Chapter 243: Precipitation
When he woke up the next day, he still didn't get better, so Lu Ze planned to go to a tertiary hospital near the airport for a check-up.
Indeed, since the last time he was discharged from the hospital, Lu Ze's physical condition has been very poor, I am afraid that the long-term hospitalization life and the frequent new problems have caused his physical functions to not return to the state of a normal person, coupled with all kinds of mental pressure over the past year, he has already been riddled with holes.
However, Su Yue and Lu Ze both knew very well that it was precisely because of this sincere emotion that they could not meet and seek that they were able to face the bad news one after another. After being knocked down by difficulties every time, it is precisely because I know that I have the blessing of this relationship that I can get up again and face the difficulties.
The so-called shared suffering, I am afraid that this is exactly the case.
If it is really as the fortune teller aunt said, Zhengyuan is destined to experience difficulties together and grow old together, then Su Yue only hopes that these torturous days can be used as a foreshadowing for a peaceful and joyful life in the future. If everything that the two of them are suffering now is a blessing for a better life in the future, then it will surely also become the driving force on the way forward.
Three days later, Lu Ze's examination report came out, and the results of the report made both Lu Ze and Su Yue feel a little unbelievable——— tuberculosis.
Although it is not a serious form of tuberculosis, it is clearly contagious and requires hospitalization, isolation, regular check-ups, and long-term medication. Obviously, Lu Ze's previous symptoms of low-grade fever and physical discomfort were caused by tuberculosis.
Su Yue felt very guilty because of this, it turned out that Lu Ze was really unwell that day, and it was not due to psychological reasons as she judged. And it was precisely because of his one-sided judgment that not only almost delayed Lu Ze's treatment, but also caused his emotions to collapse completely. If Lu Ze successfully got on the plane that day, it was possible to spread the virus, then presumably the result after meeting would only be worse.
Thinking of this, Su Yue sighed deeply.
Perhaps, as the fortune teller aunt said, God has its own arrangements, and perhaps the time has not yet come for the two people to meet. Su Yue couldn't help but think of Master's words———
"Chosen by heaven, don't wither and blame, feel its original intention, think about its gains."
If all this is God's will, then just accept it calmly. Although Su Yue didn't understand the meaning of Heaven arranging everything like this, at least she was sure in her heart——— she was willing to wait.
There is no grievance and unwillingness in this waiting, but a mentality that gradually tends to stabilize. Because Su Yue also wanted to know if waiting like this would make them understand more, if it was really as Auntie said, then the two of them would definitely benefit from this long wait.
Tuberculosis is a condition that requires long-term treatment, which means that two people will not be able to see each other for a short period of time.
Faced with the long wait again, both of them obviously looked at the current situation more calmly than before, and after the baptism of separation and merger and countless setbacks, Lu Ze and Su Yue often calmed down and confided their inner thoughts to each other.
"Su Yue, today I have a detailed doctor, he said that the recovery period of tuberculosis is about a few months to a few years, most of which vary according to the patient's infection and recovery progress. But don't worry, he said that my tuberculosis is not that serious, so it will be back in a few months. ”
Lu Ze pretended to be calm and said, obviously he was doing his best to comfort Su Yue. But Su Yue couldn't guess Lu Ze's thoughts, she understood that Lu Ze must be more lonely and blamed herself than anyone else at the moment, so she comforted Lu Ze in a gentle tone:
"It doesn't matter, since I want to prepare for a long-term struggle, then I have also thought it through, and I am willing to wait for you. So Lu Ze, you don't have to have too much pressure, just rest in peace, as for my parents, I will also find an opportunity to explain it to them, I believe they will understand us. ”
"Su Yue, I know it's really unfair to you to let you wait for me like this. But if I have to tell you what I think in my heart, I'm going to be honest with you..."
Lu Ze's tone also softened, and he continued:
"Although it is a bit selfish to say this, but Su Yue, I find that I really can't live without you. Although I have wronged you by keeping you waiting for me, I have to admit that you have become a part of my life and the motivation for me to persevere. Honestly... Every time I am separated from you, it makes me miserable, and as long as I can be with you, as long as the two of us can be well, it is enough for me to overcome all difficulties. ”
"Lu Ze, thank you for being so honest with me what you really think in your heart, and what I want to tell you is that I don't think we owe anything to each other, and a real relationship has never owed anyone anything. Maybe I did feel aggrieved and unwilling at the beginning, but after so many things, I seem to be able to face all this calmly now, because I know that you will always choose to stand with me. ”
Su Yue smiled knowingly, I don't know when it started, she found that there was more certainty and calmness between herself and Lu Ze, this must be the harvest after sharing hardships.
"I will always stand with you, forever."
Lu Ze said seriously word by word, the emotion in his voice could not be hidden, and in an instant, the distance between the hearts of the two people was shortened.
"Well, I'm sure, so we'll spend this time together and in peace."
Su Yue said softly to Lu Ze, she felt that the inexplicable induction between the two of them was gradually strengthening. However, in the face of today's current situation, Su Yue also had to be honest about what she was worried about:
"But to maintain a relationship in such a tormented situation, it is still as sweet as ever... It must not be an easy task, right? How many couples are happy when they are in love, but once they encounter a setback, they will break up, hey..."
"Maybe it's because they don't love each other that much, and they all use suffering as a reason to separate rather than a way to benefit from it."
Luzer tried to continue to say what he said:
"But Su Yue, we are not the same as them. We've gone through so many trials and tribulations together, but the result is unexpected——— no difficulties have been able to separate us, but have made us more and more tight, don't you think? ”
"Indeed... I never imagined that I would be able to willingly wait someone for so long. ”
Su Yue then said to herself:
And as time went by, I thought that the two would drift apart because they couldn't meet, but it didn't turn out to be like this, but it made us cherish this relationship more and more... It's a little strange when you think about it. ”
"The precipitation of time..."
I saw Lu Ze slowly speak:
"This period of suffering has been transformed into spiritual food and has allowed us all to grow, so if you think about it, we are still lucky."
"Lucky... Luze, we are indeed lucky. I think the relationship we have gained is only gained after going through this hardship. ”
"So I didn't regret it for a second, and if I had to choose again, I would still do it even if I would lose a lot or suffer a lot."
"Me too."
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