But she still didn't want to leave Si Qian, and even pressed her back against him tighter, and said to Ji Xincheng apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm going to break my promise......"

It was already summer, but Si Gan's hands were so cold that when Shang Xuan's tears fell between his fingers, his heart was hot.

"Are you ready?" Interrupting Shang Xuan's wordless reluctance, Si Qian spoke coldly in her ear.

"Can I ask you one last thing?" Shang Xuan choked up, "Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't want to answer." ”

"You ask."

"Song Qi's accident before, did you deliberately arrange it for Ji Xinran to do that?"

“……”

"It doesn't matter, whether it's or not, it doesn't matter, fortunately, his life is not in danger, and I have done what I can to make up for it, whether it is enough or not."

"Make amends?"

Shang Xuan smiled sadly, "Yes, otherwise how do you think a person like me can be separated from you and thrown into the arms of other men?" If you really think that I am that kind of woman, I have nothing to say, Si Qian, in this life, I have only had one husband and only one man......"

Si Gan's hands were shaking unconsciously, Shang Xuan finally said what she wanted to say, she cried happily, and she was indeed ready to die with him.

Shang Xuan, who closed her eyes, could hear the sound of the wind, and the sound of Si Qian's heavy breathing in her ears, once, twice-

She didn't want to think about whether he was regretting it, whether he still had regrets, when she really stood here in place of Ji Xincheng, leaning on his arms, whether she was alive or dead in the next second, it didn't seem to matter, she thought so in her heart.

"Your illness has been cured, are you still willing to leave this world?" Si Gan's words were mocking.

Shang Xuan didn't open her eyes, silence represented her attitude, she couldn't see it, she groped and slowly pulled Si Qian's right hand from her neck, and then interlocked her fingers with it, and said softly and firmly: "Willing." ”

Si Qian broke away from her hand, and vaguely let out a chuckle, and when Shang Xuan heard a word in the air, her body had been violently pushed to the side.

Weightlessness made her open her eyes, and at the same time as that sentence echoed in her ears the exclamations of left and right in unison.

Si Qian pushed her away and jumped off by himself......

"But I can't bear it!"

His last sentence was like a heavy hammer, which landed accurately on Shang Xuan's heart, and she couldn't catch her breath for a moment.

Ji Xincheng instinctively wanted to help Shang Xuan, but she didn't have the strength at all, Gu Shaoze held her down, and then stepped forward to try to pick Shang Xuan up, but Shang Xuan lowered her head and buried her head in her lap, one hand clenched into a fist, so hard that no one else could move her.

Gu Shaoze squatted down with his eyebrows tightened and put his hand on her shoulder.

Shang Xuan's shoulders were shaking violently, but she didn't make any sound.

It's like when people rush to the edge of a guardrail and look down, the noise below is silent.

……

When Shang Xuan took the medicine developed by Gu Shaoze's bone marrow for the fifth time, the doctor was already smiling and told her that she would be discharged from the hospital smoothly at the end of this week, and she only needed to take the medicine on time and come for regular check-ups in the later stage.

Also on the morning of her discharge, Shang Xuan drank the sweetness in the soy milk sent by Song Qi.

When he told Song Qi the news, his eyes were red.

Shang Xuan was a little overwhelmed for a moment, biting the porridge spoon and looking at him uneasily, "What's wrong with you?" ”

After the nurse left the ward, there was no third person in the room, Song Qi pulled a chair and sat down next to Shang Xuan's bed, "Soy milk without sugar, you can drink it, it seems that it is only a matter of time before the taste is fully restored, I am very happy for you." ”

Song Qi smiled, but it didn't reach the bottom of his eyes.

"You have something to say to me." Shang Xuan was sure that putting down the spoon was a focused posture of listening.

Song Qi was silent for a moment, "You were discharged from the hospital today, and I should leave too." ”

"......" Shang Xuan looked at Song Qi's face, a little unbearable, "We said that we can continue to be friends." ”

"Of course."

"Shouldn't you send me home as a friend?" Shang Xuan said carefully.

"Someone will send you today, and you won't need me, otherwise how can I stand by and watch." Song Qi smiled again at this time, but sincerely, as if he was relieved a lot, as if because of the dependence revealed in Shang Xuan's words.

"Who's going to send me? Do you refer to Gu Shaoze? Xincheng has been producing for only two days, and he is not available. Shang Xuan calmly stated the current situation.

