Even though Su Yue's heart has been occupied by loss, the last glimmer of hope seems to be still making the final struggle.

How she hoped that Lu Ze would be soberly aware of his psychological problems, and overcome all difficulties to run to herself.

However, the final answer was that ——— Luze gave up.

He sent a message to Su Yue, saying that his physical condition was still very poor, so he decided to accompany his sister to the hospital for a check-up first. Although Lu Ze also said in the message that as long as he rested for a few more days and recovered a little, he could continue the trip, but obviously this sentence was not convincing for Su Yue.

Su Yue only felt that her heart had fallen into a bottomless black hole at the moment, and she repeatedly told herself in her heart that Lu Ze's cowardice was not because he was not firm enough in his feelings, but because he still hadn't realized that the root cause of hindering his actions came from his psychology.

But even so, a strong sense of loss still surrounded Su Yue, and the airtight air was filled with the smell of doubt.

Could it be that the relationship between himself and Lu Ze is nothing more than that? How can even such a simple thing become so difficult to do?

If all the setbacks encountered before were to teach the two of them to cherish this relationship more, then both Su Yue and Lu Ze had already done it. But even if the two of them have persevered until now, why is God still unwilling to let them get their wish?

And now what is left is the last little hope left by the two people who are physically and mentally exhausted.

If even this little hope is dashed, all the work that has been done may be lost. And after a long period of physical and mental torture, Lu Ze has obviously lost some sharpness and confidence in himself in his character, so that things that could have been easily overcome have become complicated and tricky.

If suffering ultimately teaches us to stop looking forward to the future, then why did it bring us into the world in the first place?

Everything seems meaningless......

Su Yue sat on the park bench in extreme frustration, and Sister Wei just accompanied her quietly on the side, without saying a word.

Silence was like a huge black mist, clumping around the sky above Su Yue's head.

A few minutes later, I saw Su Yue staring blankly at the ground, and slowly spoke:

"Mom... I don't know if it's time to continue. ”

Solemn silence again...

A few seconds later, I saw Sister Wei comforting in a gentle tone:

"Don't push yourself... Whenever. ”

"Well, I know. I don't want to embarrass myself, I was willing to wait before, and I admit that I have grown a lot in this long wait, but now..."

Su Yue sighed silently, and then said:

"But now I don't know what else to gain from this long wait... It's enough to learn, and there's no other benefit, and if you keep waiting, it's only going to consume the relationship..."

"Baby, it's all right from the heart. No matter what decision you make, Mom will support your choice. ”

Although Sister Wei was very worried about her daughter's state at the moment, she still tried her best to show a calm atmosphere as a mother.

"Well, I know, I think I already have the answer in my mind..."

Su Yue clearly realized that there was a voice in her head that was constantly admonishing her at this moment———

"Give up, don't wait any longer..."

"Even if you keep waiting, it will be fruitless, and this relationship is not as strong as you think."

"He is not persistent enough, which means that he does not love you enough..."

"The perfect love you aspire to simply doesn't exist."

“.......”

These voices appeared in Su Yue's mind one after another like spells, endlessly, endlessly...

"Enough!"

Su Yue's heart let out an angry roar, wanting to rebuke these demon sounds.

"You don't really think he's going to put you first all the time, do you?"

The magic continues...

"He's been doing this before..."

Inside, I obviously want to struggle.

"Human nature is complex, nothing can last forever, including his insistence on you will fade bit by bit with the passage of time, and eventually turn into a pool of stagnant water, no one can escape such a fate."

The speed of the magic voice gradually increased, and the pitch also increased significantly:

"The so-called pure love does not exist at all, it is just your unrealistic fantasy. In the face of reality, human beings will always retain their selfish nature. ”

"But I didn't see the end with my own eyes... Can't believe your one-sided words. ”

The inner voice gradually lowered, and he lost his self-confidence more and more.

"Isn't the injury now enough to prove everything? You're covered in bruises, aren't you? ”

The magic voice seemed to sense some hesitation in his heart, and said to it in pursuit:

"Do you have to wait until you are gnawed so that there is not even a single bone or drop of blood left, and then you can't regret it? Your naivety is your biggest weakness, don't think that you can live in this world full of reality with your innocent thoughts, this is really a big joke, there is no so-called pure love in this world, stop loss in time is what you should do now, cut all the things that are not conducive to the status quo, and then hold on to everything that is beneficial to you without distraction, and throw away those dispensable emotions, in order to be able to stand in this world. ”

Throw away those dispensable emotions... There is no such thing as pure love in this world...

Su Yue's mind was gradually occupied by this demonic sound.

"Mom, I think I've already made up my mind. You wait for me, I'll call the fortune teller, there are some things I want to explain clearly. ”

"Okay, let's go."

Sister Wei caught a hint of coldness and despair in Su Yue's eyes.

Walking to a plane tree not far away, Su Yue dialed the phone number of the fortune teller, and within a few seconds, the aunt's familiar voice came from the other end of the phone:

"Hello? Hello Su Yue. ”

"Hello, Auntie."

Su Yue responded politely, and after a few seconds of silence, she continued:

"Auntie, I called you because I have something in my heart to tell you."

"Okay, you can say it."

Auntie's tone was still so calm.

"I think... I couldn't hold on anymore. ”

After Su Yue said these words with difficulty, she continued to explain:

"Whether it's me or Lu Ze, we've reached the limit of our spirits right now. I know that the wait was long, but we both learned a lot, but this time it was completely different, and what could have been overcome was now difficult. ”

"How so?"

It's still a calm tone.

"Today's events can fully reflect that I think the fundamental reason why Lu Ze can't fly is due to his psychological lack of confidence in himself, not his physical problems. In other words, it was precisely because of his inner fear and insecurity that his body frequently had problems at the last moment, and even though I repeatedly comforted him and enlightened him, he was still unwilling to overcome it and try to try it, which was the most disappointing point for me..."

"Can you really be sure that he was physiologically problematic due to purely psychological factors? When I went to the airport, I saw that his face was not very good, and he was very unwell. ”

"It's possible that the physical aspect is not fully recovered, but it is not so much that you can't even get on the plane. Most of the reason is that he doesn't believe that he can overcome everything to meet smoothly, which makes me think that he is cowardly..."

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