Chapter 317: Die or Mad
Lin Muyao looked at him with blank eyes: she knew that she had an obsession, but she didn't know what she was obsessed with. It's like yesterday, I snubbed Gu Lanqing inexplicably, but I don't know why I snubbed Gu Lanqing.
"Is it because of Qi Ran?"
"You have Aiwu and Wuyi to say, when you hated Qi Ran, did you hate Gu Lanqing too?"
Angel and Dami said in unison, blaming all the suspicions on Qi Ran, and they couldn't find anything else except Qi Ran.
Lin Muyao held the juice cup, her eyes swept over them and looked at the juice in the cup: "For more than three years, I always thought that Gu Lanqing had failed me, and I hated him to the core." Later, when I learned the truth, I felt guilty about him as much as I hated him. Do you understand that guilt? A guilt that can't be made up! ”
They understand, but they don't understand: "You feel guilty about him, do you have to live well with him?" Have a good time, do you have to untie the knot? Untie the knot, is your illness about to be cured? How can it get serious? ”
Lin Muyao sighed: "I don't know, it stands to reason that this is the case." He didn't hurt me, he didn't fail me, I shouldn't hate him anymore, and I shouldn't be angry with him again. In that case, I should let go of the knots. You say that you love Wu and Wu, and hate him together when you hate Qi Ran, but to tell you the truth, I really don't hate him, I don't hate him at all, and I want to make up for him. ”
"Why did that worsen?"
"I don't know, I snubbed him inexplicably yesterday, I think he's so annoying, I don't want to be with him."
"What did he do to upset you?"
"Nope. Not only did he not, but he did something that made me happy. He left the Gu Group and indirectly shattered Qi Ran's wishful thinking. He also left City A, away from Qi Ran, and chose to be with me. ”
"So, what are you still struggling with?"
Lin Muyao still shook her head: "I don't know what I'm struggling with, my condition is just uncontrollable deterioration." Even if Gu Lanqing is by my side, I still can't control it. ”
"Have you been hallucinating for the past two days?"
Lin Muyao nodded: "Just now, just now, when we were chatting, I also saw Gu Lanqing standing behind the door. "Gu Lanqing's appearance has not changed anything, the hallucination should still appear. It's just that she can clearly tell which one is an illusion and which one is real. Reach out and touch it, and what you can touch is real, and you can't make mistakes.
Just like the scene just now, Gu Lanqing came in, and it was impossible for them not to hear the movement. None of them reacted, so the Gu Lanqing she saw must be an illusion. Besides, don't you need to open the door to come in? She didn't even see the door open and he came in, so she was glad that she still had a brain to think about.
Angel looked at Dami.
Dami glanced at him, and then looked at Lin Muyao: after the chat just now, her problem was more serious than he thought. Hypnosis was proposed, and she actively cooperated, lying on a therapy chair to cooperate with his instructions.
He told her to close her eyes, and she closed them.
He said to push the door into the room, and she pushed the door into the room.
He asked her, "What's in the room?" ”
She lay in the treatment chair with her eyes closed, but her body followed the hypnotic hint into a strange room. Standing in the room, he looked around: "There is nothing, there are white walls on all sides, and the house is surrounded by walls." ”
"Where are you standing?"
"Living room." balance
"Is there a balcony ahead?"
"There are no balconies."
"Where's the window?"
"There are no windows."
"Can you find a bedroom?"
Lin Muyao turned her body and saw a wooden door on the right hand, I don't know if it was a bedroom, she walked over and reached out to push the door and found again: "There is no lock on the door, you can't open the door." ”
"Look again and see if there are any other buttons."
Lin Muyao looked up, down, left, right, stretched out her hand and kept touching: "There is nothing, and I can't push it away." ”
"Is there a light in the room?"
"Yes."
"Is it bright?"
"It's not bright, only a little outline can be seen faintly."
Dami stopped asking such questions and replaced them with a new one: "Lin, if I let you out of the room, what would you want to see the moment you go out?" Or do you see what's out there when you go out? ”
Lin Muyao turned her head back and forth to look in the direction, the door was tightly closed, and she couldn't remember how she came in just now, nor did she remember what it was like outside. What would she want to see if she was asked to go out? Or, what she went out and saw was what she wanted to see.
Lin Muyao didn't answer him, opened the door and walked out, it was pitch black, there was nothing, only the black that couldn't see the five fingers. Dami asked her what she saw, and she said truthfully, "It's black, it's all black, I don't know where I am, I can't see what's around." She tried to re-enter through the door, but she couldn't find where it was. She panicked, her breathing became heavier, and her chest rose and fell violently.
Dami snapped his fingers and said "wake up". She immediately opened her eyes and gasped for air like a fish on the verge of death, sweat running down her cheeks and her heart pounding. Angel took her hand and let her relax. She also held Angel's hand tightly, as if holding the last straw.
Angel accompanied her, and Dami went out to find Gu Lanqing.
Gu Lan waited anxiously early in the morning and hurriedly asked him what the situation was. Dami has one thing to say: "Judging from the current situation, her condition is not very optimistic. She's autistic, she closes herself. "There were no windows, no balconies, no light, which meant she didn't want to open her heart to anyone. There was only a little dim light in the room, which showed that her heart was not very transparent, and she didn't know what she wanted.
"What then?" Gu Lanqing spoke in unison with them.
Dami swept over them, and finally fell on Gu Lanqing's body: "You are the person who knows her best, and you are also the person she cares about the most, you have to find a way to help her find the knot in her heart." The knot in her heart hasn't really opened yet. As for the medicine, she still needs it, so I'll change it for her. This medicine should be controlled to eat, it will be fat. ”
Their faces were clouded, and they all knew that her condition was not good, but they did not expect her condition to be so bad. Autistic, closed, don't want to communicate with the outside world, why? She looks normal! Can live a normal life, can work normally, if you don't say that she is sick, who can tell that she is sick?
"If you can't untie her heart knot, the medicine can't control her. What will become of her? "In other words, when everything is useless, how bad will Lin Muyao be? Wei Huayu wanted to know the worst outcome.
Dami seemed to know that Wei Huayu would ask this question, and replied directly: "Her worst outcome: either death or madness." ”