No. 275 years old
"Why don't you die?"
Lu Li looked at me condescendingly, this was the most ruthless sentence he had ever said to me.
I just laughed and said gently, "You didn't die, how could I die." ”
He looked at me, his eyes became cold inch by inch, he really hated me, but after all, he flicked his sleeves and turned away. I still laughed, poured a full glass of wine, drank it alone, and when I was drunk, it wouldn't be so painful.
I lay on the cold jade brick floor, drunk and drowsy, in a trance, as if I had returned to a long, long time ago, when my brother was still there.
"Come home with me, I'll take care of you."
I cowered in the corner and timidly asked, "You...... Will you leave me behind. ”
He smiled, the most beautiful smile I've ever seen, the only light in my dark life. "Never." He said.
I laughed and buried my face in my arms, soaking wet. You said you would never leave me. My elder brother, a traitor known to everyone, controls the government and the government, and is not a good person.
But to me, he's the best guy in the world. But Lu Li won't understand, and he will never understand. Lu Li and I are actually childhood sweethearts. At that time, he was still the crown prince, and I was still the daughter of the prime minister's family.
Lu Li was born with an excellent skin, a good temperament, gentle but decisive, calm but not losing his youthful spirit, which is different from other princes.
He is the best candidate for the throne in the future.
I like him the most, and he likes me the most.
He was such a calm man, but he often climbed over the wall to meet me, and sometimes when I opened the door, I saw him sitting on the wall with a smile, or sitting on a tree.
My father was strict with me, and he didn't say anything to me.
Every time I talked to him in fear, for fear of being discovered by my father, he just laughed and told me not to be too nervous.
"Mingming, when it is time for you to marry me and be my crown princess, okay?" He asked me so. I turned my head shyly and didn't look at him, my heart skipping a beat. He thought I didn't want to, so he was a little flustered, and thought, "If you don't want to, then I'...... Then I'll be nicer to you......" I couldn't help but laugh with a slight curl of my lips. The dignified prince, why don't you understand your daughter's mind so much, how can she ask people so bluntly.
But I nodded anyway and said, "Yes." ”
On the day I arrived, my father invited many powerful people from the court to watch the ceremony. The maid said to me, "Miss is really the most blessed girl in the capital." ”
I smiled lightly, but I thought in my heart, in fact, as long as my father is healthy, Lu Li and I can be together, which is my greatest happiness. It was supposed to be a smooth and smooth ceremony, but something went wrong in the middle, and a person suddenly broke into the house, pointed at me and shouted: "She is not the real prime minister's daughter!" ”
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I was stunned, dazed.
The next words made me even more overwhelmed, and I suddenly felt that I had been a joke for the past fifteen years.
It is said that fifteen years ago, my father and my mother, who had passed away a long time ago, had a love-hate entanglement, my mother hated my father and put the children of my father's enemies in swaddling clothes, while the real children were sent to a family at will.
Behind the man, a young girl, about my age, looked at me timidly.
It's the father's real daughter.
The ministers in the audience seemed to be whispering something, but I couldn't hear anything, I just looked at my father and wanted him to say to me: It's not like this, it's all fake.
Or: Even if you're not my daughter, I still love you. In this case, even one sentence is fine. But I suddenly looked at my father, only to see that when my father looked at me, his unfamiliar eyes were mixed with suspicion and coldness......
The father took the girl back to the house, and was gentle and considerate to her, and was extremely patient.
As for me, if I don't get kicked out of the house, I should be grateful to Dade.
Everyone said that it was I who robbed her house, that I occupied the magpie's nest, and that I was sorry for her.
Lu Li came to see me overnight and said to me: "Mingming, no matter what your identity is, you are my crown princess." ”
I looked at him and smiled at him, and I knew that he had to be someone who deserved all my heart.
I thought that there should be no follow-up to this "true and false daughter" story.
But my father's enemy came to me and kidnapped me, and he probably hated my father very much.
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It was very windy that day, and I was held hostage on the edge of a cliff, and my clothes were rustling in the wind. The man said to his father, "Today you have two choices, one is to save your own daughter and kill her, and the other is to kill your own daughter and save her." ”
I became a pawn.
Lu Li stood beside his father, discussing something with his father gently and steadily.
I looked at Lu Li from afar, and only by looking at him did I not feel so afraid.
I know, I can trust him.
But they discussed it for a long time, and the final choice was to save Shao Huan, not me.
It wasn't me who saved me, it was the girl, and they abandoned me.
And Lu Li also abandoned me.
It was a nightmare I would never want to recall. Sometimes when I wake up from my sleep, I am terrified. My endless fall seems to have no end.
My life is great, and I have not died, but I am better than dead. I fell into the hands of a family, and those people had dirty thoughts.
I fell to my knees and cried and begged them, "I beg you, let me go, let me go, I beg you......," but they just said, "Look at the material on your body, you are also a big family, if you want to complain, you will complain about the people you have fallen to here." ”
"I've never done anything bad, you let me go...... Is it good...... but no matter how much I begged them, they were not moved in the slightest.
I prayed for someone to come and save me, I prayed for my father to come and save me, I prayed for Lu Li to come and save me, but no, my father didn't come, and Lu Li didn't come.
They abandoned me, Lu Li, and they also abandoned me...... I don't know the sun, moon and stars, but after a long time, the family committed an accident and was raided.
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I cowered in the corner, warm blood splattering on my face. "My lord, there is a woman who comes from nowhere, and she doesn't belong to this family, what do you think should be done?"
The man called the adult walked in and glanced at the corpse on the ground lightly, the ground was full of blood and corpses, but he seemed to ignore it, and his expression was natural.
Seeing that I was huddled there, dressed in tatters, full of traces of whipping, he turned the jade wrench in his hand and lowered his eyes to think for a few seconds.
Later, he came to me, crouched down, gave a rare smile, and said, "Come home with me, I will take care of you." ”
I was a little afraid of his momentum, and said tremblingly, "You... Will you leave me behind......" He paused for a moment, then smiled and said, "Never." ”
I looked at him in amazement, and I was able to come back to life. After returning home with him, I learned that he was the big traitor my father often talked about, Mo Qianjiu.
The power leans towards the government and the opposition, and he is not a good person.
"Do you have a name?" He asked me.
Seeing that I didn't seem to want to say, he said: "The past is not counted, then I will call you, years old." ”
"Okay." I whispered. Since then, I have lived in his house, and sometimes I will polish the ink for him, and in the middle of the night, bring him a cup of tea or make some snacks.
After getting along for a long time, I found that he was really a ruthless person.
One day, I asked him, "My lord, why did you take me home?" "He's not like that kind person. He looked ahead, his eyes were calm, and he said, "Who knows." ”
"Maybe it's a sudden kindness." He said lightly.
"Thank you, sir." I chuckled and said. Thank you, for your sudden kindness, for saving me.
Later, I heard from his subordinates that he originally had a younger sister who was frail and sickly and died of illness at a very young age, perhaps because of this.
But he added later: "Maybe it's a sudden kindness, after all, adults are not the kind of people who will casually save people because of this." ”
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