"Fu Yao."

I was stunned for a moment when Xue Jiaying's voice sounded, and I opened my eyes and looked at her blankly: "What's wrong?"

"Here we are."

I nodded, and only then did I react, tonight is Su Zheyuan's concert.

I got up at seven o'clock in the morning with Xue Jiaying's plane at eleven o'clock in the morning, and I couldn't help but fall asleep when I got in the car from the airport.

She patted me and motioned for me to get out of the car.

I put the hat on my knee before reaching open the door and following her out of the car.

City G is much hotter than City A, this is more than June, just got off the car, the heat on the face is a little uncomfortable.

Luckily, we didn't have to stay outside for a long time, just a few tens of seconds.

"Are you alright?"

Putting things down, Xue Jiaying turned around and touched my head.

I shook my head, "Nothing."

"Can you sing?"

"Yes."

After coming out of the hotel that day, I found that it was raining heavily, and I couldn't stop a taxi, and I was drenched.

When Han Mo drove over, I was soaking wet, and although I went back to the hotel to change my clothes, I still caught a cold.

It was probably the quietest day since Han Mo and I reunited, and after a long silence there was a stalemate in which everyone was unwilling to back down, and finally I offered to leave, but he didn't refute or keep it.

I don't know if he came out to chase me, but after returning to the hotel, he didn't speak again, and neither did I.

No one knew what to say, and in the end there was only silence.

In fact, the most terrifying thing is that you and I have nothing to say, and in the end, we can only end up in silence.

"Fu Yao?"

I was stunned only to realize that I was distracted again, and I couldn't help but raise my hand and rub my temples; "I'm sorry."

Xue Jiaying frowned, raised her hand and pointed at Su Zheyuan on the side: "Su Zheyuan is here, take advantage of a little time now, do you want to practice again?"

This is the first time I have sung face-to-face with the audience like this, and Xue Jiaying is naturally very nervous.

And my throat was a little uncomfortable after I caught a cold, and Xue Jiaying was worried that I would not play well on stage.

Actually, there is nothing to worry about, although I have a cold, but it is not very serious, and my throat is a little uncomfortable, but I can still squeeze out the time of a song.

"Okay."

After responding, Xue Jiaying retreated and gave up the room to me and Su Zheyuan.

"Got a cold?"

He handed me a glass of water, I took medicine when I just got off the plane, and now I am a little groggy, looking at Su Zheyuan, he is also a little unresponsive, he just nodded, and he didn't want to say anything: "Let's start."

It's much calmer than the first time.,It's as if I've suddenly thought about a lot of things during this time.,The things that I used to hold on to suddenly became indifferent.。

"Practiced?"

As soon as I finished singing, my throat was a little pressed, and I took a sip of water before nodding: "Well, after all, it's the first time, and it's not good to embarrass you."

I smiled and half-jokingly responded.

Su Zheyuan is not the same Su Zheyuan as he used to be, and after a few times, he was called away by his agent.

Xue Jiaying saw that I was not in good spirits, so she asked me to sleep first, and I didn't get up until four o'clock in the afternoon to make up and prepare.

I really can't hold it anymore, although it's not very uncomfortable, but after taking medicine, people are always sleepy, physiologically sleepy, and I can't help it.

Soon I fell asleep, but I slept unsteadily.

There were so many things in my memory that I was caught off guard, half asleep and half awake, and I couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream.

"Fu Yao, get up!"

It was Xue Jiaying's voice.

I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling for a few seconds before getting up.

Unexpectedly, more than two hours have passed, the car has already arrived downstairs, and I will also go to the concert site to make up and prepare.

I remember that Su Zheyuan had already become popular when he was a junior in college, and four years later, his status in the Chinese music scene is no longer beyond my reach.

A huge concert, the scene is what I have imagined, but today's protagonist is not me, I am just a supporting role.

Su Zheyuan debuted at the age of nineteen, and it has been seven years now, and he has released a total of eight albums, which can be regarded as a prolific singer.

For the two-hour concert, he chose 16 songs in addition to the time spent interacting with fans.

Su Zheyuan, who is standing on the stage now, is no longer the Su Zheyuan of the past, he can easily stabilize such a big scene.

sang a strong song at the beginning, and before it slowed down, it was one of the most famous famous songs, and then he sang three songs in a row before he began to interact with fans.

I heard that the part I sang with him was in the middle of the pitch, but I don't know which time slot he would choose.

