Chapter 210: I want to ask the family
Officer Liu immediately stopped Gu Shaoze, who was about to rush forward, and reminded him in a low voice, "Calm down!" β
Gu Shaoze clenched his fists, and his bones turned white with force, but he quickly calmed down, he knew that he had to be calm at the moment, and he couldn't solve any problems here with a momentary anger.
"Shang Xuan's illness has improved significantly, the doctor said that she will be discharged from the hospital soon, and it will be a matter of two or three years to be completely cured, Si Qian, are you willing to give up on her like this? As long as you stop now, everything is still in time, and you can be with Shang Xuan again! β
Gu Shaoze, who spoke again, the anger between his eyebrows had turned into calm, and he put himself in Si Qian's shoes.
But he didn't expect Si Qian to sneer when he heard Shang Xuan's name, "Gu Shaoze, you are wrong again, I don't care if she lives or dies!" β
"......" Gu Shaoze didn't believe it, he didn't believe that Si Qian, who was so infatuated, would say such a thing, and was stunned on the spot for a while.
As if amused by his unexpected stunned expression, Si Qian couldn't stop laughing, and only after a long time did he say disdainfully, "She's just a substitute for Xiao Yan, do you know who Xiao Yan is?" Hehe, of course you don't know, you don't know anything! If it weren't for her strong willpower to survive, which made me feel like Xiaoyan, why did I guard her for so many years? Don't be naΓ―ve, I don't have any love for her at all, even I am surprised......"
Gu Shaoze stared at Si Qian's laughter with wide eyes, for fear that he would take Ji Xincheng downstairs with a shake, and was about to speak, when his eyes were wrong, he saw Shang Xuan's expression hurriedly separated from the crowd and walked forward.
She obviously heard Si Gan's words just now.
Shang Xuan's eyes were red, perhaps because she was in a hurry, her cheeks were also flushed abnormally, she stared at Si Qian and Ji Xincheng in front of her, and when everyone didn't react, she strode closer to Si Gan.
"Don't come here!"
When Si Qian came back to her senses and wanted to drink Shang Xuan, she came to him and reached out to grab the corner of his sleeve.
In the harmless eyes like a child, there is pity and helplessness, "I'm sorry! She blurted out an apology, followed by uncontrollable tears.
Si Qian was about to be angry for a moment, but when he looked into her eyes up close, he couldn't silence himself.
"I'm sorry I forced you to be like this......"
Shang Xuan stopped herself from crying loudly, now is not the time to cry, she shook her head and wiped away her tears with her other hand, she didn't look at Ji Xincheng who fell into a coma, as if she didn't come for her from the beginning.
Si Qian's eyes stared at Shang Xuan's back, making Gu Shaoze and the police unable to stay where they were.
But what he heard in his ears was Shang Xuan's difficult choking and sobbing, a moment of trance, and then said coldly, "It has nothing to do with you, you are just a substitute from beginning to end, you don't think too much of yourself." β
He didn't look into her eyes anymore, and even looked away from her face altogether.
Shang Xuan shook his head slowly, and it was very difficult to spit out, "I don't believe it, those days and nights that accompanied me through the days, I will never forget it when I die, how can it be that I was deceived?" β
"Don't believe me? Shall I show you? β
Si Qian suddenly turned violent, and Ji Xincheng in his hand on the other side turned outward with his gesture, and the exclamations of everyone behind him rang out in unison.
"No, don't!"
