After all, if you are gone, leaving me alone, what reason will you have to live? ”

Yi Shenghe's answer was very casual, as if it was a very easy thing, but Yi Shengge made a big fuss.

But such an answer, for Yi Shengge, is completely brainless. His brows furrowed, Yi Shenghe's answer was not within Yi Shengge's expectation at all, and he quickly shook his head.

"Xiaohe, you can't say such stupid things again in the future, otherwise I'm going to be anxious with you, how can you think so?"

"Brother Ge, tell me, what should I think?"

"I was very sad to hear you answer just now. Since each person is alive, he is an independent living being. Living is meaning, and everyone has their own meaning in life, not just a simple sentence like you. It's not respectful of life, it's not for me, it's not for yourself. Even if I'm gone, you must live well. ”

If this was said from the mouth of a passerby, or a dying patient in Yi Shenghe's hands, Yi Shenghe thought it was normal.

But now, these words came out of Yi Shengge's mouth, which made Yi Shenghe feel a little incredible.

This feeling is like a person who only knows how to hang around outside all day, doing nothing, eating, drinking, and lazing, and has no purpose in life at all. Neither motivated, learning some skills necessary for future survival, nor exercising, maintaining a good physique.

Suddenly, one day, without the expectation of the people around him, he suddenly realized the meaning of life and the secret of death.

This person is Yi Shengge. And this is the current Yi Shenghe, the intuitive feeling in front of Yi Shengge.

Yi Shenghe looked at Yi Shengge, with a complicated expression on his face, still not understanding what made him have such a big reversal.

"Brother Ge, tell me yourself, what kind of way do you hope I should live after you leave?"

"Of course, you can live as you should."

"What kind of way to live is that, I'm listening."

"I believe that in the future, the two of us will definitely have a pharmacy of our own. When the time comes, you will be the attending doctor of the pharmacy, and I will be the assistant responsible for liaising with the patient's family and assisting you in treating the patient. If one day I'm gone, you must stick to it. As a doctor, birth, old age, sickness and death are too normal things. Even if I'm gone, you can't help but think about it, do you hear it? ”

Yi Sheng's song is serious, and he is no longer the giggling he used to be, and it is obvious that this answer is important to him.

Yi Shenghe didn't expect Yi Shengge to think so far, Yi Shengge's words today really impressed him.

"I know, Brother Ge. If there really is a day, I will not easily choose to give up my life, I will still live strongly. And when the time comes, there will be the names of the two of us on the door of our own medicine hall. ”

"Of course. I've even thought of a name for a long time, and it's called Hege Yakudo. ”

"Hege Pharmacy? It's a pretty good name, I like it. But Brother Ge, why is my name in front of you? ”

"As the attending doctor, you are the core of the medicine hall, and your name must be in front. And my name follows you, which means that I am your strongest backing. ”

When Yi Shengge mentioned "Hege Pharmacy", the sadness on his face unfolded a lot.

"I didn't expect it, you are quite interested in naming our medicine hall, why didn't you study medicine and see you so serious?"

"Well, it's more important to have a name. Then let's decide, and in the future, it will be called Hege Pharmacy, which is concise and clear. ”

Yi Shengge used the name of the medicine hall to divert the topic of life and death just now.

But Yi Shenghe didn't prepare for it to be as simple as that, and as soon as Yi Shengge's words were finished, Yi Shenghe's problem came again.

"However, the name of the medicine hall is not a particularly important issue now. Brother Ge, you tell me honestly, is there anything else you are hiding from me? Why do I feel like you're talking today, like you're talking about the aftermath? There was nothing life-threatening at all, so why suddenly say such an unlucky thing? Moreover, you are serious today and I feel that you are a little abnormal. ”

"Ah, is there one?"

"You said so many things yourself, didn't you find it yourself?"

"No, it's just that I suddenly sighed as I watched the sun set now."

Yi Shengge looked at Yi Shenghe with some embarrassment, but if Yi Shenghe wanted to set him, it was still very simple.

"Brother Ge, you shouldn't be really unwell, right? Don't scare me! ”

"I'm not feeling sick, really, I'm fine."

"Then why did you have the idea to talk to me about this today? You've never mentioned it before. ”

Yi Shenghe looked at Yi Shengge, then his neck shrunk back, his eyes narrowed, and his face was full of doubt.

"Wait, you said so much to me today, can't it be some new prank? You're trying to trick me again, aren't you? ”

"No, Xiaohe, don't guess, I don't want to talk about this. It's just that as a doctor, I have seen too many people who have a very complete life, but suddenly suffer from a terminal illness that cannot be cured at all, and there are not a few people who are forced to be separated from their families. Some of them had a happy life and some had an unhappy life. But when death came, all I could see was helplessness, hoarseness, and crying. ”。

"So actually, you just want to discuss with me in advance, if one day, something misfortune happens to you, I can have a mental preparation in advance, know what you really think in your heart, and then live well, right?"