"Okay..."Probably didn't expect Gu Xianlin to suddenly ask like this, Deng Lixin had to pretend to be calm and walked down.

"Eh, teacher, I..." A classmate in the front row also stopped Deng Lixin with a puzzled face, and then pointed to the example questions on the computer screen, asking the teacher to help explain.

"Then that classmate will wait a minute..."Deng Lixin stopped, bent down and started the question to the classmate in the front row.

"Teacher, you'll be there in five minutes." Gu Xianlin urged, she just wanted to see her panicked expression when she approached her, and she wanted to see her jokes.

"That..." Deng Lixin had no choice but to walk towards Gu Xianlin, she was very worried, but she tried her best not to let anyone find out.

"But teacher, I still don't understand much here." The classmate scratched his head and stared at Deng Lixin.

"Ask the classmate next to you first, he should be able to explain it to you." Deng Lixin looked at Zhang Ziyi, the head of class 1 of computer science who was sitting next to Gu Xianlin, "He learned C language well." ”

After Deng Lixin finished speaking, she lowered her head and continued to explain the example questions to the classmate.

"Do you want me to tell me?" Zhang Ziyi saw that Gu Xianlin suddenly fell silent, and asked tentatively.

"No, I'll do it." Gu Xianlin continued to stare intently at Deng Lixin, you... Are you still running away from me?

Okay, don't use it, don't use it, Zhang Ziyi turned his head and continued to study the next topic.

"Bell bell bell..."

Gu Xianlin's eyes kept following Deng Lixin's figure, but until the end of school, the owner of that figure showed no signs of coming towards him.

It was as if she was just her student like all the other students, and her classes were really serious and boring.

But Deng Lixin finished tonight's class calmly, Gu Xianlin was a little disappointed and confused, it seems that she can't be so passive, she has to take the initiative in the future.

But... Why did you abandon us once more than ten years ago, and now that I finally found you, and I have already walked in front of you, why are you still reluctant to come to me?

We're not strangers, we're supposed to be the closest people in the world, why?

"After class, I assigned some homework on the website, students remember to submit it within the specified time, otherwise your homework this time will be zero points, in addition, there will be mutual evaluation after you finish it, and the anonymous three people who are randomly assigned to you will be analyzed and graded for homework, and when you grade others, you can also take a good look at other people's programs, other people's ideas, and see where he is not doing well, where he is doing well." Deng Lixin hurriedly walked out of the classroom after speaking, as if she didn't want to stay here for a second longer.

Assignments... What should I do if I don't have a computer? Liu Guifang was a little flustered, but she didn't want to call her parents anymore, and she didn't want to trouble her roommates.

Why is it always so hard for her to do it?

Liu Guifang sighed deeply.

"Let's go, Xiao Liu," Meng Yazhuo looked at Liu Guifang with a sad face.

This Liu Guifang, I haven't seen her smile, she looks like who owes her how much money she owes all day long, do you think it's cool for you to have a sad face? In fact, it looked ugly, Meng Yazhuo turned her head and rolled her eyes, and when Liu Guifang stood up, she turned around and held Liu Guifang with a smile on her face.

Liu Guifang looked at the enthusiastic Xiao Zhuo, it seemed that she had the best relationship with herself, and when she had to do so, would she be willing to help herself?

She didn't want to trouble anyone, but...

She hated that she couldn't be a completely independent person, how good would it be if she could overcome the obstacle she had set for herself, and then get rid of her parents and friends completely, and how good would it be if there was only pure affection between her and her friends?

Because at a very young age, she understood that once the feelings between people are mixed with disgusting things such as money, interests, and favors, they will become impure.

Even between husband and wife, between lovers, between parents and children...

Thinking of those things that happened when she was a child, a chill rose in Liu Guifang's heart, she didn't seem to have experienced what love was like, except for grandpa and eleven, everyone else in this world was just some cold hypocritical and profit-oriented terrible monster to her.

There is a definition of love, and Eleven five years ago seems to have defined itself.

That time was the darkest moment in her life, the most helpless, lonely and difficult day for her, and the day when she first met Qiming and met Eleven.

"It's finally time for the dormitory." Meng Yazhuo put down the book and immediately turned into the quilt, the wind outside was really cold enough, and it was only the middle of October.

Liu Guifang sat on the bed, and the words that came to mind Eleven, Eleven...

A tender smile appeared on Liu Guifang's face, and those memories that she could never forget also flooded into her mind at once.

Liu Guifang's first year of junior high school, his brother's third year of junior high school, and his brother, who was about to take the high school entrance examination, was a little stressed, and her mother, who was working outside all the year round, suddenly decided to come back to accompany her brother to take the high school entrance examination, take care of her brother's diet and daily life, by the way... Take care of her.

But... Since her mom came back, everything in her life has changed.

I still remember the day my mother was going to come back, she was very upset, because when she was in the third grade of elementary school, her mother came back once, but that time they had an unpleasant argument.

"Why are you so skinny?" In the first year of junior high school, when my mother came back to see Liu Guifang, who was yellow and thin, she was very unhappy.