"You'll know in a moment, I'm saying goodbye to you now, I'm going to have a business trip in two days, and you may not be able to help when you come over to move things."

"It's okay, you can go, I can move those things whenever you want."

“……”

Regarding Song Qi's silence, Shang Xuan looked at it seriously, and suddenly said, "I will move out as soon as possible, there are not many things, don't worry." ”

"I didn't mean that."

"I understand," both of them knew in their hearts, Shang Xuan sighed, and said to him seriously: "Song Qi, since you have officially said goodbye, then I also want to solemnly thank you, you have always taken care of me so much, basically you have been paying, I am really grateful." ”

"No, I said it at the beginning, that's what I want, beg for kindness, I've gotten a lot, and you've done it for me."

But in fact, Shang Xuan didn't give him anything, except for a kiss in the hotel parking lot.

But for Song Qi, this experience is undoubtedly a venting and ending, and some emotions have been made complete just because that person is in front of him, and he is very content.

As for Shang Xuan, knowing that she had experienced Si Qian, it was difficult to hand over her sincerity again, and she couldn't delay Song Qi without watching it.

It is the most suitable for the two to get together and disperse.

The room after Song Qi left was terrifyingly quiet, and Shang Xuan cried while packing simple luggage. More than half a month has passed since Si Qian's incident, and in the past half a month, she has nothing to do, eat, sleep, and cooperate with treatment, everyone thinks that she accepts this fact, even herself.

She didn't watch TV, didn't look at her phone, and even tried not to get out of this ward, thinking that she could forget it smoothly if she didn't hear the news related to Si Gan, but until this moment, until this moment she understood that when she was about to go back to her home, there was almost no moment when she didn't want to go to Si Gan, although it was her house, but she hadn't even returned there at the moment, and she began to think about him......

The tears fell fiercely, her vision was blurred, and she finally couldn't clean it up.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, vaguely as if he heard Ji Xincheng's voice, Shang Xuan got up and went straight to the bathroom.

When Ji Xincheng led Gu Haitang into the door, Shang Xuan was still on the hospital bed when she had packed half of her luggage, and there was a sound of water in the bathroom, so she calmed down and let Gu Haitang sit and wait.

"Have you always lived here? The room was a bit out of the way. Gu Haitang glanced around and said to Ji Xincheng.

"She chose it herself, saying it's quieter here, and she likes to read." Ji Xincheng stroked her bulging belly, she was about to give birth, and the doctor told her to move around more and not sit all the time, so she slowly paced back and forth in the room, waiting for Shang Xuan.

Gu Haitang saw that the people in the bathroom hadn't come out yet, so he asked with some concern: "Wouldn't it be good to come over without saying hello?" ”

"Don't worry, what do you want to say hello when you meet your family?"

As he was talking, the bathroom door opened, Shang Xuan had just washed his face, his eyelashes were still moist, and he smiled when he saw Ji Xincheng, and his eyes moved to Gu Haitang's face, puzzled.

Ji Xincheng immediately introduced, "Ah Xuan, this is Sister Begonia." ”

Gu Haitang stood up from the sofa and looked at Shang Xuan gently, this was the first time they had met, but Gu Haitang already knew about Shang Xuan's situation.

"Hello, I'm Shang Xuan."

The two shook hands gently, and Ji Xincheng was responsible for explaining, "My sister is here to pick you up and live with her." Shang Xuan was surprised, and listened to Ji Xincheng say again, "My sister lives alone outside, there is a spare room, it just so happens that her wedding dress shop is in urgent need of people, I want you to come over and help, you are okay anyway, can you do my sister a favor?" ”

Shang Xuan hesitated for a long time before his gaze really fell on Gu Haitang's face.

Gu Haitang is very similar to Gu Shaoze, at first glance, they are sisters and brothers, but their temperament is very different, Gu Haitang is very gentle, which makes people reluctant to look away, and his demeanor is also gentle and moderate, which immediately made Shang Xuan have a good impression.

"I ......"

Ji Xincheng seemed to know what she wanted to say, and interrupted her, "Your house over there hasn't been cleaned up for so long, I don't know what the ashes will look like, you live in your sister's side first, and when I finish my confinement, I'll go back with you at that time, okay?" ”

Ji Xincheng specially replaced the hospital for childbirth with the hospital where Shang Xuan was, just to make it easier to take care of Shang Xuan, including the current arrangements, and also for Shang Xuan's sake, how could Shang Xuan not see it.

