No.182 The light in your eyes doesn't belong to me

Lin Press has been very strange lately.

He began to go out for drinks when he had nothing to do, from going out for a drink in the past two or three months to now coming home drunk two or three times a week.

He spent less and less time with Meng Chan, and even his attitude towards Meng Chan became more and more cold, often skipping the date for no reason, or suddenly ignoring Meng Chan.

Meng Chan didn't complain about anything, because he was under a lot of pressure at work.

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It was Meng Chan's birthday, and the two of them had agreed to celebrate their birthday together in the evening, but when they were about to get off work, Lin Zhao said that there was a temporary drinking party and asked her to celebrate her birthday.

Meng Chan didn't say anything, just told him to drink less and let him go home as soon as possible, saying that he was waiting for him to celebrate his birthday at home.

Meng Chan took home the small cake that the two of them chose together, prepared some more dishes, cooked a decanting soup and waited for Lin Press to come back.

The dishes on the table were cold and hot, hot and cold.

Meng Chan made a few phone calls, Lin Press didn't answer, and she didn't have much appetite, so she put all the dishes into the refrigerator, afraid that the decanting soup would be cold again, so she put the decanting soup into a thermos cup.

There are 24 candles neatly placed next to the cake on the table, this year is Meng Chan's natal year, Meng Chan is a dragon, and the cake is specially selected with dinosaur elements.

Two small chocolate dinosaurs hugged each other, one green and one purple.

When Meng Chan chose the color, the little green dinosaur was because his lucky color was green.

What about purple?

Maybe the purple gauze skirt cake on the side of the cake was very beautiful, or maybe there was no reason, but Meng Chan originally thought that there should be a purple one.

Meng Chan sat on the sofa a little cold, so she found a blanket and draped it on the clock in the living room, ticking, the hour and minute hands had coincided, pointing at twelve o'clock.

It's a new beginning, Meng Chan thought, the last minute of my 23 years old has passed, and it's not my birthday anymore.

Meng Chan never eats overnight cream.

The cake was thrown away.

Even if it's just a minute, it's only been a minute, and it's clear that I'm not a calculating person, but that minute has passed.

At a quarter past twelve, the sound of chaotic footsteps finally sounded outside the door.

Lin pressed to open the door, his steps were unsteady, and his tall body was against the door, as if he wanted to slow down.

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Seeing Lin Suo's decadent appearance, Meng Chan suddenly lost her resentment, Lin pressed so much pressure, she had to do her duty as a girlfriend first.

She greeted her and carefully carried Lin to the sofa.

Meng Chan suddenly felt tightness in her chest, Lin Press had a smell of perfume on her body, and Lin Xiao had a smell of perfume that was obviously used by girls.

Although it is not thick, it is definitely another woman with perfume, who has been close to Lin Suo for a long time, and left behind.

Meng Chan sat on the sofa for a while, got up to prepare warm water, wiped off some of the vomit splashed on Lin Press's body, and after barely feeding half a bowl of sobering soup, let Lin Press fall asleep on the sofa.

Then he went back to his room, turned off the light, and closed the door.

Lin Suo sat up suddenly, his eyes were clear, and he didn't look like he was drunk at all.

drank the remaining half bowl of decanting soup in one gulp, draped the blanket that Meng Chan had just brought to the sofa over his body, smiled at the corner of his mouth, and fell asleep with a satisfied face.

The next day, Meng Chan went out early in the morning, Lin Ji slept until she woke up naturally, and found that Meng Chan didn't wake herself up, and she didn't even leave breakfast for herself on the table, so she was in a very good mood.

I cleaned up my house and happily went out to buy things.

When he was almost ready, Lin Press sent a text message to a friend who was shopping with Meng Chan asking Meng Chan to go home as soon as possible. When Meng Chan arrived home, the ceiling was full of balloons, rose petals were scattered on the ground, and star lights were hung on the walls of the house, illuminating the photos posted on the wall, each of which was Meng Chan, Meng Chan who was smiling, Meng Chan who was crying, Meng Chan who was long haired, Meng Chan who was short haired, Meng Chan when she was in college, Meng Chan when she was working, Meng Chan who was wearing a skirt, Meng Chan when she was running, Meng Chan when she was watching a movie, Meng Chan when she was eating, Meng Chan when she was in a daze, and Meng Chan when she was sleepy......

Meng Chan in the photo is not looking at the camera, and Meng Chan is not impressed by every photo on the wall, that is to say, Meng Chan cares about it all the time, wants to catch it, cherishes it, and loves it.

