No·144 What kind of love do two boys talk about?

"Qi Fan, you are the most special person I have ever met."

He lived next door to me in the hotel and invited me downstairs for dinner.

That's what he said to me during the meal.

"Where did Mr. Gu start?"

I pretended not to understand.

Gu Pei: "I like you, can you see it?" I also arranged this business trip to have this opportunity. ”

I didn't reply to him right away.

I also have a good impression of him, who can pretend to be high in front of a handsome man, anyway, I can't.

Maybe it's because I took advantage of my appearance and made him take a fancy to me.

But when it comes to being a couple, I'm really not good.

So I refused very neatly: "Mr. Gu, I have someone I like." ”

Gu Pei: "Male or female? ”

Me: "Guy, I've always liked it since high school. ”

Gu Pei: "If you don't exclude men, then I still have a chance." ”

Me: "Mr. Gu made a mistake. ”

Gu Pei: "I only grasp the point I care about, that is, how likely are you to like me and bring my love back to life." ”

Gu Pei is a very interesting person, handsome, golden and blind. At that time, I thought that if it weren't for Qiu Ye, I would definitely fall in love with him.

After talking about the project, I heard that Ano and Sang Xu had already begun to discuss immigrating to the United States.

"What's so good about America." I complained as I ate the grapes on my plate.

Aye rubbed his eyebrows: "I don't want to go, but I can't help it, Sang Xu wants to stay over there." ”

"You're going to get married in the United States?"

Ano: "It's only this year that we got married. ”

I nodded, pulled out a tissue, wrapped the grape seeds and threw them away, and was about to leave.

"If you're going to have a wedding abroad, then I'm not going to join in the fun."

Aye: "Don't be like this, then where can I find the best man?" ”

I put down the computer bag in my hand again and sat down in front of Aye again: "Be your best man?" Let me see you marry someone else? You're too cruel, aren't you? ”

Actually, I'm not angry at all, and I haven't squeezed a drop of my feelings for Aye in the past few years.

I even began to think about whether or not to accept Gu Gu's appreciation.

Although I was purely joking, Ano looked at me and didn't say anything more.

Without much explanation, I got up and left.

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Five

When he was a sophomore in high school, Sang Xu was arranged by his family to go abroad.

In the face of future and love, Sang Xu resolutely chose to leave.

I didn't think about Ano at all, and I didn't have any worries.

Sang Xu didn't love him as much as Ano loved her.

The long-distance relationship was very tiring, and after Sang Xu left, Aye was depressed for several days.

Until one day I dragged him to a corner and beat him, and he went from being confused to fighting back, and I scolded all the swear words in the process, just to wake him up.

In the end, I didn't hold back, and pressed him against the wall and forced him to kiss me.

After three seconds of lip-to-lip contact, Ano jerked me away.

Ano: "What the are you doing?" ”

I almost yelled, "I like you and you can't see that?!" ++! Show affection with Sang Xu in front of me, I want to see you, do you know! ”

Ano sat against the wall, as if he was breathing his breath to get used to our kissing.

I also squatted down and sat next to him against the wall, and Aye glanced at me: "Qi Fan? ”

"Don't talk, don't ask, ask is I love you."

"It's not—"

"If you talk about it again, I'll be able to do it now."

“...........”

He didn't say anything more.

After that, we didn't talk again until we graduated from high school.

To be precise, I don't know how to talk to each other again.

It wasn't until the admission letter came down that we met again and had a good chat again.

As I expected, Sangchu stayed in the United States to attend college. Their romance is getting heavier and more tired.

"Sang Xu can't seem to stand it anymore, I'm a little scared."

"Come to me and tell me this is coming?"

Video stores have long been out of fashion, and now there are walkmans. So my mom quit the lease after the sale of those albums and guarded the small supermarket with peace of mind.

I don't want to pester her to open a bookstore.

All I had for that pile of records was Eagle's "Desperado" and "Hotel California."

I lay on the bed shaking my legs, and he lay on my desk shaking my little hourglass.

The prelude to the outlaws sounds:

"Desperado, whydon'tyoucometoyoursenses? )

You'vebeenoutridin'fencesforsolongnow

Oh, you're a stubborn guy

Iknowthatyou'vegotyourreasons (but I know you have your reasons)

Thesethingsthatarepleasin'you

Canhurtyousomehow (can also make your heart ache)

Don'tyoudraw thequeenofdiamonds,boy (don't draw the Q (Q can be a metaphor for money, power, or materialism and hard to high

Climbing girls))

She'llbeatyouifshe'sable (it/she will bring you nothing but pain)

Youknowthequeenofheartsisalwaysyourbestbet

Nowitseemstome, somefinethings (some good cards in my opinion right now)

Havebeenlaiduponyourtable (already on the table)

Butyouonlywanttheones

Thatyoucan'tget)"

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This song, which we have both heard countless times, now seems to be advising someone.

It should be to persuade me that this eye is full of people I can't get.

Ano got up, climbed onto the bed and lay down next to me.

I close it.

Before I could speak, he said, "Lying on the table."

It's uncomfortable, let me lie down for a while. ”

"Aren't you afraid that I'm plotting against you?"

"You still like me, huh?"

"Then how do you teach me to hate you?"

Ano shut up.

After a while, he spoke leisurely again: "Qi Fan, where did you get in?" ”

Me: "I didn't want to leave home and go to other places, so I applied to Zhejiang University." What about you? ”

Aye: "Coincidentally, my parents also reported to Zhejiang University for me." ”

After he finished speaking, he raised his arm to cover his eyes, and he didn't speak for a long time, and I could feel him crying.

I couldn't bear it, and began to scold him again: "Listen to the song so many times, you just listen to the background music?" Don't cling to a Q of a diamond, and let it go if you're all tired. ”

I swear that when I said this, I sincerely persuaded him, without the slightest personal feeling.

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Six

They still broke up, and Sang Xu talked about a foreigner boyfriend.

I can't forget the day when Ano blew six bottles of beer at KTV, and then cried like a fool next to me.

"I said I would break up a long time ago, come on, be green."

Aye has never been so out of shape, and I plotted against it next to me: "You don't want anyone now, I want you, do you follow me?" ”

Ano looked up at me with tears on his face.

"Look at your current decay, I am the only one who wants you. You just use me as a tool to relieve your mood, let's eat and drink, go to the concert together, when you don't want this relationship, just tell me, and we will return to the current relationship. ”

I pretended to look at him calmly.

"Think about it, I've liked you for so many years, so I'll give you a chance."

Aye straightened up and looked at me: "If you're a woman, maybe........... I wouldn't like Sang Xu. ”

I see.

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I nodded: "And now?" Without Sangyu, do you like me? ”

Ah Ye hugged his head and said in a muffled voice: "You are a man, what kind of love do two men have?" ”

"Why can't two men fall in love?"

I raised Ah Ye's head, asked him to look at me, and then clicked on the phone to record: "Qiu Ye, I like you, that stupid Sang Xu, she made you green, she doesn't care about your feelings at all!" I love you more than she does, is this a matter of two men? It's you who are willing to be a spare tire at all, and you can't forget Sang Zhao at all! Can't you just think about me? ”

Aye: "At the end of the day, it's not like I'm with you. ”

"yes, what's wrong?"

Aye: "No, no, I'll wait for Sang Xu." ”

"!"

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