On the day of Zhao Miao's miscarriage, Zhao Xu's parents came, and I helped Zhao Miao to get ready to go to the operating bed, and Zhao Xu's parents suddenly appeared in front of us.

"Miss Zhao."

It was Zhao Xu's mother who spoke.

I had seen her once before, and she didn't look like a woman in her fifties, but today, a white-haired man sent the black-haired man to sorrow, and the haggard look on his face was obvious, and the whole person looked like she was ten years old.

Zhao Xu is an only son, and for Zhao Xu's family, this is obviously a bolt from the blue.

Zhao Miao looked back at them, his face was very pale and even a little cold.

I held her up and didn't speak.

Zhao Miao's reaction I naturally know why, Zhao Xu's mother had already looked for Zhao Miao several times before.

Zhao Miao will make up her mind to separate from Zhao Xu, I know that it has a lot to do with Zhao Xu's mother.

It's really like a bloody wealthy president drama, I don't know what Zhao Xu's mother did, I only know that Zhao Miao smoked half a box of cigarettes in front of me that day, and then I knew that she and Zhao Xu were separated within a few days.

I don't know if there are others, but I can guess that Zhao Miao is such an inferior and arrogant person, Zhao Xu's mother must have embarrassed Zhao Miao.

I didn't speak, and I stood next to Zhao Miao with a cold face.

"Can you, keep the child?"

Probably because she didn't have the confidence, Zhao Xu's mother said this sentence in an almost pleading tone.

I looked at Zhao Miao and smiled, and the expression on her face did not change in the slightest: "I'm sorry, I can't afford to climb your Zhao family." ”

"Zhao Miao, the previous thing was that I was wrong, I will make amends to you, you can do whatever you want, you can keep the child, this is the only thought that Zhao Xu's father and I have."

"I'm sorry, I don't want to have anything to do with your Zhao family."

She had a cold face, and when she said this, she was like a proud queen.

This is Zhao Miao, arrogant and spirited.

Zhao Xu's mother's face turned pale directly, and she looked at Zhao Miao: "Why, why are you so ruthless!" This is Zhao Xu's child, this is Zhao Xu's child! ”

The doctor walked out and called Zhao Miao's name, and I looked up at her. She withdrew her gaze, listened to the doctor's explanation of the precautions for the operation, and then walked in without hesitation with her leg raised.

She walked resolutely, but I knew that she must be very reluctant in her heart.

In the face of Zhao Xu's mother's accusations, I don't know what kind of mood Zhao Miao is in, I just feel sarcastic.

Why are people like this, and they want to regret it when something happens.

If we hadn't done that, we wouldn't have had to go this way.

They said that Zhao Miao was ruthless, but why didn't he reflect on himself?

Leaving this child, they are happy, but what about Zhao Miao?

No mother can completely ignore her biological child, Zhao Miao has no way to turn a blind eye to her younger brothers and sisters who have no feelings, and she can't do it at all for a child she conceived in October.

The child was born, and Zhao Miao's life was over.

She has lived in the shadow of Zhao Xu all her life, people are selfish, Zhao Miao can see it so openly, I am very happy, if it were me, I would make the same choice as Zhao Miao.

It doesn't matter if we're selfish or ruthless. People live in this world, the Communist Party is only a hundred years away, there will always be some things that you can't let go of, if you don't even want to let go of yourself, then who else can save you?

"Zhao Miao! I knelt down Zhao Miao for you! You leave the child, Zhao Miao! ”

The door of the operating room was halfway closed, and Zhao Xu's mother really knelt down like this.

I heard that Zhao Xu's mother is a beautiful girl, and it is estimated that it is the first time that she kneels alone.

I stood at the door of the operation, looking at Zhao Miao, who was three or four meters apart, she was lying on the operating table, lifting her body slightly, looking at Zhao Xu's mother, and the nurse who was pushing the closed door seemed to be standing there intentionally, not moving.

After a few seconds, Zhao Miao lay back down: "Doctor, trouble continues." ”

"No——, Zhao Miao!"

"That's enough, get up!"

"How could she be so ruthless? Does this woman have a heart, Xiao Xu left us because of her, but she doesn't even want Xiao Xu's child to stay now, Lao Zhao, why is this woman so femme fatale! ”

I stood aside, trembling as I listened, my hands on my side clenched into fists tightly, but I still couldn't help it, I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it when she slandered Zhao Miao like this.

I couldn't help but sneer, and stepped forward to look at Zhao Xu's mother who was slumped on the ground: "Mrs. Zhao, you can't be too selfish, if you hadn't stopped Zhao Miao and Zhao Xu at the beginning, it is estimated that you would have been preparing your grandson's clothes by now." You say that Zhao Miao is selfish, why aren't you selfish? When Zhao Xu was alive, you didn't want to let them be together, but now that Zhao Xu is gone, you ask to keep this child. Have you ever wondered what this means? This means that Zhao Miao will never be able to escape Zhao Xu, and she will never be able to start a new life. Two months ago, Zhao Miao was separated from Zhao Xu at your request, so now, what qualifications do you have to accuse Zhao Miao? ”

I don't understand why people are always like this.

