Chapter 51: The Second Man
Yao Qiao looked at Ivan and unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, the expression was exactly the same as herself, it was really carved out of a mold.
And Yao Qiao gradually began to discover that he actually had an indescribable good impression of Ivan, which was different from Ni Yan.
"Then Ivan, I want to ask you more. Why did you choose to change your title to 'Miss Yao Qiao' again, and are there any other changes in your thinking that you have not yet realized? ”
"Oh, this, it's quite strange to say, I saw that after you raised your head, the name of the girl who called me reverted to the previous 'Ivan Son', and I thought that it should be the previous thing, so I changed back to the original name, which will seem more corresponding."
When Ivan said this, he was no longer as restrained as before, and the two of them could more or less understand each other.
So when getting along, when Ivan felt embarrassed, he stretched out his right hand and scratched his head to relieve the embarrassment.
It seems to be a little cowardly, but this does not mean that Yao Qiao can fully understand Ivan's thoughts, she is not so bright.
It's just that it's almost there, Yao Qiao listened to what Ivan said, as if it made some sense, but he didn't know how to answer.
Ivan's thinking and what Yao Qiao thought in his heart are really almost identical, and there is little difference between cause and effect.
Yao Qiao's eyes looked at Ivan, and at this time, it was also gradually before she had it, and in the dream, she looked at Ni Yan longingly.
That kind of temperature now reappeared in Yao Qiao's eyes, and this temperature seemed to be even hotter and hotter than before.
I have to say that in this world, there is never a certain person, it must be exclusive to another person, and he is born independent.
There is no one who, after losing another person, has no courage and reason to live, it is an excuse.
Although throughout the ages, there have indeed been many people who have been martyred because of love, but after all, these are very few individual infatuated lovers.
Most people have to admit that they are not carried away by love, and stay rational in order to appear that they are not controlled by emotion.
These are all facts, even if anyone dies in this world, the earth will still turn the same way, without any influence.
This is the immutable truth, Yao Qiao in the process of communicating with Ivan like this, not only reshaped his thinking, but also had a new understanding of feelings. Or to say that I have developed other aspects that I have already thought of in the depths of my heart.
It is also a new beginning to understand a profound truth, not everyone should be taken for granted, should stay by their side.
There is never a person who can keep anyone by his side for the rest of his life, or be tied to him.
These are all fallacies, conclusions and ideas that arise from selfishness, and then hint at them in the mind and want to realize them.
It's all unhealthy and abnormal, even if you like it very much, liking it doesn't mean that you have to forcibly possess him, and there is no necessary connection.
This is even more of a bad idea, if you really like it, you should hope that he can live well, even if he is not around.
Both of them should have a better life, and in Yao Qiao's heart, it can almost be said that Ni Yan was on paper before.
exaggerated, the love that was shown was even more difficult to hide, and now it has completely transformed into a simple like.
If it's just a simple liking, why exaggerate it into love? Yao Qiao gradually became clear that her feelings for Ni Yan were not as good as she had expected.
This is an even more abnormal behavior, Yao Qiao has her own considerations about things related to men and women, and she has a judgment.
It is not possible to draw conclusions directly just when there is one side of the story, let alone just one side of the story.
If you have made up your mind about something, there will be no change from now on, it is impossible. The only thing that will not change in this world is the change itself, what Yao Qiao can't change is his liking for Ni Yan and his liking for this kind of thoughts and emotions.
But what can be changed is that you can choose who you like, and no one has ever prescribed who you have to do.
Will you only like one person in this life? Impossible, there are many people you can meet in this life, how can there be only one?
Besides, Yao Qiao was originally just unrequited love, and in her opinion, the main reason for her liking Ni Yan was that he was the first to appear.
Of course, Yao Qiao doesn't mean to deny anything, Ni Yan is very special and excellent, but it doesn't mean that others have to like it.
This can't explain what is a very thorough truth, it can only prove that Yao Qiao really liked Ni Yan before, and there is no need to quibble.
But it does not prevent Ivan from looking a little aggrieved, embarrassed, and sorry in Yao Qiao's eyes at this moment.
also began to shine, Ivan is very good, compared to Ni Yan, the advantages of the two can be said to be reflected in different places.
This is the second boy Yao Qiao has ever seen, a boy who has been communicating for so long, a boy who is impatient and willing to stay.
Yao Qiao doesn't like one when she sees one, she can only say that the joy of youth gradually begins to mature as time goes by.
It would not always be sacrilege to render something new to your liking just out of curiosity.
Ivan in front of Yao Qiao is obviously a person who attracts her more, not as a novelty, but from the inside out.
Yao Qiao felt that Ivan was not much older than her, except in terms of knowledge, everything else should be not much worse, should.
Yao Qiao could only guess like this, after all, looking at Ivan's face, she never thought that he was a grown boy.
There was still some looming childishness on his face, and at the same time, in Yao Qiao's eyes, Ivan was more like a big boy dressed in innocence.
A little boy who has never been in contact with a girl, the two of them are actually quite similar, and they have a lot in common.
You must know that Yao Qiao did not have any physical contact when she first met Ni Yan. It can only be said that the two of them have been communicating for a long time, and they are also in the same time period, but almost four years later, these feelings have long disappeared with the wind.
When Yao Qiao came to talk to Ivan, the topics were completely different, some were very boring, and some were quite interesting.
Yao Qiao even had some suspicions, if the person she met at this moment was really Ni Yan, maybe the conversation between the two of them might not be as interesting as the conversation between herself and Ivan at the moment, and those bubbles full of illusions about Ni Yan were bursting one by one.
Yao Qiao suddenly felt that this moment seemed to have become a very happy moment, and she would never have thought that she would be so satisfied.
For Yao Qiao, she can understand her mind more clearly.