Shang Xuan exclaimed, still didn't reach for Ji Xincheng, but tightened his sleeve tighter, "Don't be like this, Si Qian, I'm sorry, I didn't divorce you because I really wanted to leave you, I just didn't want to make you like this, I didn't want you to mess up your own world for me, I didn't want to ...... I can't let you sacrifice so much for me! β
"Heh, didn't I say that? Shang Xuan, don't be amorous, you're just a substitute for my first love! You don't know her, do you? Of course I don't know, I still have her room in my house, why do I never take you to live in the old house? Because I don't want you to stand together and make comparisons, I don't want to be sober, I deceive myself, thinking that as long as I watch you live by will, I can feel a little less guilty about the dead Xiaoyan in my heart...... But now I'm awake, awake! Do you understand? β
Shang Xuan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, only to feel that his throat could no longer swallow, and it took a while to find his voice, "Okay, it's okay to be a substitute, I don't mind!" β
Si Qian pursed his lips, and only then did he glance at Shang Xuan again, and his eyes flashed helplessly.
"I promised to marry you, because of Ji Xincheng's reasons, and my own selfishness, although I can't give you more time, I can't give you children, but I still want to indulge myself before I die, I can't convince myself that I will die like this with my love for you, I can't bear that kind of regret. Si Qian, you know that I haven't slept soundly at night in the past few months, I'm worried about you, where do you sleep, is it safe, cold or not, but someone can help you......"
"What do you mean by not being able to have children?" Si Qian's eyes were blank, and he only picked out this sentence that seemed to stab him and asked.
Shang Xuan was silent for a moment, and while lowering his head, two lines of tears fell in strings, "A person like you can still treat me like this, how can I not be tempted, how can I not want to marry you, but I have lost my fertility, and you like children so much." β
"Why didn't the doctor tell me?" There was a loosening in his eyes.
Shang Xuan seized the opportunity and tried her best to bring the two of them into warm memories, "I asked them not to say it, I began to think that it was the same as my disability, there was a possibility of recovery, and I pinned my hopes on this, hoping that I could have children with you...... Oh, now that I think about it, how naΓ―ve! β
Si Qian couldn't help but squint, and the pain in Shangyan's eyes seemed to slide down his legs through her tears, touching his skin through the not thick fabric, and his heart was also cold.
But it's too late to say what's the use of saying this now.
"Si Qian, come back with me, let's get together again, don't be separated again, okay?" She remembered that she had good news to tell him, pursed her lips and smiled reluctantly, "By the way, the doctor has definitely told us that my physical condition has the possibility of healing, and my sense of taste has improved recently, and I can taste the difference in taste." β
Her happiness became difficult because of tears, Si Qian glanced at it and lowered her eyes.
"You don't have to make up words here to comfort me."
"What I'm telling you is from my heart." She wept even more urgently, she had never wept so bitterly.
"Isn't it good that you're healed? There are families, and there are men. As he said the last sentence, he raised his eyes and stared at her coldly.
Shang Xuan's heart was shocked, "I don't have anything to do with Song Qi, he takes care of me, that's because we grew up in the same orphanage when we were young, and we have a brotherly relationship, but I know that the relationship between me and you is different." β
Her serious explanation was flustered, as if she was afraid that he would not believe it.
Si Qian looked at Shang Xuan's face quietly for a long time, and suddenly sighed, "Let's go, you are no longer the Shang Xuan who needs to rely on me, this matter has nothing to do with you, don't interfere." β
"But they're my family......"
Under his cold gaze, Shang Xuan changed his words, "At least the nominal family, this time my medical expenses, as well as the bone marrow needed for medicine, are all provided for me by them, I should at least do something." β
Si Qian was silent.
Shang Xuan continued to plead, "Si Qian, stop, okay?" β
She tried to move her fingers slowly to touch his wrist instead, but before she could fully grasp it, she saw his eyes suddenly shoot straight at her with a very aggressive look, "Do you really love me?" Or did she make up these words to lie to me in order to save her? β
Shang Xuan's hand was sluggish, but his eyes were very firm, and he looked at Si Qian for a while before saying, "They have helped me so much, if I should, I will repay them at the same price, even if it is with my life, but Si Qian, I love you, if you die because of me, I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone, even if I live a long life, even if I have a very healthy body......"
When she said this, she couldn't stop crying.
