"Luze... I admit that I did want to give up at that moment, but after talking to my aunt, I realized that it was just the voice of my demons, not what I really thought in my heart. ”

But what's the point of sticking with it? I can't even do something as simple as meeting each other, can I? I can't even be with you on your birthday, I feel like a real failure, like you said, maybe I've already had a problem with my psyche, and I don't have the confidence to be sure that I won't face the same failure next time. So Su Yue, I don't want to delay you any longer, maybe without me, you can be truly happy. ”

"It's just your personal opinion, no one can be sure that we'll be better off when we're apart."

"I'm sure you can, as for my words... Life is just a matter of living, and I just want to find a place where no one knows to live alone. ”

"Just leave everyone who cares about you?"

"I don't need anyone's attention."

"Lu Ze, don't close yourself off anymore... It's an escape. ”

"Whether it's escaping or being cowardly, no one in this world needs me anymore, and I don't need anyone anymore."

"What about me? If it weren't for you, I wouldn't believe in love anymore. ”

"You're going to meet someone better than me."

"No... If I am separated from you, it means that my heart has withered, because I have already given all my love to you, and even if we are not together, I will not be able to fall in love with anyone again. ”

After Su Yue firmly told Lu Ze what she really thought in her heart, she immediately asked:

"Do you want me to be like that?"

"I don't want to..."

Obviously, Su Yue's firm attitude affected Lu Ze's heart, making it no longer hard.

Once upon a time, when he lost hope in everything, it was precisely because of Lu Ze's firm attitude that he regained his spirit, and this time it was time to change himself to give Lu Ze a dose of powerful medicine.

"Lu Ze, since you don't want to see me become like that, you have to take your due responsibility for me..."

According to Su Yue's understanding of Lu Ze after getting along for so long, his sense of responsibility and mission is the driving force for him to move forward, and once he finds that he is no longer needed, the confidence from his heart will disappear. So making him feel needed right now is the medicine that can calm his heart:

"Because I can't leave you now, if I insist on separation, I will only end up disgusted with love. Maybe it's possible to find someone to marry, or to become a monk, but I guess no matter which one of them is, it's not what you want to see, right? I'm not trying to scare you... Because the heart is like this, it cannot be repaired if it is completely broken, and now it is in your hands, and it is your choice as to what to do with it. ”

"You... Is this a moral kidnapping for me? ”

Lu Ze seemed to be amused by Su Yue's words, and asked jokingly.

"That's right, a real moral kidnapping."

Su Yue replied solemnly.

After a few seconds, I only heard a long sigh on the other end of the phone, followed by a helpless but satisfied emotion:

"Little Ancestor... I really can't do anything about you. ”

It seemed that Lu Ze's heart knot had been untied, Su Yue was relieved, and then asked pretending to be serious:

"Then you now feel your conscience and answer me, do you really want to part with me?"

"No, not at all."

Lu Ze replied firmly.

"That's right, if there are any problems, let's overcome them together."

"Okay, thank you, Su Yue. But it's... You have suffered with me. ”

"What's the matter with me? Come on, you just don't give me any trouble... For example, deliberately going missing or something..."

Speaking of this, Su Yue remembered the most important thing, and then asked:

"Anyway... Where the hell are you now? At least tell me the details, so that my aunt and sister can rest assured, right? ”

"Hmm... In a quiet place in the airport, I want to be quiet by myself, and I don't have to worry about asking them not to come to me, I just want to be alone for now. ”

"Well, got it, I'll pass it on to them."

After that, Su Yue sent a text message to her aunt, roughly explaining to her the process of untying the knot with Lu Ze, and asked them to rest assured for the time being, and went to the hospital for an examination first, and Lu Ze could leave it to himself here.

After informing, Su Yue continued to ask:

"And what are you going to do now?"

"Find a nearby hotel to stay and rest for one night, and then decide tomorrow depending on the situation."

"Okay, can you do it yourself?"

"Yes, don't worry."

"Okay, let me know when you get to your accommodation."

"Okay, I got it."

After hanging up the phone, Su Yue breathed a long sigh of relief, looked at Sister Wei on the side, and smiled at her.

After a while, the car stopped in the underground garage. I saw Sister Wei put the car keys into her bag and said to Su Yue:

"Baby, I think there's something special about the two of you."

"Oh? Which point? ”

Su Yue looked at Sister Wei curiously.

"No matter how bad the situation is or how broken the mood is, you can communicate calmly and well."

"This is a tacit understanding that we have formed for a long time, whether it is a quarrel or a misunderstanding, it will not be allowed to exceed 24 hours, and it will definitely be resolved as soon as possible, and there will be no cold war."

"That's great, that's how effective communication is. And baby, mom really thinks you've grown up and matured a lot in your heart. ”

"Isn't that? Isn't it too much of a loss to endure so much hardship and not grow? Ha ha. ”

Su Yue replied self-deprecatingly, and then hooked Sister Wei's arm and walked home.

Although it is a joke, it is also a big truth, this is what Su Yue really thinks in her heart.

Some people are destined to be beaten by suffering, slump or give up on themselves, but Su Yue and Lu Ze are not willing to become that kind of people.

If everyone has encountered hardships and setbacks in their lives to a greater or lesser extent, then instead of sighing and complaining that fate is so unfair to them, why not straighten up and face the storm head-on, so as to develop a tenacious state of mind that is enough to withstand the storm.

Only by learning to live with suffering can we achieve true peace of mind.

This truth can only be truly and completely realized through continuous personal experience. But when you will be enlightened varies from person to person.

Perhaps some people still live in infinite regret and dissatisfaction with this world throughout their lives until the moment of death, which must be the most painful moment in life. Because inner dissatisfaction is always a black hole that cannot be filled, devouring the vitality of our hearts and making us panic all day long.

Later in the evening, the aunt told Su Yue that she had taken her sister back to the hospital where the master was for a check-up. Her lower abdominal cramps have been relieved a little, but she has a low-grade fever, and the doctor said that it is okay to stick to the infusion for a few days.

On the other hand, Lu Ze had already stayed in a hotel near the airport, but his condition did not seem to be very good, and he actually developed a high fever in the middle of the night...

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