The lights are on 69
In the past few days in the public mansion, although everything is the same as before I left, and even the furniture has not changed for half a minute, for some reason, now I have a feeling that things are wrong.
Everything here in Yin Yin is exactly the same as in my memory, but I can no longer find the feeling that haunts me, I can't tell what has changed, is it because my identity has changed, my mood has changed, I feel so disobedient?
When I couldn't find an answer from everything around me, I began to wonder if I had changed. Then there was some relief: what if it changed? In such an environment, if I still keep the same state of mind as I did at the beginning, it will be terrifying.
The fourth brother's words kept lingering in my mind, and I silently tossed back and forth in my heart many times, and finally made a decision.
I want to talk to Chen, not relying on my current identity to deliberately retaliate, to be honest, although I was frightened in those years, but my heart is more like water, no matter what, I didn't suffer any more damage, and survived well. As long as I am alive, there is nothing that cannot be resolved in those grievances at the beginning, even what about the Chen family?
It is impossible for people not to do bad things all their lives, and those so-called bad people are not bad through and through, they also have a kind and warm side, but the other party is not you.
Just imposing one's own happiness on others is a bit too selfish and cruel, if you want a beauty, why can't you create it yourself? Why do you have to destroy other people's things?
I didn't want anyone to know about the conversation, so I asked the others to ask Pell to invite Chen to meet me.
Pei'er was a little puzzled, in her impression, Chen didn't like me very much, and I didn't have any feelings for Chen, why did I suddenly want to see Chen alone at night?
"I have some questions that I want to talk to Mrs. Chen alone, after all, she is also the wife of the Duke, isn't she?" I smiled and motioned for Pell not to worry.
How could Pei'er not be worried, frowning and worried, she said: "The second miss once said to the slave maid that Mrs. Chen has always been plotting against the young lady, so that the slave and the maid must be on guard in the dark, what can the young lady not say in front of the second young lady or the master?" Seeing Mrs. Chen alone, the slave was worried that she would have some overstepping behavior, there was no one around, and no one could be a witness, so when the time came, it was all up to her to say nonsense, it was not good for Miss to suffer a loss. ”
"Mrs. Chen is not so stupid, don't worry, I have been able to lie dormant under her for so long all these years, and you know, I have never been a stupid or reckless person." I've been thinking about this idea for a long time, and I have to have a showdown with the Chen family today.
Seeing that I had made up my mind, Pei'er did not persuade me any more, so she changed her clothes and disappeared into the night with a lantern.
After a while, Chen and his personal maid also arrived, and seeing that the room was empty, there was not even a person to serve, and he was also a little curious, and an undisguised expression appeared on his face, perhaps because he was so surprised that he didn't know how to hide it.
Chen, a white man, saw that I was the only one sitting in the room, and then quickly calmed down, and waved his hand to let the maid who followed behind him leave: "You go and get the box I put on the dresser, it is a gift for the queen mother, and I forgot it in a hurry today." ”
"Yes." The maid didn't ask much questions, bowed her head and withdrew, and closed the door with her.
Seeing that everyone was leaving, Chen did not relax because of this, and looked around vigilantly, as if a gust of wind blowing in could make her immediately stand up a cold hair. She didn't know if I was hiding someone somewhere else, and she didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in the gourd when I suddenly called her at this time.
The so-called clean person is self-purifying, she is a person who has done bad things, and now she is naturally a little flustered, but this panic is still within the scope of her control, after all, she is the wife of the princess, my nominal mother-in-law, even if I have any dissatisfaction, I can't punish her at will, after all, in the final analysis, it is the face of our government that is damaged.
"The furnishings of this room should be the same as before I left, presumably Mrs. Chen didn't come less after I left, but I forgot that something is here, do you want to help me find it together?"
I didn't beat around the bush with her, and directly started my unabashed sharpness and sharpness.
Chen was shocked at first, and then relieved, she seemed to have noticed that I was not stupid, but she didn't expect it to be true, maybe she pretended to be calm, maybe she didn't care, Chen didn't panic, and the shock in her eyes flashed: "The queen mother is really the dragon and phoenix among people, if you don't make a sound, it's just a blockbuster!" ”
"Don't dare, it's all good for Mrs. Chen." I took a sip of tea, and the crisp sound of porcelain clashing was especially faint in a room of only two people.
"The queen's mother is serious, the concubine doesn't dare to be a concubine, so Taoguang has been obscure for so many years, turning defeat into victory in one fell swoop, and becoming a queen above all of us, such a method is definitely not learned by the concubine."
It seems that the Chen family still remembers the defeat of her daughter back then, but she is a smart person, how could she not know that this is the will of the royal family, not something that can be changed by manpower? She's just full of resentment and nowhere to vent, it's all piled up on me.
If it had been before, I might have let her say whatever she wanted, but now that my hole cards are revealed, there is no need to completely let her temperament and pour all the dirty water on me alone.
"Mrs. Chen, this palace can't understand this, it is the will of the queen mother and the emperor to choose this palace as the queen, does Mrs. Chen think that this palace has the ability to influence their thoughts, or is your daughter so unbearable that they would rather choose a young daughter who did not participate in the draft, rather than choose a daughter you are proud of?"
"You ——!" Chen Yin Xian was enraged by my words, and his eyes widened with anger.
After so many years, I know very well the character and weaknesses of Chen, it is useless for me to attack her, it is not painful for her, her children are her weakness. Now the fourth brother is no longer on the same front as her, and the fifth sister has not learned anything good under her tutelage, so I don't need to be too polite to them.
"What's the matter, does Mrs. Chen feel that Bengong said the wrong thing, or was she accidentally told the truth by Bengong, and she feels a little ashamed and embarrassed?"
"Rong Xuan, I warn you not to be too arrogant, no matter what, I am also your mother-in-law, is this the attitude you should have to speak to Mrs. Ben?" Chen often likes to speak fiercely when he is angry, most people will be so frightened in her sharp eyes that they can't stand up straight, I used to be scared, she is like a Hades ghost, she can swallow me at any time, and I won't spit out a single bone.
But now I am not so small, greedy is not enough to swallow elephants, I am no longer the object of her wanton ravage, as long as I do not retreat in the face of her pretentious posture, she has no way to take me, after all, I am the mother of a country, the rightful queen of this dynasty.
"Mother-in-law? Then I have to ask Mrs. Chen, how did you come to be the identity of your mother-in-law and your wife? I glanced at her coldly, and she shuddered and involuntarily took a step back.
"You...... What do you mean by that? ”
"What do you mean, doesn't Mrs. Chen know better than I do?" A smile tugged at the corners of my mouth, and my eyes remained as cold as ever.
"Back then, your mother was seriously ill and stubborn and unwilling to diagnose and die, what does it have to do with me, you all think it's Mrs. Ben's fault, I tell you, you are all wrong, Mrs. Ben has come to this point, all by herself bit by bit accumulation, what do you know? But I couldn't find a suitable outlet point, so I pushed all the faults on me. Chen suddenly became manic as if he was crazy, "Is it you, instigating the relationship between our mother and son, my son has been lukewarm to me for so many years, and even dissatisfied, I have long suspected that you are behind the ghost, sure enough, it ......"
You see, some people never know that they reflect on themselves, and even if they make mistakes, they will only desperately push the blame on others.