Chapter 239: Inner Demon
Su Yue's heart became more and more anxious because of this, and there was not much time for her, so she then emphasized:
"Lu Ze, things are not as complicated as you think, you just take this matter too seriously, so you have some gains and losses, and lack of confidence. In fact, you can completely ignore the pressure from the heart now, and realize that psychological problems are the main reason that affects your progress, maybe then you will not feel numb in your hands and feet. A lot of times our fear doesn't come from physical pain at all, it's all illusions, it's psychological fear that causes us to feel pain, you know what I mean? Work hard, don't be cowardly at this time, you must overcome your psychological fear. ”
"Hey..."
At this time, Lu Ze sighed deeply on the other end of the phone, and he said to Su Yue helplessly and depressedly:
"Whatever you say is what you say... I'll be on the plane in a moment. ”
"Luze... I'm not trying to force you on anything..."
Su Yue heard the displeasure in Lu Ze's tone, I was afraid that her attitude just now was too strong.
"Needless to say..."
Lu Ze interrupted Su Yue's words, and then said with some difficulty:
"You didn't take into account how I'm feeling right now, you just think I'm too cowardly...? Then I'll do what you say. ”
"Hey... Luze, how could I not have taken your feelings into account? It is precisely because I judge that most of your discomfort is due to psychological reasons that I will tell you so much..."
Su Yue felt that she was trying hard to persuade Lu Ze, and she had no other meaning, but Lu Ze's words made Su Yue feel a little aggrieved in her heart.
"But you've repeatedly said it's my psyche... I don't think so... I just felt physically hard and that's it. ”
Lu Ze's tone sounded a little impatient, and the physical discomfort had made him feel physically and mentally exhausted. However, because Su Yue stubbornly firmed her opinion and her strong desire to see Lu Ze in her heart, she still firmly tried to explain Lu Ze:
"Lu Ze, it's already the last step, and now it's almost a kick in the door, why can't you have some courage to give it a try?"
"I didn't have the courage?"
Lu Ze smiled bitterly and then said to Su Yue:
"What else do you want me to do? I've done my best..."
"Do your best?"
Su Yue immediately reversed, and as time was pressing, Su Yue was obviously a little impatient:
"If you really do your best, don't give up here, why let the demons bother."
"I don't want to say any more... Can't you just let me be afraid of death? ”
Lu Ze's self-defeating statement suddenly made Su Yue annoyed, and she said angrily:
"Then don't see you! Whatever you say wants to see me, it's all a lie, right?! ”
"That's right! You treat me as a liar! ”
Lu Ze's heart seemed to be stimulated by Su Yue's words, and he only heard him roar in a low voice.
Then a dead silence enveloped the surroundings, and the air around them seemed to freeze together in an instant.
A few minutes later, Lu Ze's tired voice came from the other end of the phone:
"Alright... I'll be on the plane right away. ”
"Hmm."
Su Yue just replied softly.
"Then hang up first."
"Hmm."
After hanging up the phone, Su Yue's heart was full of indescribable complex emotions.
Lu Ze was willing to try to try according to his own ideas, but it was obviously not his intention, but he was forced to do it out of desperation. Su Yue didn't know if she was doing the right thing.
"Mom, am I doing something wrong?"
Su Yue looked at Sister Wei on the side dejectedly.
"Since he is willing to try it now, don't think about it so much for now, and when he can get there smoothly, I'm afraid he will be able to realize his psychological problems."
"Well, I think so."
"Wait in peace, the plane is also very fast, and we will talk about it when it arrives."
"Okay."
Seeing that it was gradually time to board the plane, Su Yue imagined that Lu Ze might be dragging his tired body to board the plane at this moment, which was really unbearable. But if she thought about it, if the two of them could meet today, then the psychological problems about Lu Ze must also be able to be resolved smoothly, which is not a good thing.
So Su Yue took a deep breath, trying to empty her tired brain and mind.
But at this moment, the mobile phone suddenly rang, and it showed that it was a call from a fortune teller.
How could Auntie call herself at this time? Su Yue was a little puzzled, but she immediately picked it up.
"Hello? Hello, Auntie. ”
"Su Yue, hello."
"Is there anything please?"
"Lu Qian's sister called me suddenly just now, but can I rush to the airport now and send Lu Ze to you. She seemed to be going to accompany Lu Ze on the plane, but before boarding, she suddenly had pain due to cramps in her lower abdomen, and said that she couldn't get on the plane, so she called me. ”
"How so? This time... I thought they had boarded the plane. ”
Su Yue was quite surprised, Lu Qian was obviously fine yesterday, why did she have a cramp in her lower abdomen before she got on the plane?
This made Su Yue puzzled, and at this time, she only heard her aunt say slowly to Su Yue:
"That's it, I'll rush to the airport right now to see the situation of the two of them first, I heard that Lu Ze's condition is not very good, and we will make plans when I go to the airport to confirm the condition of the two."
"Okay, excuse me, Auntie."
"It's fine."
After hanging up the phone, Su Yue sighed deeply.
"What's going on?"
Sister Wei was puzzled on the side.
"It looks like this plane won't be able to catch up."
Su Yue replied in disappointment, and then immediately dialed Lu Ze's phone. After a while, Lu Ze's voice came from the other end of the phone, still sounding tired:
"Hey... Su Yue. ”
"Can't catch up, can you?"
Su Yue's tone was full of loss, mixed with a little dissatisfaction.
"You don't need to talk to me like that, do you?"
Lu Ze caught Su Yue's dissatisfaction.
"No... What are you going to do now? My aunt just called me and said she was on her way to the airport. ”
"My sister suddenly had a stomachache, so she planned to ask her aunt to accompany me on the plane."
"And what do you think?"
"There are late flights, but I don't think I should leave my sister alone."
"Then I can fly? Let the aunt accompany my sister to the hospital. ”
"First, I don't know if my body can support it, and if there is any emergency on the plane, it is difficult to deal with it. Second, after all, my sister has been with me for me, so is it a little inappropriate to leave her alone at this time? ”
"So having said so much... Still not planning to come? ”
"Give me some time to think about it, okay?"
"Okay, let's do that first."
"Hmm."
Su Yue felt that her emotions had reached the brink of collapse, and she was on the verge of exploding. At this moment, she couldn't take into account anyone's feelings, whether it was her sister with a stomachache or Lu Ze who was too nervous, she only felt a chill in her heart, and Lu Ze's words obviously showed that he was not willing to try hard for the two to meet.
He couldn't take that last step, he couldn't get over the fear in his heart. Even for Su Yue, he was powerless to defeat the demons in his heart. Su Yue thinks so, this is the root cause that put her on the verge of collapse.
Difficult to find out how to love yourself...... Isn't it enough to overcome the fear in his heart?