They seem to be so easy to forget their mistakes and blame others without ever thinking that they are all self-inflicted.

There were only a few of us at the door of the operating room, and what I said was loud enough for them to hear clearly.

Probably didn't expect me to say something like that all of a sudden, or maybe they were never aware of my presence.

Zhao Xu's parents looked at me with a look of astonishment, and Zhao Xu's mother's face turned blue and white.

Finally, Zhao Xu's father opened his mouth: "Get up, go!" ”

"Lao Zhao—"

Zhao Xu's mother obviously didn't believe that her husband would leave suddenly, she glanced at me, the tears on her face had not yet dried, but in a few seconds, she got up on her own, and then left without saying a word.

I don't want to argue anything for Zhao Miao, I just, I can't stand it, why, everyone is bullying us.

Do we fall in love with someone who is not in the right household, so we should bear these insults and accusations?

Even if, I'm sorry, I'm not going to take it.

After Zhao Xu's parents left, the entire aisle was only the sound of my own breathing.

The mobile phone lay quietly in my pocket, and on the eighth day of Han Mo's departure, there was not a single text message or phone call between us.

I raised my hand to cover my eyes and leaned against the wall behind me.

I don't know if the relationship between me and Han Mo will be more tragic and tragic than that between Zhao Miao and Zhao Xu.

Or, from beginning to end, it was my own one-man show.

Miscarriage is a small confinement, and I am not very good at taking care of people, but I am afraid that Zhao Miao will fall into some disease, so I can only invite a month-old sister-in-law to come over to help take care of it.

Zhao Miao didn't have any ideas about being discharged from the hospital, there were too many things that happened during this time, so I still let Zhao Miao live in the hospital.

She still doesn't talk much, and she called once at home, and she still asks for money.

Zhao Miao answered the phone without saying a word, and it wasn't until the end that I heard her say to the person on the phone: "Are you finished?" That's it, right? Very good, from today on, I will only give you 30,000 yuan a year, and I won't give you any more, and if you call me again and ask me to get the money, I won't call you back again! ”

After speaking, Zhao Miao directly dropped the phone.

The latest Apple phone, fell on that wall, and the screen shattered instantly.

Zhao Miao's face was pale, and he gasped for breath.

It was the first time she was mad at home, and I stood next to her and scooped chicken soup for her, but I couldn't say a word.

It was she who turned her head to look at me, without sharp eyes and tone, her eyes fell on me, and her voice was trembling: "Can I drink?" ”

I hurriedly handed her the soup: "Yes, drink it quickly, it has just been stewed." ”

She didn't speak, but stretched out her hand, held the stew cup, and drank it with her head up, blowing and drinking it herself.

Tears kept falling into the stew pot, and this was the first time I saw her cry since I came out of the operating room.

But I couldn't do anything but look at her.

It was night, and in the early hours of the morning, there was only the sound of breathing and snoring in the hospital.

Zhao Miao had already fallen asleep, and after crying for more than an hour holding the stew cup, and then holding me and crying for more than half an hour, she finally fell asleep.

I walked out of the room and didn't know why I wanted to smoke in particular, even though I wouldn't.

I don't know how to deal with my discomfort these days, except for smoking and drinking.

I can't drink, I still have to watch Zhao Miao, and I have to accompany her.

It was already late autumn in City A in late November, so I gathered my scarf and decided to buy a pack of cigarettes.

Supermarkets were closed in the early hours of the morning, except for one 24-hour convenience store.

I walked in and asked for the most expensive pack of cigarettes, which were so expensive that I felt a little distressed when I paid for them.

But when I think of someone who said that if you can't stop smoking, then smoke a more expensive cigarette, at least it will hurt less.

You see, I still love myself.

The lighter wiped the fire, and it was blown out by the wind, and I wasted it for a long time to light the cigarette, and before I could take a puff, I choked so much that I couldn't breathe.

The mobile phone in my pocket rang suddenly, I thought something was wrong with Zhao Miao, so I quickly took it out and took a look, it was an unfamiliar number. ，

In the middle of the night, I guess I made a mistake.

The cigarette in my hand was lit, and I shoved my phone back and tried to smoke.

Cigarettes are really not easy to smoke, and I don't understand why Han Mo likes to smoke them so much.

But with such an unpleasant taste, after eating, it seems that I really don't think about so many things.

The phone in my pocket rang again, it was still the number just now, I couldn't help frowning, and pressed the answer button: "Hey? ”

On the phone in the middle of the night, my tone was very bad.

"It's me."