Lin Zhao looked at Meng Chan, who was stunned, in a good mood, and said with a smile, "Are you stupid, your birthday, make up for you~"

Meng Chan reacted, took the flower in Lin Press's hand, and asked very considerately, "You drank so much wine last night, and you are still doing this today, are you tired, but thank you." ”

"I knew you must have been angry last night," Lin put his hand on Meng Chan's shoulder, urging her to change her clothes, and said proudly.

"Haven't I been a bastard these past few months, are you angry, you smelled perfume last night, are you afraid of losing me?"

Meng Chan couldn't understand him a little, so she just said softly, "What, I'm not angry." I'm thinking that you have so much pressure at work, and you always have to socialize, otherwise it would be better to change jobs. ”

Meng Chan turned around, wrapped her arms around Lin Zhu's waist, and looked up at him, "Your major is not easy to find a job, I helped you check the information last night, there are two companies that are okay, I went to see it today, it's quite far away from where we live, if you change jobs, you will have to get up early in the future." ”

Lin Press was stunned, grabbed Meng Chan's shoulder, and looked at her noncommittally.

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Meng Chan was a little frightened, and said as softly as she could, "I know that maybe you don't want to change jobs, but your company always organizes entertainment, and I'm afraid that you won't ..........be able to eat for a long time."

"Not angry? Why aren't you angry?! Lin interrupted Meng Chan's words in a distracted manner, turned around, squatted on the ground in a dejected manner, covered his face with his hands, and muttered in pain.

Meng Chan was frightened by him like this, and leaned down to hold Lin Press's arm, "Lin Press, what's wrong with you?" If you really don't want to change jobs, you won't change ........"

"Enough is enough!!" Lin Zhao suddenly yelled at Meng Chan, "Meng Chan!" Yesterday was your birthday! Me, Lin Press, your boyfriend! Leave yourself out drinking and fooling around with others! You're not angry?? ”

Lin Jian jumped up, grabbed Meng Chan's arm, pulled her to the photo wall, her eyes were scarlet, and pointed to the photo, "Did you see it, Meng Chan, did you see it?" My eyes are on you, and I want to see you all the time. I know you like Xu Zio, I knew it from the first time you rejected me in college, and I also knew that you were with me because Xu Zixuan met the person he loved the most. I'm waiting for you to come out, we've been together for three years, why are you, why don't you care about me yet? ”

Meng Chan's hands and feet were cold, she stared at Lin Press's almost hideous face, biting her lip, she wanted to deny it, but she couldn't do it at all.

She suddenly remembered the reason why she had always preferred purple: when she was a student, Xu Ziving borrowed an eraser from Meng Chan, and the eraser was purple, and when Xu Zivowed to return it to Meng Chan, she said, "Purple is my favorite color, a bit of a mother, don't tell anyone else." ”

It's been too long, so long that I can't remember the source of many things, and I remembered that it was about you when I was suddenly mentioned.

Lin Zhao looked at Meng Chan's indifferent appearance, went crazy with all his might, dragged Meng Chan to his room, threw her on the bed, and looked at her condescendingly.

Meng Chan pretended to be calm and kept her voice as calm as possible, "Lin Press, you can't do this, you said you wouldn't force me." ”

Lin pressed for a moment, and looked at Meng Chan's cold eyes, he didn't understand why those eyes were always so indifferent when they looked at him, as if he was just an insignificant person.

When Lin Zhao saw those bright eyes, it was a college graduate, Xu Zixuan passed by their school, and when he sent blessings on the way, the moment Xu Zixuan appeared in Meng Chan's sight, Lin Zhao saw that his girlfriend's eyes, as if he was watching fireworks in the sky, reflected the entire night in his eyes, and his usually faint gaze instantly became amorous.

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Only for one person, that tender gaze is not directed at oneself.

Thinking of this, Lin Zhu frantically tore the clothes on himself and Meng Chan, and kept leaving his own traces on her as if punishing, "I want you to have me in your eyes." ”

Because Meng Chan has always been unwilling to lose her body before marriage. Lin Zhao never forced Meng Chan.

Meng Chan under her kept struggling, and finally cried out, this was the first time she cried in front of Lin, "Lin press, don't don't." ”

Lin Xiao heard fear in Meng Chan's voice. She's afraid of me.

Lin Zhao was exhausted of all his strength almost instantly, and his back suddenly collapsed, and his head was buried deep in Meng Chan's neck.

His hands were inserted into the roots of Meng Chan's hair, as if to comfort and protect, and a weak and hoarse voice sounded in Meng Chan's ears, "Don't be afraid, I won't move you."

Although Meng Chan was afraid, since he agreed, she knew that Lin would not hurt her.

Lin Press didn't mean to let go of her, she didn't dare to act rashly, for fear of further angering Lin Press.

The two stayed quietly for a while, and after calming down, Meng Chan only had endless guilt towards Lin Press.

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