"It's great to see people who love me so much come here today and listen to me sing. But the most happy thing is that there is a special guest here today. I remember five years ago, a lot of fans asked me why the lyrics of "Dawn" seemed to be a little different, and the answer I gave to everyone at that time was because it was a song that I wrote the lyrics myself. But in fact, the most fundamental reason is that it is a song I wrote to a girl I loved back then. ”

I didn't expect Su Zheyuan to say such a thing, and I couldn't help but feel a little stiff standing in the audience holding the microphone.

It's just that the one who is more nervous than me is Su Zheyuan's agent, who keeps gesturing in the audience, but Su Zheyuan doesn't seem to hear it, and still says to himself: "I always thought I had forgotten her, but after seeing and hearing some news about her over the years, I realized that she was actually the girl who smiled brightly at me back then." For some inexplicable reason, I used to hate her, and at one point I had very malicious thoughts about her. But as time went on, I found that I still had more thoughts about this girl, and the beauty of my heart for the first time. The song "Dawn" was written to her back then, and I am honored to be able to stand on this stage with her today and sing it to everyone. ”

Su Zheyuan said, and suddenly his eyes fell on me: "Fu Yao, long time no see."

I looked at him in a daze, and it wasn't until Xue Jiaying behind me pushed me that I raised my legs and walked onto the stage.

The skirt of the costume was very long, the white skirt was dragged to the ground, and I didn't dare to walk too fast in high heels, so I could only walk slowly step by step.

Su Zheyuan stood there, not in a hurry, stretching out his hand, under the stage lights, he smiled as if he was back then.

But I know that he is not the Su Zheyuan of the year, just like I am not the Fu Yao of the year.

He doesn't love me anymore, and I don't love him anymore.

His palm was as warm and intimate as I imagined, but I no longer had the expectation of the year, except for the tension of the oppression of tens of thousands of people in the audience, I no longer had any emotions.

"Fu Yao."

When the last melody fell, Su Zheyuan suddenly called me.

I looked at him in a daze, and before I could come back to my senses, he suddenly hugged me, and the kiss fell, and I turned my face slightly, not on the lip flap, but on my cheek.

As soon as I pushed him away he let go, and the lights on the stage were fierce and he looked at me and laughed.

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say anything, bowed to the audience, said thank you, and left the stage.

"Tonight is my lucky night, what I didn't dare to do seven years ago did tonight, it's all the courage you gave me, thank you."

Su Zheyuan's voice spread through the microphone, and I raised my hand to wipe my cheeks, and my whole body was chilled.

"Fu Yao."

It's Jiang Lili.

I looked up at her, stunned for a moment, and felt a little guilty for her for the first time.

I want to say I'm sorry, but I don't know where to start.

She watched me burst into tears, her delicate makeup was gone all at once, her false eyelashes, mascara and eyeliner were all melted and stained on her face, which was very ugly.

I frowned, but she suddenly took a few steps back: "I knew, I knew, after so many years, he still can't forget you." I knew it was like this, and he still couldn't forget you-"

She was muttering to herself, and as she spoke, she suddenly turned and ran.

"Jiang Lili!"

I opened my mouth to call her, but she ran away.

Su Zheyuan on the stage was interacting with the fans, someone was offering flowers, I glanced at a bouquet of fake flowers behind the stage, took it and rushed up again with the skirt.

Xue Jiaying seemed to call me, I glanced back at her, but I still rushed forward without hesitation.

Although I don't like Jiang Lili, I know how tired it is to really love someone who doesn't love me.

And whether Su Zheyuan loves Jiang Lili or not, who knows.

I just hope that I can create a chance for them, instead of just missing it out like Han Mo and I used to do.

Su Zheyuan was a little surprised to see me, I stuffed the flower into his arms, and quickly threw a sentence: "Jiang Lili came to the backstage just now, but she called me and ran out."

He looked at my face and moved slightly, the only thing I could do was already done, and the rest was left to them.

didn't say much, turned around and walked directly to the stage.

Su Zheyuan suddenly pulled me: "Fu Yao."

He didn't have a microphone, and only I could hear the voice.

I looked back at him, and that green face seemed to be getting farther and farther away.

"Did you like me back then?"

I was stunned for a moment, pursed my lips and pulled his hand away, nodding without further denial: "Yes, I liked you back then, but I just liked it."

Like and love, in the end, it's still a lot worse.