Chapter 3: Lonely Speculation
In the office of the psychological clinic, Xia Mu reminisced and narrated the story that had been hidden for a long time.
The psychiatrist listened very carefully, and kept recording in the case book, as if the doubts about the name just now had been swept away, and after listening to Xia Mu's story, he understood why Xia Mu was so persistent in letting others call him "Xia Mu".
Time passed quickly, and Xia Mu also told the story of falling in love with another self in intermittent telling.
The doctor lightly placed the pen in his hand on the table, and subconsciously helped his heavy frame.
After listening to everything, my first reaction was to marvel at the clarity of thought of a patient who suspected that he was suffering from schizophrenia, and talked about his past unambiguously, even as if he were there, full of floating feelings.
After that, the doctor silently exclaimed in his heart, he didn't expect that such a successful person would actually fall in love with him, and fictionalize such an unattainable object, according to common sense, shouldn't Xia Mu be surrounded by beautiful women?
The doctor's doubts are not difficult to understand, Xia Mu is not to mention a yin star character, just his appearance, it is impossible for him to be a person without a woman.
Double eyelids, big eyes, and a face with a fresh contour like a half-breed, he is simply the main character who jumps out of the comics; With a tall nose and a small cherry mouth, even men will be jealous when they see it, not to mention a girl of the opposite sex, coupled with his already melancholy look, he is so handsome that people want to be intoxicated, such a character, why worry about no woman!
The doctor looked up and down involuntarily, although he was old and had seen all kinds of people, he couldn't help but secretly admire Xia Mu's achievements.
This kind of person actually has this kind of habit, and he also consciously suffers from schizophrenia.
The doctor was surprised, but because of his duty, he didn't dare to say anything else, and after some analysis, he told Xia Mu with a smile:
"Mr. Ho...... No, Mr. Xia, based on my observation of you, as well as what you just said, I don't think you are schizophrenic. ”
"Isn't it?"
Xia Mu was a little happy and a little surprised, isn't it schizophrenia that he was made sleepy by another self?
And deep down in my heart, there is really a self playing Shi Mulin, and I am also falling in love with another self all the time, is this kind of behavior that seems perverted to outsiders really normal?
"Don't worry, according to the analysis of one of my senior psychologists, you do not have schizophrenia symptoms."
"First, patients with schizophrenia refuse to receive treatment in the early stage, and will not take the initiative to seek help and consultation like you, and in the middle stage, there will be very negative symptoms, but you have no other negative symptoms except insomnia."
"Secondly, your thinking ability is not at all what a person with schizophrenia should have, and your experience tells me that your abnormal behavior is just a psychological disorder caused by you not opening your heart for a long time, and at most, you have a tendency to loneliness paranoia."
Loneliness paranoia?
Xia Mu heard it clearly, looking at the doctor's serious expression, he didn't feel like he was fooling people, and then he thought about it, he really didn't have any other discomfort except insomnia.
Maybe this kind of life has lasted too long, and I am tired of it, after all, for normal people, this kind of behavior is more terrible and shameful than self-deception......
"Is it really okay? Isn't there any harm in loneliness? ”
Xia Mu asked cautiously, for fear that he would be bothered by these things again.
"It's not a big deal, but you can't help but adjust, if you continue like this, it will also cause serious mental illness."
The doctor instructed him to bury his head again, not knowing what was being written.