Chapter 338: This Disgusting Truth
Most of those memories have been recalled by me. But there are still some that are very new to me.
I'm like a bystander, watching a movie from a third perspective.
But I'm not the only one who is the protagonist of this movie.
And her, Du Youlan.
I liked her at first, but why......
I can't see the reason, just like an ordinary man who likes a woman. Of course, excluding that spell and insect venom, I'm really just an ordinary man. She's funny, at first, probably when I was a patient and there was something wrong with me.
In layman's terms, it's a pervert, right?
meddling in things that shouldn't be taken care of, and saying messy lines.
But I was lucky that she had just left the deep valley, leaving Master, facing a strange world, loneliness, and unspeakable fear. If there had been one more person around her at that time, any of them, maybe I wouldn't have been so lucky.
But that's what it was like at first.
I don't know when I started, but I changed......
But I may not even know about that change.
Perhaps it was fateful that I was also saddled with the task of finding the human head. But it's different, I'm not as innocent as Du Youlan at that time, and I wonder every day why I have to find that human head, why I have to destroy it, or seal it.
What exactly will he bring?
It wasn't until the moment I met him that I finally understood......
That's my face.
But......
He's more than my face.
Du Youlan and I looked at the eyeball closest to us in front of us, and the picture of me entering the tomb and seeing the immortal head for the first time was floating on it. But this picture is different from the first time I saw it in the secret realm of the sand sea. He does have the same face as me, but on the back of that face, there is another face.
It's what Du Youlan looks like.
In those eyes, there are not only pictures, but also voices in our hearts, which are the conversations at that time......
"You...... What exactly? "That was me, Wei Heng's first words when he saw this human head.
"As you can see, I am you."
"Why? Why is this happening...... Why our faces, and why orchids, why do our faces, ...... will be on your head. ”
"Some things are like this, things that you think you can't understand anyway, to another person, maybe it's a simple problem, maybe it's not even a problem."
"It's a spell, you're disturbing my ......" Wei Heng pinched the Dao seal with his hand.
He wanted to do something, but he didn't know that it was not himself who was controlling him at that time, but the curiosity in his heart.
"What are you going to do to me? Kill or seal? ”
"It's okay, I have to destroy you."
"Oh? So why? ”
"Because you're ......"
"How do I? Is it the poison of this world? Why do you think so, or rather, who told you this? Why, do you have to follow the picture of other people's mouths to correspond to the world in front of you? That's not good or evil, it's just an answer. But you don't know if the answer is right or wrong. We were born with the same face, and if I deserve to die, what should you do? ”
Wei Heng couldn't answer the head's question.
The Dao seal on his hand gradually loosened.
I don't know how long it took for him to finally speak and ask a question, "Then what answer can you give me?" ”
But instead of giving an answer, the head asked: "Is the world you see more painful or happy?" ”
"Why do you ask this?"
"You just have to answer."
"Happy...... No, maybe it's pain, I don't know. ”
"Say it to yourself."
"Me? At least for now, I still like to live. ”
"He......h," the head smiled coldly, "but you will eventually face pain, the more comfortable your life is at the moment, the more you feel that this world is beautiful, and the pain that has yet to come, the more real it is." The person you love will finally say goodbye to you in the endless time and space, you can't chase it, and you will never see each other. Everything you love will always be gone. It's going to happen, no matter how comfortable you are living right now. You will linger in the entanglement of pain and pleasure, and that is the eternal ......"
"But you're lucky, at least, you'll be able to survive now." Its voice suddenly enveloped Wei Heng, and it also surrounded me and Du Youlan.
The picture in front of Wei Heng's eyes changed, it was war, killing, and all the dark sides of this world.
"I never wanted to destroy the world, I exist to make it better. But mortals can't understand it. ”
"What are you going to do?"
Wei Heng asked.
The head in front of him suddenly distorted, and Du Youlan's face, which was originally on the back, was now juxtaposed with Wei Heng's face.
The two mouths spoke at the same time, "You and I are the same person, billions of beings in this world...... It's the same person...... But the split of different wills gave birth to endless suffering. I, I want to destroy the pain. ”
"I don't understand ......"
"You don't need to understand, you just need to do it."
"Why did I listen to you?"
"Then why did you come to destroy me? Always choose one to believe, in your own heart, there is no answer? ”
Wei Heng fell into a strange circle.
The head continued: "Actually, you have the answer in your heart, otherwise your Dao Seal will not be put down. ”
"I just want to know more ......"
"That means you're suspicious."
"So what am I going to do to get you out of here?"
"No, you just need to ...... Fusion of my two insect venoms. ”
The heads were split into two at the moment, and the faces of Wei Heng and Du Youlan were like two yin and yang fish, and they made voices at the same time, "I have two sides, right and wrong, good and evil, restraining each other, balancing, and if you break the balance, you will devour each other." You and she are the vessels that carry my insect venom. If you think the same thing as me, she is your enemy. ”
"I don't agree with you......"
"But you haven't done anything to me until now. I tell you, the power, not even a seal, but to kill me. But do you do it? The world you want to see is not what you want to be, the world you want to see, and the world she wants to see...... It's not the same. ”
As the words fell, a blood-colored stone fell from the yin and yang fish, shaped like a coral and like a head.
"Absorb her worm venom."
"And what will happen to her?"
"Become a shell."
"I can't do ......"
"I'll give you the things, and all the choices are in your hands. I still have that answer in my mouth, you want to kill me, you can do it now, but ...... Do you kill? ”
……
The picture distorts and eventually disappears.
"It turns out that this is how the ghost head coral came from." Du Youlan's voice echoed in my ears.
I turned to look at her, only to find that she was not with me. Everything just now seemed to put me in an illusion, as if she was right next to me, watching everything with me.
"Right...... Looks like that's how it came about. I responded, but had mixed feelings.
"Hey, what kind of world do you want to see, and how is it different from mine?" She asked.
"I don't know ......"
"You should know."
"I don't know, I don't have that memory."
"I'm asking about the world that Zoraku wants to see."
I heard her question clearly, but I didn't want to answer, I wanted to withdraw my hand, but I was stopped by Du Youlan, "Wait, look, the last scene ......"
In one eye, there were images of Du Youlan, the skinless fox demon, and me.
At that time, I cast a curse to associate Du Youlan with the fox demon's insect venom.
But this scene is a fatal lightning strike.
Originally, a moment ago, I was still thinking that Du Youlan was drained of insect venom by the ghost head coral, I didn't want her to become a shell, I didn't want her to die one day, because there was no insect venom, and it would disappear completely. So it seems to be a curse to protect the fox, but in fact, it exists to maintain Du Youlan.
Can......
At the last glance of that scene, in my eyes, only the body of the fox demon was reflected.
There is no Lan.
"Heh......"
She saw it too, and she smiled coldly.
Like every time she laughed, but this time, I heard it very clearly.
It turned out that I betrayed her not only in interests.
It turns out that this is the truth.
I've fantasized about the hidden secret countless times, but it doesn't exist at all.
It turns out that the answer will really be far more shameless than we imagined.
I shook my hand off!
I spit out tentacles!
I crushed that Gu worm into a mash of meat in an instant!
"Whew...... ...... "I was panting, and my heart was beating faster.
"What's wrong with you?" She asked.
But I didn't respond, and the insect venom in my body began to repel Du Youlan's black mucus, pulling her out of my right arm! In the moonlight, a hare ran through the bushes, and I threw the black slime far away on the rabbit, turned my head, chose an unclear direction, and ran wildly.
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