No.142 I'm sorry for Tsuruda-kun, who I haven't seen for a long time

Sudo Murano impatiently grabbed Tsuruta Sada's shoulders and pressed him hard against the wall, blocking his lips hard.

Tsuruda's eyes widened, and Sudo Tian kissed him.

Sudo covered his eyes with his other hand, and Tsuruta chin was stuck hard with his other hand, forcing him to open his mouth, sticking his slippery tongue into his mouth, sucking and stirring in his mouth.

After kissing for a long time, Tsuruta was almost out of breath and patted Sudo's shoulder to signal.

And Sudo let go of him and said, "You have a good relationship with that Sakai Kushima?" ”

Before Tsuruta could reply, Sudo's lips were printed again.

"I'm about to forget about him." I finally took a breath and said.

"Leave him alone." Sudo touched Tsuruda's face and said, "Tsuruda-kun, you're so sweet." ”

"I've been drinking tea just now."

"It's not because of the tea that you're sweet."

In the end, Tsuruta Sada's legs were weak, and Sudo let him go and began to bite his neck, leaving traces that were destined to disappear.

"Don't ........"

"It's fine."

"Don't ........ here"

Sudo's movements suddenly froze, and then he kissed Tsuruta fiercely, and then pulled him out of here.

Still not quite comfortable returning to the light, Tsuruta straightened his collar.

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08

As soon as he opened the door, Sudo Murano stuffed Tsuruta Sadashi into the back compartment.

"Murano!"

"It's okay, I'm not going to do anything."

He pressed on Tsuruta Sada, who leaned against the car door on the other side.

"I miss you so much. I thought you weren't going to come to this party........"

"........" Tsuruta didn't know how to answer.

"How many years haven't we seen each other? Five years? ”

"It's going to take longer."

"I'm sorry."

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"I don't blame you."

Hearing this, Sudo Murano finally lifted the head buried in Tsuruda's neck.

Tsuruta saw the tears in the corners of his eyes.

"I'm still worried about what I'll do if you don't wait for me where you are."

"You packed my soul and heart with your schoolbag and took it away, I can't catch up, what do you want me to do?"

Sudo chuckled twice.

"Let's go, go to my house?"

"........" Tsuruta did not speak again.

Sudo Murano looked at Tsuruta Sada's face that was gradually reddening in the night.

"I'm still so shy."

He pinched Tsuruta's nose, then got out of the car and sat in the driver's seat.

"I'll just sit here."

The two of them walked from the back of the car to the front of the car together, and it was inevitable to have a reverie when they were seen.

"Okay." Sudo replied with a smile.

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09

"Tsuruda-kun, Tsuruda-kun."

Tsuruta heard someone call him, so he slowly opened his eyes.

Tsuruta "Don't sleep anymore, the doctor is starting to rush us."

Tsuruta immediately got up: "...... Doctor? ”

"Hmm. You're suffering from heat stroke. ”

“....”

Tsuruta lay down again: "Ah, it's September, I can still be hit."

Summer......... What a physique? ”

"Hurry up."

"Okay."

The two of them walked side by side on the street, and the evening afterglow was a very beautiful color, and the warm breeze wrapped around Tsuruta's whole body made him feel dizzy, but it was very comfortable.

"It's beautiful." Sudo said.

"Yes." Tsuruta Sada, looking at the purple sky, said.

"I'm talking about you."

Tsuruta's footsteps paused.

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Sudo was diagonally in front of him, and neither of them dared to move.

Tsuruta didn't know if Sudo Murano meant what he thought, and Sudo didn't know what Tsuruta Sada's understanding meant.

After a few seconds of stalemate, Tsuruta spoke first: "Me? ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Sudo turned sharply and pulled him to run.

The warm wind is now wrapping Tsuruta Sada, and Sudo is running fast, but Tsuruta does not break away from Sudo's hand.

Tsuruta looked at Sunset in the distance and tightened Sudo's grip on his hand.

Both of them had a premonition of what was going to happen in the next second.

It wasn't until they ran to a deserted place that Sudo Murano stopped, and he held Tsuruta's hand tightly, pressing him against the wall to prevent him from moving.

My heart is beating out.

"Tsuruta-san, Tsuruta-kun, Tsuruta Sada."

The heartbeat is so loud.

"I like you."

The sound of the bicycle suddenly appeared, and Tsuruta widened his eyes as he heard the sound getting closer and closer to them.

"Tsuruta?"

The bicycle passed by the two men.

Tsuruta Sada, still surprised, didn't speak.

Finally, Sudo Murano let go of the hand holding Tsuruta's shoulder and whispered, "Sure enough, it still doesn't work?" ”

After speaking, he was about to let go of the hand that the two were holding, but he was pulled back by Tsuruta Sada.

"So soon, do you have to regret it?"

“........... Yes? ”

"Take my hand and you won't be able to let go of it again. Can you guarantee it? "Tsuruta can't say anything.

Sudo's expression gradually changed from disappointment to joy: "Of course! As soon as I hold it, it will be for a lifetime! You also have to promise that you are willing to be led by me for the rest of your life. ”

"Of course I do. It's like a wedding scene now. ”

The two of them hugged each other and laughed, as if they had seen Chaplin throw away his top hat, and they couldn't stop laughing.

