Chapter 19: Nightmares
The unexpected encounter with Mu Yao, his fair skin that seemed to glow under the sun, the elegant and agile posture on the basketball court, and the temperature in the palm of his hand when he held my hand;
The bear doll hanging on my chest, the boy holding me tightly in the roller skating rink, the happy two people running in the rain on that wonderful night in the rain;
Gentle kisses, affectionate looks, innocent daisies, bitter bellflowers...
All the pictures kept appearing in the mirror in front of Su Yue, like a film movie that was showing in a loop. One mirror after another surrounded Su Yue, unable to distinguish the direction and unable to find the exit, as if he was in a mysterious mirror labyrinth.
Su Yue looked at her different faces in different mirrors, some were crying, some were laughing wildly, some were full of loss, and some were full of passion...
Suddenly, this mysterious mirror world seemed to be grabbed by something from the middle, and then it was completely lifted, and the world spun in an instant. Everything began to twist together with this force, and the scenes in the mirror were like old carpets that had been rolled up, constantly being sucked into a bottomless black hole in the air.
Su Yue was so scared, she was at a loss and had nowhere to run. She looked at her face in the mirror, Mu Yao's face... And all the beautiful pictures are extremely perverse and absurd because of the blurring and distortion.
Suddenly, there was a loud bang in the air. Immediately after that, all the mirrors shattered at the same time, turning into countless silver shards flying in the sky. Su Yue couldn't help but scream, she squatted down in fear and covered her ears tightly.
These silver fragments seemed to have been agreed upon with each other, and at first they were just hovering aimlessly in the sky, but who knew that in the next second, they turned into countless sharp blades, flying wildly in the direction of Su Yue together.
At the moment when she felt that these countless sharp blades were about to touch her skin, with deep despair and fear, Su Yue woke up from her dream...
She gasped for breath rapidly, and now she could feel her heart beating in her chest, and the blood was boiling rapidly in her veins.
The room was dark, and there was silence. Su Yue picked up her phone and glanced at the time, which showed that it was 2:50 in the morning. She breathed a sigh of relief, reached out and touched her forehead, and sure enough, it was still hot.
After returning home last night, Su Yue began to have a high fever. Perhaps because of the poor sleep during this time, and the rain yesterday, the body finally protested against her.
Recalling her helpless self in the rain and Mu Yao's text message, Su Yue couldn't help but feel sad again. Just when he finally mustered up the courage to face everything, the most important and the only person he wanted to be with all the time, he easily gave up.
If I could have come to my senses a day or two earlier, oh no, maybe one day would have been enough! In this way, he can explain everything to Mu Yao in time, and express his intentions, maybe he will not agree to be with Chu Yixin.
But where in this world is there any regret medicine? By now, everything has long been lost.
Su Yue closed her eyes again, and the picture in the dream just now was still clearly visible. Those beautiful pictures with Mu Yao should have continued, how beautiful it should be...
But why did they all end up turning into countless pieces of broken glass, which came to hurt themselves?
Unwilling tears unconsciously slid down the corners of his eyes, flowed through his hot cheeks, and disappeared into the silent night...
What more can be done? How I don't want to give up.
"This is the first time I've fallen in love with someone..."