Chapter 318: Don't dare to think
The atmosphere was a bit oppressive.
I want to pretend to be safe and sound as much as possible, but they are all smart people, and who can hide it from anyone.
When he was about to leave, Dami looked for Gu Lanqing alone: "Let's talk for a while, there is something I want to ask you." ”
Gu Lanqing went to his office, the space was not very large, the bookcase took up a large space, and there were colorful medical books in English. They sat on the couch next to them, and Dami politely asked him, "What do you want to drink?" ”
"Don't drink it! Yaoyao is still waiting for me outside, and I have to leave quickly after I finish talking. "I don't have the heart to drink, and drinking is not the point. At this time, his mind was still haunting the sentence: either mad or die.
Don't dare to think!
Either way, he can't afford it!
Dami was not polite, sat down across from him, and began to talk about the topic: "They were all there just now, I didn't ask too much, there must be some key privacy, Lin may not want them to know." She has to be willing to share all kinds of things, so she won't close herself. ”
"She's not necessarily reluctant to share." Compared with Dami, Gu Lanqing still understands her character: "She is a person who can carry things better than ordinary women." There are some things that she doesn't want us to worry about, so she will secretly carry them and solve them by herself. Ask her if there's something wrong? She'll say it's fine. In fact, everything she is pressing on her heart is everything. ”
"You ask her, and she won't say?"
"No, it won't."
"Can you sense something on her mind?"
"She's well hidden, I can feel it but can't be completely sure."
"Three years ago, when you weren't separated, she would hide her thoughts like this?"
Gu Lanqing's thoughts suddenly rewind to three years ago or even more ago, he thought and thought, and thought for a long, long time before slowly shaking his head: "At that time, she and I were both young, both college students, and there was not much social contact, so life was relatively simple. In this way, there is nothing to hide, and every day is smiling and grinning, like a little madman. Later, Qi Ran appeared, and when she was studying for a doctorate, she slowly became emotional, she would be alone in a daze, and she would sigh quietly.
"At that time, your mother put a lot of pressure on her in private?" Dami asked.
Gu Lanqing rubbed his forehead and forcibly stuffed Qi Ran into his mind.
Qi Ran and Lin Muyao are different.
In the past, Lin Muyao was really simple, she laughed when she was happy, and pouted when she was unhappy, her eyes squinted at him, suggesting that he would coax her. At that time, she would pursue whatever she wanted, and she would never be stingy with her praises, and she could always praise him to the sky, so that he could not find the north.
Qi Ran is different, he won't praise him, he will only teach him. When faced with him, she was serious and indifferent. When facing others, she will have a smile on her face, a very decent smile, and it is very standard to show a few teeth. They all thought she was very good, but he thought she was fake and couldn't help laughing.
When they didn't meet by chance, Lin Muyao was still a heartless Lin Muyao. After the chance encounter, Lin Muyao slowly had an emotional change: "Gu Lanqing, your mother is so beautiful!" It looks noble...... Gu Lanqing, are you really a poor boy? Your mother doesn't look like an ordinary person, but like a rich lady...... Gu Lanqing, I found that you are full of extravagance...... "Wonderful."
Her perception slowly changed.
She began to have an inferiority complex and felt that there was a gap between them.
After the incident of studying for a doctorate came out, her emotions increased significantly. Once, he accidentally overheard her and Shen Shimei on the phone: "He wants to study for a doctorate, and after he finishes it, he will be a doctoral student." I'm an undergrad to a graduate student, and I'm afraid I'm not worthy of him. He will come into contact with more people in the future, will he still want me at that time? ”
Many women have this kind of worry, and he was not only distressed at the time, but also scoffed. Is the Ph.D. amazing? He didn't want to study for a Ph.D. at all, he read like a nerd, and he was bookish. He prefers her vigor and aura to being angry with books.
"I've seen his mother, and she is very beautiful and looks very rich. Whether it's dressing up, or costume jewelry, my mom can't afford to use it. ”
"The older generation pays attention to the door, and I'm afraid that I am not in the right place with him."
"The issue of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is originally a difficult problem, if she doesn't like me, it will be difficult for Gu Lanqing to be caught in the middle. Although Gu Lanqing didn't live with her much, he was his mother in the end, and he inevitably had to listen to her. ”
"Meimei, I'm a little worried, but I really love him."
Hearing this, Dami, who studies neuroscience and psychology, was very sensitive to catch the information: "Qi Ran is your mother in the end." Gu, how would you understand her words? ”
Gu Lanqing's IQ is also very high, and after him is like this, he is like an initiation: "She thinks, it's not that she thinks, it's what she thinks." She thinks that no matter what happens, whether it is right or wrong, I will be partial to my mother. ”
Dammy nodded, he thought the same thing, and a smile appeared on his lips: "If there is no mistake, this may be the fuse for her deterioration." She can believe in your love for her, and she can also accept the fact that Qi Ran persecuted her. But she also believes that the love between mother and son melts into water, and believes in the righteousness of feeding back and the grace of kneeling breasts. Wife and mother, obviously the mother's weight will be heavier. If you have a conflict with her mother, she will also prefer her mother. She hated Qi Ran for persecuting her. If you can unite with her, she will hate it firmly. If something is wrong with you, she will immediately give in. You are more important than herself. Got it? ”
Gu Lanqing understands: she loves him and can give everything for him. In order to match his so-called doctorate status, she almost exhausted herself to work. They all think that she is in it for money, for the house, for the car, but he knows that she is overcoming her inferiority complex in her heart. He had persuaded her before, and he deliberately did not do any housework, wanting her to be exhausted and give up the so-called inferiority. But she didn't, she became more and more violent, and did things very well inside and out.
She's tough.
Self-esteem is also strong.
So she is extremely transparent in her heart and can understand everything. If she doesn't want to embarrass him, she embarrass herself.
Dami's voice continued: "She can understand that you are biased towards Qi Ran, but she can't accept your favoritism. She wants you to give her an explanation, but she's afraid that you will be wronged from it. She is conflicted in her heart, she wants you to live well, and she also wants to give herself a little fairness. But her fairness and yours are in conflict. As a result, she was tortured and her condition deteriorated. ”
Gu Lanqing understood, he knew what to do.
After Dami said this, he asked another thing: "From the pathological point of view, some diseases are genetically inherited. I would like to ask again, Lin's father or mother, did they have a mental illness? ”
"What do you mean?"
"I mean: Her parents, are there any of them who have had a similar illness like her? Similar: Confusion, auditory hallucinations, schizophrenia, depression, irritability, and, amnesia......"