No.105 is no longer together
Ou Haochen looked at Chi Zao, who was standing on the stairs, he nodded solemnly, the words he wanted to say were stuck in his throat, and in the end he didn't say anything, and left with hurried steps.
The sudden soreness of the nose made Chi Zao's hand holding the escalator secretly clenched, and her heart was pressed to make her breathe stagnant, a little uncomfortable, she looked at the snowflakes falling all over the sky, and the snowflakes seemed to be sympathizing with her grievances, Chi Zao sighed helplessly and helplessly.
Did she say it too soon? In what capacity will they end up associating? Chi had no way of knowing.
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The sky is gray, the air has become turbid, the cold wind is piercing on people's hearts, the winter in G City, the dusk comes very quickly, and after a while, it will cover the earth, and the snowflakes have stopped falling, and the surrounding snow has been shoveled aside by the cleaners, revealing the original appearance of the road, Chi looked at Ou Haochen's back early, exhaled a breath of heat, and watched the fog dissipate, what should come is still coming.
Chi walked gently in front of him early, she noticed Ou Haochen's trembling, presumably his heart was very unnatural.
"If you feel uncomfortable, I'll go by myself, it's okay, don't take it to heart." After Chi finished speaking, Ou Haochen's frowning brows were also relieved for a moment.
Ou Haochen couldn't figure it out, how could he be repulsed by Chi Zaozao?! And this rejection has actually reached such a point?! He really wanted to slap himself twice, how could he feel like this?!
He felt that there was something wrong with him, and he was disgusted with his own thoughts.
But away from Chi, he will feel a sense of relief in his heart early, what is wrong with him?!!
"Get on, get in the car." Ou Haochen looked away and said with a struggling expression, Chi knew early that he was trying his best to control his heart and expression.
"It's okay, you can go first, and we'll talk again in the evening." After saying that, Chi was not reluctant to do so, she walked alone along the straight road, and she was going home alone today.
Ou Haochen looked at Chi Zao's emaciated back blankly, his heart was mixed, and he couldn't say anything.
"I'm sorry early!!" Ou Haochen clenched the steering wheel, drove hard, and shouted this sentence vigorously at the position where he passed by the early pool, Ou Haochen walked away.
Needless to say, I'm sorry, but Chi buried his head under the scarf early.
I know you don't want to do this either, but I'm sure you'll get better soon, Ou Haochen, I'll help you, but you also have to work hard to overcome this feeling, just cross over, don't worry, don't be afraid, I'll wait for you on the other side of the shore, I'll wait for you all the time.
Thinking about it this way, her mood is much better, because Ou Haochen said that he will always like her!!
She had always remembered this sentence.
Ou Haochen, who was riding the bike, felt the cold wind biting, like countless invisible needles piercing his face, but compared to his heart, it was a small thing.
Countless voices shouted in his ear, "You are mentally ill, you are psychologically ill......."
He's not!! He's really not!! How could he be sick?!!
Then how could he do that to Chi Zao?!!
He can't give himself a reasonable explanation, is he really sick?!
Chi liked himself early, he should have felt excited and even ecstatic, but why, why ?!!
An indescribable sadness swept through his heart, and his head hurt so much that the road in front of him began to trance.......
"Classmates! You have to be safe!! The shouting of the roadside sanitation uncle kept him awake, and as for how he got home, Ou Haochen had no memory.
After opening the door and taking a few breaths, Ou Haochen fell straight down on the sofa, his thoughts were very chaotic now, and he couldn't sort out anything.
It is this feeling, like a person alone adrift on the sea, surrounded by a black and oppressive reef, he looks at the boundless sea, there is no hustle and bustle of life around, only himself, he feels so pitiful in the second world, he can't see a trace of dawn, there is no trace, he is aimlessly drifting, every second is like a year.
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I don't know how long it took, Ou Haochen opened his eyes vigorously, if it weren't for the lighthouse on the side of the road shining into the window, the light that was on gave him a glimmer of light, he almost thought that he was still in a dream.
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Is this fair to the pool early?
Ou Haochen thought so, saying that he was the one who liked Chi Zaozao, and he was the one who would always accompany her.
He remembered the good bits and pieces before, Ou Haochen regained his spirits, so he didn't want to lose Chi early.