But in fact, her appetite is quite good, in elementary school, everyone was super envious of her, she is the kind of mythical character who can't eat fat no matter how she eats, and her grades are super good.

"It's okay." Liu Guifang took the luggage from her mother's hand, turned around and walked home.

"It's a bit heavy..."Mom seemed to want to stop her, but seeing that Liu Guifang seemed to be completely effortless, she also withdrew her hand.

"It's not heavy..."The things that usually help grandma carry are much heavier than this, she has long been used to it, besides, what about the heavy? What about being tired?

She didn't have to stick to it yet.

"My good son, have you grown so tall?" Mom looked at her brother next to her and patted him on the shoulder with relief.

"Mom, I'll carry it for you." My brother was also very sensible to get his mother's backpack.

"It's okay, mom can carry it," my mother smiled happily, and suddenly looked at my brother with a worried face, "School is about to start and enter the third year of junior high school, how do you feel?" ”

"It's okay, it's English..."

Behind him, my mother and brother began to chat freely with me one by one, too, the mother and son who haven't seen each other for a long time should have endless words like them.

It's pretty heavy... Liu Guifang replaced the strangled purple hand, and continued to grit her teeth and walk home step by step.

"It's still comfortable to live in your own home..."After returning home, my mother sat on the sofa and smiled kindly, "I asked you to come and clean up before I came back, it seems that the fruits of labor are still good..."

"Hmm..." Liu Guifang lowered her eyes.

It was her first day in her home.

Maybe that day was the most tender day in her memory, although she only smiled for a moment was kind, she could remember it for a long, long time.

"You see that your brother is under so much pressure now, especially English, unlike you, he hasn't started to enter junior high school yet, so you must lay a good foundation from the beginning, your brother's book for the first year of junior high school is still in the study over there, you can go and take it out and memorize words every day, so that from today onwards, you can memorize twenty words a day, and I will dictate to you every day, anyway, I have nothing to do at home, you are also summer vacation now, and when you go to the first year of junior high school, you will be able to be a little faster than others."

The rest of the day is a repetitive and boring memorization of words, memorizing words, dictating words, memorizing texts, memorizing texts...

If only life were just so boring, it turns out it wouldn't make it so easy for her.

's mother is very lazy and unwilling to cook, always asking her to cook and stir-fry, clean and wash dishes and clothes under the slogan of exercising Liu Guifang's cooking skills, but she never lets her brother do it, because she says that her brother is preparing for the high school entrance examination and has no time.

However, the more she did, the more she was scolded, because...

"You have to wash the dishes for so long, can you move more slowly? What young man is procrastinating like you? ”

The next time, Liu Guifang sped up the speed of washing the dishes, and as soon as she finished washing, her mother went into the kitchen and checked the fruits of her labor like a leader inspecting the work. However...

"Are you busy washing up and going to play? Do you see if you wash it clean? It's such a big person, and the dishes can't be cleaned, and you really can. ”

"It's clean..."Liu Guifang picked up the bowl and looked at it carefully.

"You won't wash the range hood?"

"Oh, I forgot..."Liu Guifang reluctantly picked up the dishcloth again.

"Do you want me to teach you the same, do you do the same? Am I not tired? You can't use your own brain to think about it, you can't do such a small thing well, and you still need to be taught. ”

"But if I can't do it, just tell me slowly, why do you have to yell at me like this?" Liu Guifang sometimes couldn't help it, and would yell back hysterically, "Do you know that I feel very uncomfortable with what you ask me to do like this?" What I did was wrong, how I said it was wrong, that day I washed the dishes, the knife I stood against the wall with my back down like you used to wash the dishes, you said that it was easy to hit your feet when it fell like this, I said that you are like this, I retorted a few words, you said but I picked up the clothes pole and started beating me, the next time I washed the dishes, I stood face down against the wall, do you know what you said about me? You said that it is so easy to make the blade missing, I retorted a few words and you started beating me again, please Mom, everything I say is wrong, everything I do is wrong, what do you want me to do? These are just very small things, do you have to be so angry? Does it have to get to the point of hitting me? ”

"You're talking back again, you're going to talk back...", the mother went to pick up the clothes pole again in a rage.

Really... Parents will never listen to their own opinions, they will never be able to reason with them, they will always be like this, they feel that everything they say and do is right, and their children will never be able to contradict him.

Okay... Anyway, it's useless to refute, it's useless to reason, since then, Liu Guifang has never told her mother about her views, anyway, in her mother's opinion, all her words are wrong.

She couldn't understand why her mother always beat her because of such small things, during that time she was beaten almost every day, sometimes even made her kneel on the ground, maybe because she didn't have a job, and the money she borrowed to buy a house was not paid off for a long time, so she felt more and more pressure, and she was always angry with her, right? After entering the first year of junior high school, her mother began to restrict Liu Guifang's freedom, and as soon as she came home from school and finished eating, she must study by herself in the room.

She didn't want to, she didn't want to stay in that small room, it was really uncomfortable to sit in the room as soon as she finished eating, but the door of the room was locked by her mother from the outside, and she said that she was afraid that Liu Guifang would sneak out.