I didn't expect it to be Han Mo's phone, so I was choked by the smoke directly, coughing non-stop, and I couldn't say a word back to Han Mo if I wanted to open my mouth.

After a few seconds, he was barely able to speak: "Ahem, Han Mo."

"What are you doing?"

Han Mo's tone on the other end of the phone immediately changed, I glanced at the cigarette in my hand and two-thirds of the cigarette in my hand, pursed my lips and didn't tell the truth: "I'm taking a walk."

It is impossible for him not to know about Zhao Xu, I also saw Xu Ran when Zhao Xu was buried that day, they are all people of the same class, and the news is naturally circulated internally, so I don't need to say anything deliberately.

"Smoking?"

He saw blood for a while, my hand holding the cigarette couldn't help but tremble, and finally threw away the cigarette in my hand, which is really a harmful thing, why so many people like it.

Naturally, I couldn't let Han Mo know that I smoked, so I didn't think about it before I spoke: "No."

"Heh, Fu Yao, can't you be a little more skillful when you lie?"

He wasn't in front of me, but I could also imagine what kind of expression Han Mo had when he said this to me now, probably the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, the smile in his eyes was sarcastic, and there seemed to be a smile on his face, but it wasn't a smile at all.

I didn't know how to answer him, so I pursed my lips and looked down at the tips of my shoes.

The wind kept blowing, and I subconsciously pulled the scarf around my neck.

The illuminated street lamp stretched my shadow slender on the ground, and I looked at myself in the shadow, bowing my head and mingling in it, unable to distinguish between my body and my head, and I felt uncomfortable somehow.

When the tears fell, it was like uncontrollable raindrops, falling one drop at a time, and I couldn't stop it.

I didn't want Han Mo to know that I was crying, it was quite a useless thing, so I could only raise my hand to cover my lips, trying not to make a sound.

"Fu Yao, are you dumb and can't speak?"

But the man's arrogant words came from the phone, and I could only grit my teeth and snort: "Hmm."

"Well, what do you mean?"

I knew he didn't mean to, but I still complained that he was still forcing me to speak.

"Don't talk about it, I'll go back to see Zhao Miao."

"Fu Yao, you-"

I hung up the phone directly, blocking all Han Mo's words thousands of miles away.

It was quiet, there was a cigarette I had just thrown on the ground, and there was nothing to accompany me except for the street lamp.

Nights like this are always uncomfortable, and I finally couldn't help it, and I crouched on the ground and cried out loud and unconscious.

I don't know how things came to this point, Zhao Miao and Zhao Xu, me and Han Mo.

How did it come to such a point?

I really hope that everything goes back to square one.

In this way, Zhao Miao doesn't have to be so uncomfortable, and I don't have to be so embarrassed.

I don't want to be a junior, but I love Han Mo.

On the day Zhao Miao was discharged from the hospital, the weather was very bad, gloomy and gloomy, and when the wind blew, it was so cold that people shivered.

I've put on a lot of clothes and a scarf, but I'm still shivering with cold.

But Zhao Miao on the side was standing like this, I thought she wasn't cold, but when I reached out to touch her hand, I found that her hands were full of cold.

"Zhao Miao-" I subconsciously called Zhao Miao, she didn't reply to me, but heard Xu Ran's voice: "Miss Fu."

As soon as I raised my head, I saw Xu Ran supporting a woman over, looking at me with a gentle face and a smile on her face, as if there had never been a dispute between me and her.

And Xu Ran, who asked me with a gloomy face that day if I remember what I said, seemed to be just my delusion, so friendly that I couldn't help but chill all over.

The weasel gave the chicken a New Year's greeting, absolutely uneasy and kind, I just don't know what Xu Ran wants to do this time.

"Third aunt, this is Fu Yao, Miss Fu."

Before I could speak, Xu Ran's voice came again.

She lowered her head and looked at the woman who was half a head shorter than her, and the smile on her face was well-behaved and gentle.

I frowned and didn't even want to say hello.

But I didn't expect the third aunt in Xu Ran's mouth to turn around and speak: "Miss Fu."

I was a little surprised, and looked back at the woman, frowning slightly, looking puzzled.

"Long admiration."

She looked at me, said these two words, and without waiting for me to reply, she continued to walk directly into the hospital.

I always felt that this person looked a little familiar, but I couldn't remember who he looked like.

The driver was already honking his horn, and I hurriedly ran over.

Zhao Miao, who had already gotten into the car, looked at me sideways, frowning: "What did she say to you?"

I didn't want her to worry and smiled, "Just called me, nothing." ”

"The woman Xu Ran is holding seems to have seen her somewhere."