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10

"Why did you transfer?"

Tsuruta grabbed Sudo Murano's hand in packing his school bag.

"There's something going on at home."

"Won't you tell me something?"

"You don't care."

After saying that, he strode out of the classroom, no one in the classroom spoke, although most people knew the relationship between the two of them, but everyone was racing against time for the exam, and no one had the leisure to care about others.

Tsuruta was stunned for a long time, but still chased after him.

"Murano!"

The people in front of them ran faster and faster.

"Murano! Are you going to let go? Are you going to let go? Tsuruta shouted.

Sudo Murano didn't stop as he imagined, and ran out of the school gate.

Tsuruta Sadda squatted in place, and it was different from what he thought, he didn't cry.

It's weird.

It's weird.

Why?

Everything that begins and ends with Sudo-kun is so unreal.

Really, fake?

After Tsuruta Sada, she went to Sudo Murano's house.

The gates are tightened and the doorbell is not energized. You can see that the curtains are gone, but when you look through the window, you can only see the unadorned walls.

It's weird.

Why.

What's wrong.

Do you have to leave because of an accident at home?

What about a lifetime?

He didn't even forget the sound of his bicycle.

It's true.

But it's also true that Sudo dragged his schoolbag and ran.

Fake.

What is fake? It's not fake.

Tsuruta Sada: She felt like she was going crazy.

What the hell is going on, so that Sudo Murano can give up.

Is it because Sudo Murano suddenly thinks it's an incredible thing to like boys, so he wants to run away?

Tsuruta didn't take the train and walked home. I was crying all the way, but my expression was cold.

I was in a daze for nearly a week, and I woke up after being scolded by the head teacher.

Later, everything was going on normally, and as expected, I was admitted to Juntendo University, and was sponsored by the local government to finish my studies, and then I stayed in the hospital as expected.

Everything is strangely normal.

11

"Murano! Are you going to let go? Are you going to let go? ”

Sudo Murano was running fast, and the sound of the wind was in his ears. But this sentence is much louder than the wind.

When he heard it, he couldn't help crying.

Is it I I trying to loosen? Is that what I want to loose?!

When I ran home, it was empty, and my tears seemed to have been blown dry.

"Ah, Murano is back, just right, let's get in the car."

Mrs. Sudo finished moving the last few pots of flowers.

"If you go to Yokohama, you have to study hard."

"Hmm."

"Don't be reluctant to be here, you always have to come back here for college and work."

"Hmm."

"It's okay, follow your dad."

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"Mom."

The woman turned her head.

"Can't I stay here with you?"

"Mr. Yamaguchi, he has a child."

"And what the hell are you for?!" Sudo Murano roared.

"You don't understand, go with your father."

"You don't want me like that?"

"Good."

Sudo Murano felt that he was really unproductive, and he was reluctant to shed tears because he was so old.

"What about my own life? I rent a house, my dad sends me money, or I work on my own. ”

"What's wrong? So reluctant to be here? Or are you reluctant to be here? ”

"Tsuruta Sada."

"Good brother will always see you again, just leave him a contact information."

"He doesn't have a phone at home!"

"Write a letter."

"He doesn't know where I'm going."

“…… There's no way around that, you don't tell him. ”

"Then I'll go back to school again."

"Murano!" Junji Sudo yelled.

"Mother-in-law, mother-in-law, hurry up and get in the car!"

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12

Sudo Murano opened the door and pulled Tsuruta Sada, to the bedroom and pressed him to the bed.

"I almost miss you, I don't know how I held back when I saw you at the party."

Tsuruta gasped under the heavy kiss: "Then you didn't even want to talk to me and left, I thought you didn't like me anymore, I felt that homosexuality was disgusting, and I wanted to escape." ”

As he spoke, the discomfort came up again, and tears poured out directly.

Sudo looked distressed.

"Don't cry, if I can't help it for a while, what's the matter with the two of us hugging and crying."

Tsuruta relented.

"It's me who is useless, I'm sorry."

Originally, what he wanted was not to tell Tsuruta the truth, for fear that he would give up his dream and not go to heaven, but he was bent on thinking about him who had already settled in Yokohama.

If Tsuruta hadn't been admitted to Shunten, then he would have apologized.

But now I know that Tsuruta Zhen completely misunderstood what he meant.

"I'm sorry."

Tsuruta-kun shook his head, got up and kissed Sudo.

The kiss gradually intensified as Sudo stroked it.

When I thought about it, I didn't even say goodbye, and I felt bored.

They missed, and that was just missed.

The hearts are now connected again, that is, they will not let go of each other anymore if they peel off a layer of skin.

Tsuruta Sada, looking at Sudo Murano, suddenly bit his neck.

"It's been a long time since I've been misplaced, Sudo-kun."

"It's been a long time, Tsuruda-kun who has always made me sorry."

After saying that, both of them laughed.

Sudo hugged Tsuruta Sada: "Finally goodbye." ”

When I meet you again, the sick winter is over.