No.274 The ending of reincarnation is different
Yun Lou didn't look over, and said ruthlessly: "You are very good.. ..... I've been delaying you. ”
All along, I'm delaying you. Shu Wan is really good, her grades are outstanding, and her beauty is unmatched.
And he was old and emaciated... ….… They are fundamentally people of two worlds.
What did the old lady who bought fruit downstairs say? The Yunlou boy is amazing, he raised a little girl at home! He'd heard too much of that...... He couldn't even explain their relationship. She's not a forbidden belt for him..... She was his treasure, a one-of-a-kind treasure.
Because it is precious and fragile, it is not bearable to touch.
He doesn't deserve Shu Wan.
If he hadn't saved her, he wouldn't have had any chance of intersecting with such a beautiful girl. So it's too late to quietly quit now, away from her life, right?
Shu Wan lowered her head, she couldn't say how sad she was, but something was quietly broken in her heart. She looked him in the eyes frankly, "Since I'm leaving, I'll talk to you too, and I won't see you again anyway, will I?" ”
Yun Lou didn't speak, and the hand hanging by his side gradually clenched. "Yunlou, I like ......" As soon as she said the first word, Shu Wan was in a trance, and all kinds of previous lives flashed in her mind. She has dragged Mr. Yunlou long enough, no matter how much she tries to keep her, she is like an uninvited guest, with a memory that does not exist, and doing some meaningless struggles. Everything has changed, there is no past, and there is no reason to run into the future.
She respoke, lightly changing the second half of her sentence to "I can't live without you." Replaced with "Whoever leaves can live." ”
Hurtful and alienated,
"yes, I know." She is here to repay the favor, not to take revenge.
She wants to make him better, not make him live a more tangled and worse life. Since all this is what he wants, she won't come to disturb his life.
After a long time, Shu Wan asked him, "How long should I read?" ”
Yunlou was silent for a long time, and said slowly: "Probably...... Seven years. ”
Shu Wan immediately opened her mouth and said firmly: "In seven years, I will come back." ”
Yun Lou shook his head, "No need. ”
"I said, I'll be back." It was the first time for Yun Lou to see her so determined, and she still compromised, "Okay.. …… Then I'll wait for you for seven years. Shu Wan blinked, and suddenly had a feeling of indescribability.
Yunlou seems to have become no longer the same as in his previous life, and it seems that it has never changed. Seven years is not long, but it is not short. It turns out that the time to wait for is still to wait.
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During the days when Shu was studying at night, Yunlou went to see her a few times. The change of the little girl is becoming more and more obvious, from childish and young to slim. Although I didn't say it, I was still a little moved in my heart. He never went on a blind date again, and occasionally in the dead of night, he would quietly light a cigarette and be silent until dawn. No one whispered in his ear that secondhand smoke was bad for his health, and secretly threw away all his cigarettes. No one quarreled with him, and he was bald with anger all day long.
The little girl has grown into an adult, and she wants to spread her wings and leave herself. Therefore, what should be kept or not can be kept. Until the last time, when Shu Wan's studies were over, Yunlou went to the airport to pick her up. The little girl confessed to him.
In the gentle night, Shu Wan's eyes are rare and quiet and gentle.
"Yunlou, I actually have a lot of things I haven't told you, I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do this. From the first time I saw you, I knew that I would never be able to live without you. You saved my life and changed my life... ……”
Before she could finish speaking, Yun Lou interrupted her.
"Shu Wan, are you cold?"
“.…… OK. ”
"You put your hands .. …… Put it in my pocket so it's warmer. Shu Wan looked at Yunlou in surprise, speechless for a long time.
Yun Lou saw that she was stunned, so he didn't stop doing anything, grabbed the little girl's hand, and put it in his pocket without saying anything.
"Let's go." Shu Wan lowered his head, and his face burned red.
"Okay."
This year, Shu was twenty-two years old.
"Yunlou, don't you believe it, people are fateful."
"But in my heart, you will always be the little devil who likes to play tricks." In this life, their love is too bland, and it seems to be a long-term love.
But only Shu Wan knew that the positive results of this day were not easy to come by.
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Later, Yunlou had a dream in which he dreamed that the little girl in his arms was stupid and cute, and instead of being a sinister and cunning abductor and trafficker, she was thrown into the car and taken away.
He chased and chased after the car, and tried his best to catch up.
The police arrived late, and there was no trace of these habitual offenders.
He had been looking for the girl for seven years, and for seven years, he had been living in remorse and self-blame. He hated himself for not being braver, and if he had fought with the traffickers earlier, maybe she would have been saved.
Finally, seven years later, he found the trafficked girl again. She was fifteen years old, but she was as lifeless as eighty.
Her eyes were covered with gauze, and inside were two bloody cave ridges.
Yun Lou was suddenly awakened by his dream.
He turned his head to look at the little girl lying beside him, and suddenly felt that the dust had settled in his heart.
He stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around the little girl's waist, which was delicate and tender, and felt very good, but he didn't have any charming thoughts.
Shu Wan was still asleep, feeling that he was suddenly being held in his arms by the people around him, humming unhappily a few times, and then falling asleep again.
Yun Lou also smiled and slowly closed his eyes.
Luckily, everything was just a dream.
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Extra: "Robbery"
Shu Wan didn't expect that one day, she would still meet Jiang Han.
I heard that all the children who were trafficked were recovered, including him.
In this life, she didn't spend the hardships with Jiang Han, and he didn't become a little cripple.
So when we met again, Shu Wan was a little surprised. Jiang Han has grown up, he is sunny and cheerful, gentle and easy-going. It seems that he is still the boy who yearns for freedom every day, and he has not changed at all. This year, Jiang Han was twenty-two years old. After he was rescued by the police, he quickly returned to his normal life trajectory, and now he has successfully graduated from university and gone to the big city to find a job.
Jiang Han also felt that he was very lucky, he had a very smooth journey all the way, except for the accident of being trafficked, everything else was smooth.
And today, he is hired by a very well-known big business.
When he came out of the company, it was backlit, and an ordinary sedan drove in front of him, not fast, and with the window open. A girl's little head peeked out of the car window, looking at the scenery outside.
For a moment, the two looked at each other.
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Jiang Han was stunned for a moment, and suddenly something in his heart quickly collapsed. He chased after him without thinking about it. The sedan was running fast, as if it was deliberately avoiding him and not waiting for him.
Jiang Han couldn't catch up, panting and squatting on the side of the road. He didn't know what was wrong with him, he didn't know each other, but his heart seemed to be missing a hole, and he couldn't help himself from the pain. When he came home in the evening, he had a dream.
In the dream, he was locked up in a small dark room, which was dark and silent, cramped and cramped.
After a long time, people will go crazy.
He heard the singing next door, the sweet singing of a little girl. He gradually found the meaning of life in his singing.
He will always remember this light that took him out of the darkness. It seems that that is his original life.
The gears of fate are slowly turning, and many of the past have been changed. He seems to have escaped a tragic experience, but he has missed the most precious treasure of his life, and he will never be able to recover it.
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