Although the Zhao family is not as good as the Han family, it is also everyone, Zhao Xu loved Zhao Miao so much at the beginning, so naturally there are some parties or parties that will definitely take Zhao Miao there.

And the person Xu Ran is supporting must not be simple, and it is not surprising that Zhao Miao has seen it.

I didn't take it to heart and smiled: "It's nothing, I don't know, it's just a little familiar."

She looked at me and turned her gaze to the other side.

Zhao Miao basically didn't work much during this time, she promised a director to be a part-time screenwriter, and she hadn't finished reading the script of more than 100,000 words.

I don't want her to see her like this, and I hope she can sleep well.

But as soon as Zhao Miao went back, she went into the room to turn on the computer, and as soon as I put my things down, I saw that she was already sitting in front of the computer.

I stood at the door of her room, but I still couldn't help but speak: "Miao Miao, you better take a rest."

She glanced up at me and didn't smile: "Fu Yao, love can be without, but bread must be earned by yourself."

It was the first time she had talked to me about this topic in so many days.

I froze, and suddenly felt that Zhao Miao was right, and I couldn't even say a word of rebuttal.

I'm a little relieved, but also a little sad.

Zhao Miao finally lived the way she wanted, invulnerable, but there was probably no such person who could walk into her heart, let her put down her armor, and be willing to walk behind that person to face the wind and rain.

I pressed the door frame, stood for a while, and finally left.

Everyone has their own things to be strong into, everyone has their own attitude, I can't decide anything, I can't interfere with Zhao Miao anything, the only thing I can do is to let her know that I have been with her.

Life is probably like this, no matter how big the disaster is, as long as you want to continue to live, you have to grit your teeth and keep going.

Just like our senior exams, no matter what you're going through, you have to come back on the day of the exam, or you have to postpone, make up, or retake.

December has arrived, and this year is about to pass again, I didn't expect that the three years with Zhao Miao would pass so quickly.

It was as if I didn't expect that the next road would be that I was the only one to go.

In the past few days, I have been busy watching Zhao Miao, and I have no time to do some homework.

Fortunately, I was more active in class this semester, and the teacher was also open to me, and I went to hand in my works on the weekend, but I didn't expect to meet Xu Ran.

She drove a white BMW, wore a professional attire, and put on a light gray coat outside, standing in front of the car and looking at me coming down the stairs from the teaching building: "Fu Yao."

She finally stopped calling me "Miss Fu", with a smile on her face that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, and her eyes looked straight at me.

I was horrified by her, changed the direction of the folder in front of me, and looked at her with a frown: "Is there something wrong?"

She chuckled, "Yes, I'd like to treat you to dinner."

"No need, I don't like to eat with Miss Xu, I believe Miss Xu is the same."

Xu Ran didn't seem to care about my attitude at all, the smile on his face remained unchanged, and he opened the car door directly: "It's not that I invited Miss Fu to dinner, Miss Fu can not consider coming."

I subconsciously asked, "Who is it?"

She didn't answer my question directly, and raised her eyebrows in particular: "You're here, don't you know?"

If it had been before, I would have definitely go, but now, the matter of Zhao Miao and Zhao Xu is a wake-up call for me, and I don't want to involve so many things at all.

"I'm not interested in knowing, I'll go first."

Xu Ran had already sat in the car, and she seemed to have a clear idea of whether I would go or not, but I finally disappointed her and did not satisfy her determination.

When she saw me raise her legs and leave, she quickly got out of the car again, and directly reached out and stopped me: "Fu Yao, do you know who wants to see you?"

I really hate Xu Ran, I like to pretend, but I still enjoy myself.

I didn't want to know who wanted to see me at all, I was a little annoyed by her, and I couldn't help but take the folder and wave it at her: "I don't know, I don't want to know, don't bother me!"

"Huh! Fu Yao, you have the ability to be with Han Mo, so you don't have the ability to face me, right? I didn't do anything to you, what did I have to do, it wasn't me, it was Han Mo's mother! ”

She took a step back, but shouted loudly behind me.

I couldn't help but be stunned when I heard the last person she said, but it was just a moment, estimated to be a few seconds.

I still turned my back to Xu Ran, I couldn't see her expression clearly, I only knew that my whole body was stiff.

I knew my retribution was coming, but I didn't want to bear it at all.

The hands on my side kept tightening, pulling into fists and tightly inserting my nails into my palms, and under Xu Ran's gaze, I continued to lift my legs and walk.

At first, I just walked forward in small steps, but after a few steps, I finally couldn't help it, and I raised my legs and ran forward.

There is no beast behind, but there is Xu Ran behind who is even more terrifying than the beast.