"You give me a deadline and let me wait for you for as long as you say........ Can you let me spend my whole life waiting for you to nod and let you look back at me......"

Shi Youran's heart seemed to be pressed by something, and even his breath was heavy.

Lu Suiying smiled lightly, but there was loneliness in his eyes, "It's not that I can't afford to wait, I have a lifetime to wait for you." But do you know that I'm actually quite timid, and I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid that I'll wait for you all my life, but wait until you finally marry someone else. Just like Qin Lu who appeared in the sky at the beginning, he easily grabbed your attention and like, which made me even more disillusioned. ”

"You know that it hurts? It's the person you like who is chanting another person's name in front of you, and you stupidly watch the person you like get hurt and frustrated in your relationship, but you can't protect her....... That feeling is really suffocating........" Lu Suiying said softly.

Lu Suiying's words fell.

The room was silent.

Lu Suiying drank glass after glass of red wine, decadent and lonely.

Looking at him in front of him, Shi leisurely remembered how he smoked a lot last time.

In the past, Brother Lu didn't smoke or drink much, but after returning from abroad, he seemed to smoke a cigarette in his hand, and even drank alcohol, and he was no longer drinking slowly.

His words hit her heart silently.

It turns out that when she loves others, there is also a person who loves her regardless of everything.

"Brother Lu ........" took a leisurely sip of red wine, and his voice was very low, "But you never said you liked it........ I ......."

Lu Suiying looked at her, "Because I don't dare." If I told you what I liked when I was eighteen, would you and I still be like this now? No, you will stay away from me, you will avoid me, and then you will be strangers to me........ You've always been a very sensible girl, if you don't like it, you don't like it, you won't give people illusions, you will reject it. ”

Shi leisurely pursed his lips and was silent.

Indeed, if the eighteen-year-old Brother Lu confessed to her, she would alienate Brother Lu and not let this love ferment.

Lu Suiying said lightly: "I don't say it, at least I can get along with you in the name of my brother, so that you can be defenseless against me." So........ Shi leisurely, I am a person with means, and I have been calculating you, my good to you is not without impurities, but with a purpose. I treat you, let alone the brother and sister you think, you and I are not brothers and sisters, and I have never regarded you as my sister, I have always been possessive and stubborn towards you. ”

Shi Youran couldn't speak.

I don't know what to say.

I only knew that my heart was about to jump out of my throat.

Her fingertips trembled slightly, she hesitated for a long time, and said softly, "Brother Lu......... But I've always treated you as a brother......."

"I know," Lu Suiying interrupted her, "but you have to understand, I'm not your brother. I know you may not be able to accept my liking for you all at once, I can wait, wait for you for the rest of my life, but the time is leisurely........ Can you, don't let another Qin Law ........ between us"

Shi Youran's heart tightened, "Brother Lu........."

"As far as the two of us consume each other, you develop your career, I will never disturb you in the slightest. I'll spend my whole life waiting for you, and when you want to end your life as a person one day, just tell me and let me be your first alternate......