Still in a daze, there was a knock at the door.......
Ou Haochen suddenly didn't want to see Chi Zaozao, he was very uncomfortable, but he was even more afraid that Chi Zaozao would be uncomfortable, so he tried his best to restrain his discomfort and opened the door.
It was also pitch black outside the door, Ou Haochen couldn't see Chi Zaozao's face clearly, but he knew that Chi Zaozao was watching him, and the pitch darkness could make him adapt to this feeling.
"....... early"
Ou Haochen opened his mouth and said hoarsely, such a familiar call made Chi Zao's nose sour, and his heart was pinched by an invisible hand, and his heart hurt.
"Uh-huh......" Chi replied in a low voice with his head buried early, not expecting that she, who had always been fearless, would also be afraid.
"I'm sorry for the morning, I don't know what's wrong with me, I should have been very happy, such a beautiful girl like you is going to belong to me, but...... But I'm so sorry that I suddenly hated that I thought like that........"
"Ou Haochen, then do you still want to be with me? Not just now, but also in the future. ”
"No? Future...... Will we be together in the future? But I'm now, I'm ......." Ou Haochen felt reasonable and unexpected, very contradictory.
"You just say, do you want to?" Chi paused early, she looked at Ou Haochen's eyes, serious and eager, the darkness gave her a good cover.
Ou Haochen didn't answer immediately, and he didn't know how to answer, whether he wanted to or didn't want to?
The seconds on the wall turned several times, ticking and ticking...........
"Think,"
With Ou Haochen's answer, Chi had already put down the heart that had been in Xinyan, and she exhaled heavily, only then was she willing to relax.
"Do you believe me, then?"
"Well, I believe it." Ou Haochen did not hesitate at all, after all, the trust pool has not changed since the early days.
"Good ........"
The night was very quiet and quiet, because of a snowflake, the night in G City was exceptionally quiet, and the quiet Ou Haochen could detect the fluctuation of Chi Zao's voice a little choked.
Chi was crying early?!!
Ou Haochen couldn't wait to give himself two slaps, he actually made Chi cry early?!
"Early, you're okay early, right?!"
"It's okay, I just feel a little powerless to become like this, but it's okay, you're still by my side." Chi wiped two handfuls of tears indiscriminately early, and he turned the page on this matter.
"It's all my fault, I'm going to see a doctor on Saturday, don't cry, I feel bad when you cry, I'm going to get over this bad thing, so you just wait for me, okay?"
"Uh-huh, okay!!" Chi Zao chick pecked the rice and nodded.
At this moment, Ou Haochen felt that Chi Zaozao was really small, like a weak little girl, her trembling shoulders made Ou Haochen want to take her into his arms.
But the feeling of resistance told him that he couldn't hug him.
No one knows which one will come first, the accident or tomorrow, so ironically, he asked her not long ago if it was possible for them to be together in the future, and it was only a few hours, and it was so dramatic.
"Ou Haochen, you want, you want to get better quickly, tomorrow, no, we don't want to go together in the future, you really want to get better quickly, you just disappear for a few days, if you still hate this feeling, let's not force ourselves, okay?" Chi couldn't stop feeling sad early on, and the big tears of the bean wandered from her eyes, and the tears fell to the ground like pearls with broken threads, and she tried to hide her pain with her hands again. Her occasional sobs turned into a constant whisper.
Fortunately, it was dark so that Ou Haochen couldn't see her face clearly, otherwise he should have been worried, Chi thought early.
But Ou Haochen's heart heard Chi sobbing early, and he kept dripping blood, he really thought it was a dream.
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Sleepless nights...........
Ou Haochen got out of bed with a pair of panda eyes, he suddenly opened the window, and the cold wind hit his face, making him sober up a lot.
It's back to getting along with Chi earlier.......
He looked at the familiar tree, usually Chi would be waiting for him there early, but today it was deserted, without the warmth of the past.
Even though he was very unaccustomed to it, Ou Haochen breathed a sigh of relief and eased his nerves.
Out of the door, walking under the tree, Chi looked at Ou Haochen's back early, looked out of his mind, suddenly got used to being alone and suddenly there was no one, the discomfort of the gap made Chi look at Ou Haochen's back early.
From today on, I have to adapt to not being accompanied by Ou Haochen~
But only temporarily!!