Chapter 18: Confession
"Mu Yao and Chu Yixin... They... Together? Su Yue mechanically repeated it again.
"Hmm... Yes. Li Qianqian looked at Su Yue with some concern.
"When?"
"Just a day or two ago."
"That is to say..."Su Yue's voice sounded a little trembling slightly: "Obviously, Mu Yao is already with someone else, but today I impulsively said so much to him... So much from my heart. And he never chose to tell me the truth, and even deliberately concealed it from me. Why is this happening... He has a lot of opportunities to tell me, why did he choose this way to hurt me? ”
Su Yue seemed a little incoherent, at this moment, in addition to the grievances and losses in her heart, there was also incomprehension and anger caused by Mu Yao's choice to escape.
But in the end, didn't I choose to escape so easily, so I passed by happiness? Su Yue took a sip of the coffee in her hand, and a bitter taste kept swirling on the tip of her tongue, and then spread to her heart.
"I was also a little confused about his choice to hide from you, so I asked Mu Yao on the phone. But Chu Yixin was next to him at that time, so it was inconvenient to say it on the phone. And Mu Yao doesn't seem to have figured out what kind of attitude he should face you now, but he said that he would send a message to explain this matter to me first. ”
After speaking, Li Qianqian took out her mobile phone from her pocket, flipped through the text message and handed it to Su Yue. Su Yue cautiously took the phone, which read:
"Sissi, I'm sorry for you to run. I hope you can help me appease Su Yue for the time being, thank you.
When you found me at the bar that day, I guess I was too drunk. It was the first time I had drunk so much wine, and I felt like I had never failed so much in my life.
Do you know what it's like to be completely denied by someone you love? When she said to me, 'There's nothing between us,' I felt like my heart had hit rock bottom.
I have always expressed my love to her with what I consider serious and warm, and at first I thought that she really felt and accepted me. I am full of joy, I am willing to refuse all interruptions for her, and I am willing to accept all the differences in her for her.
I know that her personality is a bit reserved and cautious, and sometimes she doesn't dare to take a step forward. But it doesn't matter, I understand and am willing to wait. I am willing to use all my enthusiasm to slowly melt her frozen heart, and I look forward to the day when she will be willing to open up to me in the same way.
But I found out that it was all my self-righteousness.
When I forced the sadness in my heart and asked her if she had never liked me. At that time, how I wished she could deny it, that was the bottom line in my heart that was difficult to break through for love, and it was also the last straw.
But I only saw her expressionless and say the words 'I think so', and at that moment my heart really fell into despair. You may laugh at me for not being a man, and that I was easily defeated by a single sentence. But I just want to say that people who sincerely pursue love may be hurt more deeply, but they also have sensitive and vulnerable power.
When I was most desperate and helpless, it was Chu Yixin who always accompanied me and comforted me. She said she genuinely liked me and would never hurt me and leave me. I'm willing to promise her and give each other a chance.
I also confessed to her that even though Su Yue never liked me, I still have her in my heart. But Chu Yixin said that she didn't want me to like her, she just wanted me to promise her and let her stay by my side all the time.
I think it's the end of the relationship between me and Su Yue. But when I think back to the bits and pieces I was with her, I never regret it. My heart aches now, but I'll get up quickly. Su Yue's words will be handed over to you, I don't want to disturb her life anymore. She's a good girl, I wish her happiness! ”