Meng Chan talked about her first love when she was 21 years old, not very early, not very late, just like the person she talked about, she didn't like it to the bones, and she didn't hate it.

It was probably the third week of that party, when Meng Chan visited Xu Zio's space as usual, she saw a message that had been posted for three days.

The accompanying text has only one heart and two pictures.

One is Xu Zi swearing to a girl's shoulders, and the two of them make funny expressions at the camera, and the other is smiling at the girl at the camera, with crooked eyebrows and eyes, white teeth, and generous.

In the photo, Xu Zivan stared at the girl with his head lowered and his face sideways, his eyes overflowing with tenderness.

Meng Chan stared at the computer screen for a while, got up and left, and quietly buried herself in the sea of people as usual.

When she is flustered, her hands and feet are always cold and she has no strength. At this time, Meng Chan was struggling to hold the slanted shoulder bag, bowing her head and walking briskly.

I didn't stop when I bumped into someone, and I left a sorry word and walked away.

She was afraid that if she stayed a little longer, she would cry out in public.

In the Internet café, a boy sat in the place where Meng Chan had just left, and after watching the content of the screen, he frowned and stared at the distant back.

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Meng Chan, who returned to the bedroom, sat quietly by the window, crying silently.

After careful calculation, this is the third girlfriend Xu Zivowed to talk about, and her appearance is not amazing compared to the previous two, and she is a little chubby.

But her eyes were as bright as Xu Ziwei, like the light of Li Xing.

Just by looking at the photos, you know that this is a girl who has lived in love since she was a child, lively and cheerful, warm and generous, like a little sun.

The most special thing is the way Xu Zi swears to look at her.

Meng Chan had never seen this kind of look in Xu Zio's eyes, he seemed to hide the spring water when the snow melted, the green shade when the cicadas chirped, into his eyes, and in the eyes when he only looked at the girl.

With just this one look, Meng Chan lost.

said that she lost, not because she would not be liked by Xu Zio, she never had the luxury of expecting Xu Zivow to like her one day, but because of that look, Meng Chan lost the right to spy on Xu Zio's life, and lost the right to put Xu Ziow in her heart.

She was afraid that her liking for Xu Ziow would bring trouble to Xu Zioy, and she was afraid that Xu Ziving would lose the eyes that were still like a teenager and looked at others full of joy.

was destined to be further and further away from Xu Zi. She felt that Xu Zixuan's gentle eyes were like a knife, cutting off her silky liking for him.

However, she is willing to guard this cruel look.

So Meng Chan cried, not crying that Xu Zioan couldn't like her, but crying, she couldn't like Xu Ziow anymore.

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When Lin pressed her to the movie again, she agreed, Meng Chan put on a floral skirt, painted light makeup, and the two watched the plain love movie together.

Meng Chan's cold hand held Lin Press when the heroine kissed the hero.

Lin Zhao is Meng Chan's classmate, and the two of them are in a group in a practical activity.

Lin Zhao was amused by Meng Chan's seemingly cold but stupid character, and since then he has been getting along with Meng Chan as a friend, and he has lost his heart unconsciously.

Lin Zhao planned a confession that caused a sensation in the whole school, but was rejected by Meng Chan on the spot.

Lin is good in all aspects and has been proud since he was a child.

In his opinion, Meng Chan had no reason to refuse him, and Meng Chan just said sorry lightly under his loud questioning, turned around and left, and after the two had a big quarrel, they met like strangers from then on.

After two months, Lin Ji couldn't hold it back, brought a bunch of gifts to Meng Chan, and promised to get along obediently as a friend from now on and never cross the line, Meng Chan actually felt guilty, so she agreed.

But since then, there has been an obvious estrangement between the two, and it is difficult for Lin Zhao to ask Meng Chan out alone to get along.

After this movie date, the two got along for a while and established a relationship.

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The last time I saw Xu Zioan, that is, two and a half months after that party, Meng Chan fell in love, and the object was Lin Press.

On the day the relationship was confirmed, Lin Zhao seemed very happy, and he kept asking Meng Chan, "Didn't you lie to me?" Do you really want to be with me? ”

Meng Chan took the initiative to take Lin Press's hand, smiled, and nodded lightly.

Lin pressed and stared at Meng Chan's eyes, her eyes were indifferent, as usual, there was no emotion.

Nine months after the first confession was rejected, Lin Press was finally with Meng Chan.

After the end of her junior year, Meng Chan inspected the agency next to the internship company for a long time and prepared to rent a house.

Lin Zhao forcibly took Meng Chan to a small apartment that had just been renovated on the grounds of poor shared housing environment, which was purchased for him by Lin Zhao's family at his strong request, and the nearby transportation was convenient, not far from the city center, mainly from Meng Chan's internship company.

Meng Chan felt that it was inappropriate, and repeatedly shirked it, but under the premise that Lin Ling promised to collect the rent, water and electricity on time, and the two of them had one room and would never take advantage of her, Meng Chan finally agreed to start a "share-style" cohabitation with Lin Press.

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I heard that Xu Zivow has been preparing to study in Italy, because his girlfriend's family arranged for his daughter to go to Italy for graduate school, so Xu Zivow's future direction is based on his girlfriend.

Sometimes Meng Chan finished the internship work in the middle of the night, and you can see Xu Zizhe sharing his study photos of reading at night when she flipped through the space, Xu Zizhe's family conditions are good, and he is quite smart, he didn't really feel at ease when he was a student, and he has never worked as hard as he does now when the college entrance examination is imminent.

When Meng Chan liked it, she always thought: The girl who made Xu Zi swear to pay like this is really happy.

On the sofa, Lin Zhao was already asleep, the soft light hit his long eyelashes, and he was as quiet as a baby.

When Meng Chan stayed up late and worked overtime, Lin Zhao was reluctant to stay in the room, always lying on the sofa, insisting on waiting for Meng Chan to finish work before going to sleep, sometimes it was too boring to fall asleep involuntarily.

Looking at Lin Press's sleeping posture curled up on the sofa due to his tall body, the sentence of sleeping early in the typing column was repeated over and over again, but it still didn't come out.

Lin Press's family is from Shanghai, I thought that he would definitely go back to Shanghai to work hard after graduation, Meng Chan was also determined to resign from his job that was about to turn regular and go to Shanghai with him, but Lin Press blinked, "Don't go back, don't you want to stay, I'll accompany you." ”

The days passed like this, Xu Zishou went to Italy with his girlfriend, Meng Chan and Lin Press's jobs also turned positive, everyone seems to have a very good future, so if they like it, they seem to have to lose contact.

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Two years later.

Meng Chan was always called a model girlfriend by Lin Suo's friends. Because in the eyes of outsiders, she is really good to Lin Press.

Lin said that he wanted to go to the Internet café with his friends to play games, no matter how long Meng Chan agreed, and never complained.

Lin Press was drinking outside, no matter how late Meng Chan would cook the decanting soup and wait for him to go home and clean it up for him.

went out to travel together, and even the luggage was carried by Meng Chan herself.

Friends all expressed envy, at first Lin Zhao was very proud, and gradually he just smiled faintly.

They have been in love for three years, and Lin Zhao doesn't know how to write the four words of unreasonable trouble, because of Meng Chan's infinite understanding and tolerance, the two have never quarreled.

In Lin Press's opinion, this kind of love is too torturous, and he doesn't want this kind of love.

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