Si Qian just looked at her crying like that, as if he was unmoved.
In fact, there was a dark tide in his heart, and it could be seen from the palm of his hand on Ji Xincheng's neck that he was hesitating, and then sneered: "Is it? Then I'm going to die now, and you dare to accompany me? β
"Dare." Shang Xuan did not hesitate and only answered one word.
Si Qian looked at her and was speechless for a long time.
"I really dare," Shang Xuan calmly said, "I heard that if two people hug each other and die, it will be more likely to be husband and wife in the next life." β
Si Gan's indifference completely collapsed after Shang Xuan's words, he let go of his right hand, pushed Ji Xincheng aside, and quickly grabbed Shang Xuan's neck with his left hand, pressing her on his shoulder and moving in the direction of the edge.
At the moment when Si Qian made a move, Officer Liu and Gu Shaoze glanced at each other, and with lightning speed, several people rushed forward at the same time, holding Ji Xincheng's head that was about to fall to the ground.
Luckily, she was wearing a long cotton hospital gown, which wasn't as smooth as she slipped against the rough walls.
Ji Xincheng, whose head hit Gu Shaoze's chest hard, woke up in the shock, and when he opened his eyes, Gu Shaoze's face was full of panic, and he didn't know where he was for a moment.
When she saw Si Qian and Shang Xuan who was restrained by him in the wind, she immediately rose in fear, "Ah Xuan......"
But in the next moment, he was stopped by the discomfort from his body, and fell into Gu Shaoze's arms with a groan.
"What's wrong?" Gu Shaoze looked at Ji Xincheng's face firmly, he was supporting her with both hands, he could only scan with his eyes with concern, only to see Ji Xincheng's hands subconsciously stroking his bulging belly, and asked solemnly: "Stomach is uncomfortable?" β
Ji Xincheng bit her lip and endured the unspeakable pain, but the pain was quickly relieved, and she grabbed Gu Shaoze's shoulder, "It's okay, help me up." β
Gu Shaoze took a deep breath, didn't answer her, picked her up horizontally, and sent her to a safe area.
There were already nurses in the stairwell running towards Ji Xincheng, Gu Shaoze handed Ji Xincheng to the head nurse and asked her to go downstairs first.
"Don't, Ah Xuan can't be fine......" Her face was pale, and fine sweat appeared frequently on her forehead, but her five fingers were tightly grasping Gu Shaoze's arm, and her nails were sinking into his flesh and skin, and she didn't know it.
Gu Shaoze had a dark face, and he didn't say anything to persuade her, so he let the head nurse look at her, and then turned around and went side by side with Officer Liu to negotiate with Si Qian.
"Si Qian, can you have a good conscience by dragging someone who loves you so much to die with you?" Gu Shaoze listened to the conversation between Shang Xuan and Si Qian just now, he knew that Si Qian had Shang Xuan in his heart, which could not be pretended.
Without waiting for Si Gan to respond, he continued, "You don't have the courage to live, but you have the courage to take her to die with you, is this what you really want?" Is this how you love someone? β
Si Qian glared at Gu Shaoze, his eyes burned with rage, and he controlled Shang Xuan's movements in his hands, not in a hurry or at all.
Shang Xuan said to Gu Shaoze in silence, "It's me who is sorry for him, this is also my choice, you guys leave here, don't worry about it anymore." β
"No, you can't!" Ji Xincheng cried bitterly behind Gu Shaoze, "Ah Xuan, you promised me to watch our baby be born, you promised me!" β
Ji Xincheng's voice was hoarse, trembling with extreme grief, Gu Shaoze stepped forward to support her in distress, and also said to Shang Xuan, "Don't think about it, you are not a person now, if you want to joke with your life, at least ask your family!" β
Gu Shaoze's words are very clear, the Gu family has already recognized Shang Xuan.
Shang Xuan is not without attachment to the world, and hearing the words of the two of them, his eyes turned red again.