"Is that okay? I don't need anything anymore! None of this has anything to do with me, I don't want anything! ”

Su Yue roared hoarsely, her heart had completely collapsed at this moment, and her tears were bursting in an instant. She frantically wept and shredded the paper in her hand, as if she wanted to vent all the depression in her heart.

After venting, she realized that her mother had been silently looking at her, and her eyes were already red.

Immediately, a deep sense of guilt completely enveloped Su Yue in an instant, and at this moment she could no longer face her mother, and her heart was extremely depressed, she only felt a burst of chest tightness and dizziness, and her whole body was weak.

"So be it..."

After Su Yue dropped this sentence indifferently, she returned to the room without looking back, burying her head in the quilt and crying.

The inhibition of breathlessness made her have a splitting headache, and tears gushed out like a flood that had burst the embankment, and a deep pain arose.

Since that day, Su Yue seemed to have completely changed as a person, her face was expressionless from morning to night, and she no longer communicated with anyone.

Even in the face of Lu Ze, even if he tried his best to make Su Yue happy, she could only occasionally spit out a few cold words, followed by boundless silence...

It wasn't so much that Su Yue was reluctant to speak, but that she couldn't speak, and even she didn't know why, and since that day she had fallen into a suppressed mood and couldn't extricate herself.

Although after this emotional outburst, Sister Wei also realized the seriousness of the matter, and realized that it was her behavior that stimulated Su Yue, which caused her to fall into the current sluggish state, for which Sister Wei also sincerely apologized, and said that she would not speculate about Lu Ze in this way in the future. But even if Su Yue could understand her mother, it was obvious that she was no longer able to get out of this sluggish state at this moment.

She eats very little food every day, and spends the rest of her time sitting on the couch in a daze or playing games, but she doesn't talk to anyone. Her parents or Luze tried to talk to her, but she only nodded slightly or shook her head in response, her eyes glazed and expressionless, unable to control herself in the dark...

Just sitting motionless on the couch, not communicating with anyone all day, unwilling to go out and unwilling to face anything...

For Su Yue, there was nothing darker than this.

For this state of her own, Su Yue knew that she couldn't control herself, and she only felt that she often felt tightness in her chest and had difficulty breathing. Sometimes when the eyes are staring straight in a certain direction, even if the mind is blank and nothing is thought, tears will be shed inexplicably, and the pain and depression in the heart are indescribable.

Sometimes she looked at herself in the mirror, her face was pale and haggard, there was no trace of blood, her eyes were empty, and she looked like an emotionless robot.

After a week, these symptoms show no signs of abating. Out of not wanting her parents to continue to worry about herself, Su Yue promised to visit the familiar old Chinese medicine doctor with her mother early tomorrow morning.

Early the next morning, Su Yue put on a black coat and a peaked cap that was enough to block her vision and sunlight, and followed her mother to the clinic near her home.

After waiting for a while like last time, the number of people was gradually becoming scarcer, and the old Chinese medicine doctor called his name.

After taking the pulse, I saw the old Chinese medicine doctor say thoughtfully:

"The situation of depression is more serious... The last time you came, I don't think it was as bad as it is now, but lately I've probably been irritated. ”

“......”

Su Yue didn't speak, just was silent, and it must have been expected that the depression would get worse.

"So what should I do? How severe is it? ”

Sister Wei hurriedly asked, and she could hear that her tone was full of guilt and distress.

"Unsteady pulse and chaotic breath are relatively rare in young people, but you can't continue to indulge this emotion, otherwise it is easy to develop into anxiety disorders. But the current situation is not to the extent that you need to take medication to control it, so let's observe it for the time being, you can go out often, breathe fresh air, and do some massage and other soothing meridians. ”

After walking out of the clinic, it was early afternoon.

The sun hung in the clear blue sky, dazzling. Su Yue lowered the brim of her hat as much as she could, trying to keep the light away from her.

People who like to hide in the dark just hide their desire for light. Perhaps.

"Baby, do you have anything you want to eat? Why don't we go out for a big meal at noon and take you to a massage in the afternoon? ”

Obviously, Sister Wei tried her best to hide her worries, and pretended to say to Su Yue easily.

"I don't really want to eat..."

"So go outside and take a look at the scenery?"

"I just want to stay home."

"Okay, then we'll come out another day."

"Hmm."

After returning home, Su Yue sat in the same position on the sofa again, staring blankly ahead.

"Su Yue, get you some fruit?"

Father asked as he came out of the kitchen. I could hear that his tone was full of concern and worry about himself, but Su Yue didn't turn his head to look at him, he didn't want to do this and didn't have the strength to do so, he just shook his head slightly.

"How can I do it without eating? I've eaten so little these days. ”

The father then said worriedly.

"Not hungry."

Su Yue laboriously squeezed out two words from her mouth, and originally wanted to squeeze out a smile on her father, but after trying it, she found that she couldn't do it at all.

After a while, the phone rang, and it was Lu Ze's call. Su Yue didn't want to pick it up, but she was afraid that Lu Ze would worry, so she still took it hard.

“......”

Inability to speak.

"Hello? Su Yue? ”

Lu Ze's voice on the other end of the phone seemed a little uneasy.

"Hmm."

Su Yue spit out a word weakly.

"Still don't want to talk?"

"Hmm."

"What did the doctor say? What is the cause of your state? ”

"Depression..."

"Ahh It's a stagnation again..."

“......”

"Did you get any prescription?"

"Nope."

"So what to do...? It's not okay to go on like this, you can't keep falling into this kind of negative emotion, and your body will be affected for a long time. ”

"Hmm..."

"I know you don't want to talk now, it's okay, just listen to me."

Lu Ze continued to say to Su Yue in a gentle tone:

"During this time, you can recuperate, don't think about anything, I will find a way to solve the things that annoy your parents, and you don't have to be embarrassed anymore. Your mother also called me yesterday, and you should know that after we communicated directly, it actually worked very well, and we reached a consensus that we would no longer put pressure on you, so you don't have to worry, I will contact your mother directly if there are any problems in the future, and you don't have to be caught in the middle. ”

"Hmm."

Su Yue tried her best to spit out a word, even though she had a thousand words in her heart at this moment, she was powerless to say it.

Indeed, Sister Wei took the initiative to call Lu Ze last night, and the two communicated openly and honestly for more than an hour, and the effect was obviously good. It seems that instead of letting Su Yue be sandwiched in the middle as a microphone, it is better to let Sister Wei really contact Lu Ze, so for Lu Ze's personality, she must have made a judgment after many contacts.

"Su Yue... Don't worry, I'll always be with you, I know you must be very depressed and uncomfortable right now, let's take our time, no one asks you to make any changes. You just need to know that I love you at all times. ”

"Love.. You. ”

Su Yue squeezed out two words with all her might.