“...... You gave all your thoughts and eyes to Qin Lu, and what remained with me was only that very small 'family affection'. ”

"You treat me with 'affection', but when you are leisurely, I am not. I have a 'love for you' and a persistent 'possessiveness'. ”

The more he spoke, the more he drank, and the lower his voice became.

Her heart was dull and tight, and she softly dissuaded: "Brother Lu........."

"You listen to me," Lu Suiying interrupted her dissuasion and smiled lightly at her, "Shi Youran, I said last time, 'You are stupid in love, and I am cheap'." This time, I want to tell you how I 'made a mistake'. ”

"We've known each other for more than ten years." Lu Suiying said in a deep voice, his voice depressed and deep, "From the day I met you, I knew that I had been planted in this life. ”

"At the age of eighteen, I made a birthday wish to myself: to grow up quickly......."

"At the age of nineteen, you brought me a cake and made me make a wish. When I was nineteen years old, I had a small belly and chicken intestines: Don't fall in love at school. And you told me that you love to sing, and you dream of one day standing on stage and shining. What you don't know is that because of your liking, I went to learn staves, went to learn lyrics and composition....... I learned a lot about music........"

"At the age of twenty, I look at you as an adult, look at you who are generous and graceful, and I work hard in college to plan and struggle for the future......."

"Twenty-one years old, I was nervous, I was afraid that my hard work would not be able to catch up with you, so I fought hard to struggle, and even felt that it was a waste of time to celebrate my birthday."

"On my twenty-second birthday, I went to stand at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Looking at a couple of newcomers who entered the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau to pull their certificates, I fantasized about the picture of you appearing in the Civil Affairs Bureau with me thousands of times. At that time, I was determined that in this life, except for being leisurely with the times, I would not walk into the Civil Affairs Bureau with any girl. ”

"At the age of twenty-three, my hard work paid off and I was able to stand on my feet. I bought a cake of your favorite flavor and waited for you that day, but I didn't wait for you, I only waited for you to appear on the screen. That day........ It happened to be the award ceremony of the Golden Melody Awards. On my twenty-third birthday, I felt that it was a double happiness, I had a firm foothold in my career, and my favorite person was recognized and liked by many, many people......."

"At the age of twenty-four, when I finally had the courage to say to you that I liked it, I saw you and Qin Lu open up their relationship........ Then, you and Qin Lu's names were kindly engraved together, and in the Weibo and news on the Internet, in reality, what you will always hear is your Qin Lu...... And I, I can only watch and listen to Qin Lu's name, and listen to you say over and over again that you like Qin Lu and want to withdraw from the circle for him......."

"At the age of twenty-five, on my birthday in a foreign country, I stayed awake all night, thinking about Jiangcheng and the people in Jiangcheng......."

"This year, I'm twenty-six, and I've liked you for many, many years." Lu Suiying's gaze fell fixedly on the silent Shi Youran, and said slowly in a low voice: "Shi Youran, can you give me a deadline for the sake of me being serious and persistent for so many years." Even if you say let me wait ten, twenty, thirty years....... You give me a deadline and let me wait for you for as long as you say......