Ding Yi

When I first met you, I didn't expect that I would love you so much

You, or I would have warned myself not to meet you.

- Jun Sheng

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1.

"Recently I watched a comic "Dear L", two masters

The horn is many years old, and I'm a little afraid of be. ”

I lay casually on the bed, flipping through my phone.

He sat at his desk and watched the computer spin on his hands

Writing.

Didn't reply to me for a long time.

I knew he wasn't listening to me.

I also stopped talking and continued to play on my phone.

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The day before yesterday, I saw a post asking if 18-year-olds and 24-year-olds really can't be together?

I remember the hot comment saying, "A person is wondering why he hasn't replied to me." The other person thinks about how to make money. ”

At the time, I was dismissive, and I don't know where the courage made me think of my brother.

He was three years older than me.

Living next to my house, it's a childhood sweetheart. Brother from

The child is someone else's child, attends a prestigious school, and is good at socializing, and is very popular with old ladies in this community from sixty or seventy years old to six or seven years old.

And of course me.

Who am I?

Brother's neighbor, what else do you ask?

No, I went to an unknown high school, my grades were so-so, and I was still socially afraid.

Anyway, I'm really different from my brother.

Now, a bored high school student is ready to paralyze in

On the bed, a scrappy college student prepares to fight back and forth with high math.

As a qualified object, I exited the room and changed

a place to continue playing on your phone.

I forgot about this stubble, my brother is my object.

After all, I climbed high.

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2.

His university is not in the local area, and I am also a boarding student. This is very

It's hard to meet.

But God has a heart, and I can't stop it.

He came back for the Spring Festival this year.

I met him in the hallway, and he went out in the evening to find a friend

Playing, I stood in front of my house and took a picture with him. My community sits north and faces south, and the sunset shines on his face impartially.

Coated with a layer of golden light, he looked soft and had a smile on his face.

Suddenly the wind blew and rolled up a thousand piles of snow.

He said to me, "Hello, sister. ”

I don't remember exactly what I answered.

Maybe I can't tell what I can't say.

The only thing I remember is that his face was painted in the sunset

The image of God.

It's no exaggeration to say that I've admired him since I was a child.

Well, now it's love.

In the evening, I knocked on the side of my mother and asked about the society

handed over the account and cheekily added friends.

Started the daily daily life of the fan girl every day and every night.。

I think the girl he likes should be that kind of gentle knowledge

A woman in the new era who is sexually beautiful, generous, and independent.

But ever since I flipped through the picture of the anime goddess in his feed, his idiot look lingered in my mind.

Later, I asked him what his impression of me was at first.

He was silent for a moment.

"I don't remember what I thought about it at the beginning, but that's what I remember now

The heroine pretending to be a soft girl has really wronged you. ”

He was only a centimeter away from death at the time.

It's only one centimeter away from my hand to reach him!

I still have a set of soft girls.

In the first few months I harassed him from time to time to ask about it

When it comes to studying, one second I'm still assuring him that I'm going to work hard, and the next second I'm telling my girlfriend that he's so cute!

Touching my conscience, I don't hurt!

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3.

Because of the epidemic, I was separated from him by more than ten meters

Chat.

But because of this, he delayed the start of school, so he was not very busy and had time to reply to my various gossip.

On Children's Day, I was at school.

The day I got the phone, the first message I saw was him

Target.

"Happy holidays, little ones."

"You too, big friend."

Then I turned on Wei with a mobile phone and the teacher desperately resisted

A new journey.

The heart of a 16-year-old girl with spring is always simple, some people come with colorful clouds, some people go to the clear moon, some people murmur with spring light, and some people call the morning sun.

And I saw him standing on the side of the road with "100,000 Bad Jokes" at a glance, I never refuse romance, but I yearn for humor and love him more.

I like him.

Surprisingly, I liked it too much.

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I was already on vacation in August.

I talked to him with a joke mentality.

"Brother, I want to talk about a limited boyfriend." I hugged the soft pillow

Looking at him, I was afraid that he would say that I was naïve, and unsurprisingly, my face would be a little red.

