Chapter 2: Mulin of Summer

"He Yanliang, Mr. He?"

The appointment doctor finally arrived, glanced at the handsome Xia Mu, and asked softly.

"Call me Xia Mu!"

"Huh? But I am registered here with Mr. He Yanliang. ”

The doctor was puzzled and repeatedly confirmed Xia Mu's ID number and phone number, which were accurate.

"That's right, it's Mr. He Yanliang."

"Please call me Xia Mu!"

Xia Mu was extremely stubborn, which caused the doctor to be embarrassed for a while.

Speaking of this name, it was indeed a secret that Xia Mu had hidden for a long time, and it was also the reason why he suspected that he was suffering from schizophrenia.

Xia Mu, Xia Zhimulin.

This is Xia Mu's explanation of it.

It was a bizarre experience that happened before he became famous......

When he first arrived in this city, Xia Mu had nothing to rely on, because of the lies he had been, he also lost the woman he loved after graduation, in his heart, it was a pain that he didn't want to mention, and it was also the reason why his relationship has been slumping since then.

Xia Mu did not resent his former lover, but felt that people like him did not deserve true love, and since then, he has closed his heart and dared not bother others anymore.

Maybe it's because he has been lonely for too long, Xia Mu began to put all his comfort on the Internet, Weibo is one of them, he flips through the Weibo of all kinds of people every day to temporarily enter the lives of others, to experience the world of others, and let himself feel a little bit of integration into others.

is such a hobby that he inadvertently turned to a girl's Weibo.

The girl is pure and beautiful, cute and moving, at first sight of her various photos and videos, Xia Mu fell in love with that kind of beauty: big eyes and double eyelids, light makeup is green and lovely, a pair of bright eyes, through the screen as if talking to herself, sweet lips with a little lipstick, attracting you, can't help but want to taste the pink!

In the days that followed, patronizing and following the girl's Weibo became Xia Mu's daily routine, and it also made him gradually understand this girl who was far behind the screen......

The girl's name is Shi Mulin, in her early twenties, she happened to be admitted to her favorite university at that time, she likes to dance, she likes to perform, and she lives like a budding flower.

Shi Mulin likes summer and sunshine, and Xia Zhimulin appeared in Xia Mu's mind at that time.

The terrible thing finally came, Xia Mu couldn't extricate himself from Shi Mulin's shadow, and even ridiculously made up a Shi Mulin in his own world, making this fictional person a part of him.

Xia Mu began to divide himself into two, applied for another WeChat account, and created accounts on various social platforms, constantly playing Shi Mulin, chatting with himself, and even being ambiguous, it was crazy to the point of frightening!

Such days lasted for a long time, and Xia Mu didn't know whether he was looking for sustenance out of liking or looking for sustenance, but he did regard his other self as Shi Mulin, who he loved deeply, and got along day and night, and walked together.

Perhaps he felt that only in this way would Shi Mulin not be far away from his own world, and there would be no misunderstanding, no abandonment, and she would always accompany him.

After becoming famous, he named himself Xia Mu to commemorate the unknown and unspeakable love in his heart.

It's a pity that the good times don't last long, Xia Mu's life is becoming more and more problematic, and even many times after the exchange with another self who plays Shi Mulin, the emptiness that goes deep into the bone marrow suddenly strikes, making him uneasy, looking at the chat records between himself and another self, there will be a feeling of self-perversion in his heart, and after a few times, he can't sleep, and he becomes ill from hard work.

What he thought was a wonderful love thread turned into something he tossed and turned, tangled and depressed, and then he became the man who suspected that he was suffering from schizophrenia.