For Ji Xincheng's pleading, Shang Xuan was almost powerless.

Gu Haitang on the side looked at the two of them in his eyes, and said at this time: "Originally, I thought that it would not be too presumptuous to meet you after you officially recognized your relatives with your family, but I really want to see you so much, I just have this opportunity, and I hope you don't be surprised." I'm short of people over there now, the work is not complicated, but I need a person of my own to watch, I mentioned it to Xin Cheng, and she thought of you. ”

When it came to this, Shang Xuan had no choice but to agree.

In fact, it's just that Ji Xincheng doesn't worry about her going home alone, indeed, now that she has to face the home that has almost no corner that has nothing to do with Si Qian, Shang Xuan also feels that she probably can't bear it.

After arranging these, they chatted a lot in Shang Xuan's ward, until Gu Shaoze came over during his lunch break to see that Ji Xincheng didn't find anyone, and called to ask, and the three of them dispersed.

Song Qi, who left the hospital, first went home, silently cleaned up the house alone, and then washed up and went out.

Longcheng Chengxi Women's Prison.

When Ji Xinran saw that the person visiting was Song Qi, her footsteps stopped suddenly, and it was not until the guard reminded her that she dragged her vain steps and sat down on the chair in front of the walkie-talkie.

She couldn't believe that Song Qi would still come to see her, and would be willing to come to see her.

"Why are you here?" Ji Xinran picked up the microphone and looked at him cautiously.

"Well, I'll come and see you." Song Qi's voice was very steady, as if he didn't have any emotion.

Ji Xinran vaguely heard the Song Qi who was originally close to her, and couldn't help but redden, she lowered her head, and only raised her eyes to look at him after calming down, "Thank you for coming, I just took this opportunity, I want to apologize to you carefully." ”

Song Qi looked at Ji Xinran and didn't say anything for a while.

She lost weight, and at the same time as she lost weight, the delicate personality of the original daughter seemed to be blurred a lot.

In addition, when she heard her say that she wanted to apologize, for some reason, Song Qi just believed that Ji Xinran was now repenting and reforming from the bottom of her heart, and her original expressionless face couldn't help but loosen up here, and then her tone was more gentle.

"The previous things are in the past, and I have forgiven you on the day you truly knew that you were wrong."

Ji Xinran wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and the reflection of Song Qi's face under her clear eyes was clearer, just like her state of mind at the moment, "Thank you!" I will cherish this opportunity and try to get out of here as soon as possible. ”

Song Qi nodded, as if he had nothing to say.

The two were silent for a moment, Ji Xinran didn't want to waste this short time of visiting, so he looked for a topic, "I saw the news of Si Qian's fall from the building, is Shang Xuan okay?" ”

She looked into Song Qi's eyes, and she clearly still wanted to see Song Qi's reaction, but it was like two people who were more aggressive than before.

At this moment, Ji Xinran was peaceful, and she turned back to the little girl who had not taken the wrong path when Song Qi first met her, Song Qi's heart moved, and said to her, "I have already let go of Shang Xuan, you don't have to think about her anymore." ”

Like a thief who had been caught, Ji Xinran lowered his eyes in shame.

At this time, she listened to Song Qi say, "It's just that I still owe someone, I don't know if she is willing to give me a chance." ”

Ji Xinran raised her head suddenly, Song Qi's eyes were really burning and staring directly at her, Ji Xinran was stunned, and for a long time she could only hear her ears buzzing with her own heartbeat.

If the person he's talking about isn't himself, why would he look at her like that?

Ji Xinran snorted, "You, what did you say?" ”

"I later learned that you became like that because you misunderstood that I was with Shang Xuan. Blame me for everything, blame me for not explaining it to you clearly, when I was with you, I never did anything to be sorry for you, but I was arrogant at that time and refused to bow my head, and now I know how wrong it is. If it weren't for my unwillingness to sort out our relationship, there wouldn't have been as many things as I did. ”

"......" Ji Xinran stared at Song Qi in disbelief, as if she didn't believe her ears, but this was indeed said by Song Qi, his mouth shape was completely matched, she swallowed her saliva and said with difficulty, "No, it's my personality problem, I loved you so much at that time, even if you explained it to me, I might still not believe it, it's my problem, I don't blame you." ”

The two looked at each other for a long time, and Ji Xinran seized the time to say, "What you said, is it true?" Are you willing to wait for me? ”

She became so cautious, looking at Song Qi's eyes, her heart was mixed.