Instead, he laughed: "Limited boyfriend? ”

"It's just that we only talk about a month, and if we polish each other's time, I should build only a month, and if we polish each other's time, he didn't speak, and he tinkered with the computer for a while.

He turned to me and said, "That's an interesting idea, if."

If you don't dislike me, you ........"

I didn't hear anything in the back.

Confessions explode fireworks in the ears, and the chirping of cicadas lingers in the ears on summer nights

On the side, the girl's heart can be happy in all directions, and she only pleases you.

My ears exploded, and a sentence looped in my head

words" he agreed. He agreed! ”

It was a little dark and my face was hot.

As I was leaving, I said to him, "Say good night to me, boyfriend." ”

"All that said, good night."

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4.

The next day I got up in a daze and washed in a daze

Rinse.

Until he said hello to my mother, I came to find a good girl

Shrewd.

I sat sloppily on the bed in my nightgown and slammed it down

Get up and hurriedly rummage through the wardrobe.

But suddenly he remembered that he had seen all kinds of sloppy looks in me.

There's no need for that anymore.

Mom knocked on the door and told me to come out quickly.

He looked at me in a white shirt with a smile on his lips

Sit on the couch.

"I'll take you out to play."

I had blood surging in my skull, and I quickly went out with him.

He's a big straight guy and I don't know where to go with a little girl

, running around and shopping.

Do you still ask me if I'm happy at night?

I rubbed my sore calf and said to him with a smile, "I'm super happy." ”

He'll take me out when he's free. Chat with me when you don't have time.

But it's going to get busier and busier.

The first time you quarrel, it's not a quarrel.

The day I was unilaterally angry.

He went out with his friends.

He told me and never replied to me.

Dried me for a day.

I snapped up and asked, "Why don't you take me there?" ”

He said, "It's all my friends." ”

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5.

I like him.

He knew it for sure.

Even if he can't leave anything in his life for a month, that

It should also be a happy memory. It should not be full of quarrels and disputes.

I found topics to chat with him, make phone calls, and video calls.

Accompany him to take the driver's license, pass the fourth level, and do his homework.

I love you, so I'm going to work hard.

A baby before going to bed has become a ritual.

Go to bed early.

He told me.

He told me that if I met him in the future, it would be better than him

show, and the perfect boy don't forget him. No, it won't.

I am the mud and dust, and he is the spring and the snow.

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6.

I don't know why..........

He doesn't love me anymore, maybe he's never liked me, and good feelings can't overcome reason.

This is what he told me later.

I'm sorry I didn't make it clear, I feel like you're in one

I was very happy, so I didn't think too much about it.

I told him.

It doesn't matter, it's me who is self-inflicted.

Maybe he didn't know why I didn't go out that day.

I don't know why he didn't want to look for me.

I cried and swollen my eyes that day, and I cried to my mother

Say, the homework is too hard, I won't.

She comforted me and told me that it would be good to ask my neighbor brother and stop crying.

It's okay, I regret it.

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From the beginning I understood the gap with him.

He should go higher and further. He has a vision of the future in his heart

I had already figured out how to live a stable life.

The people I like deserve better.

There's something I've said many times.

"Brother, you really grow as I like. You look at you

Soft-looking, good and smart, no smoking, no drinking, no games. ”

Maybe he didn't tell me.

"Sister, you are the opposite of my ideal type."

It's like I'm crossing a drawbridge with him.

He wanted to come, so I backed down step by step, and he arrived

Destination. I wanted to go over, and he turned around and cut the rope, and I couldn't do anything about it.

"Sister, you are the opposite of my ideal type."

It's like I'm crossing a drawbridge with him.

He wanted to come, so I backed down step by step, and he arrived

Destination. I wanted to go over, and he turned around and cut the rope, and I couldn't do anything about it.

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7.

Let me continue to talk about "Dear L", Ding Yi, a 17-year-old high school student, is young and immature.

Wei Wei, a 30-year-old doctor, is mature and sophisticated.

Ding Yi can love Wei Wei without scruples.

But Wei Wei can't.

Neither can he.

Then I wish him a long future.

Never again.

We met in the summer and fell in love with the chirping of cicadas.

Finally disappear in this summer and rush to the next.

I love you so much.

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