When I looked at the stars from afar, I thought he was so dazzling. He was so beautiful that I couldn't help but want to get closer. I don't need his approach, then I feel terrified. But I couldn't help but walk towards him, too happy. When I approached him, he leaned towards me, and we were both happy.

But when he was standing before me. I noticed his pitch blackness, his unevenness, his hard edges, the edge of sparkling. A brief ...... that can only be passed by in a flash in the sky

How is it different? It's the same person! But what should I do if I feel disgusted and disgusted? can't stand the contact, and even the direct gaze in the eyes is avoided like a snake and scorpion......

What to do? I can't even communicate normally. But it's really disgusting. Psychophysiological reactions will make you want to vomit. I want to scrape everything he touches with a knife so that it doesn't feel like he's touching. I've controlled myself not to run away, and if I get any closer, I'll be hoarse and angry. It wasn't my intention, but I was miserable.

I think you and I are the same, tortured with each other, so be it. As much as I care about you, I can't. I'm sorry, please forgive me when I never showed up. And never admit to anyone that I showed up. ——From the self-report of a patient with unrequited sexual love

"Are you okay early? Has something happened recently? Xiao Qiu, who returned to her position, saw that her dear table mate had no sunshine in the past, and Xiao Qiu couldn't help but feel worried.

Chi lowered her eyes early, her beautiful long eyelashes hanging down like a prelude to a listless butterfly stopping flapping its wings.

"I confessed to Ou Haochen....... Chi slowly lay on the table early, and now she didn't even have the heart to look at the scenery outside the window.

“？！！！” Xiao Qiu's eyes widened in surprise, the amount of information in this news was too large, and she was shocked by Chi Zao's next sentence before she could digest it.

"But he told me he was sorry, and he turned me down." Chi Zao's expression was faint, as if she was telling an inconsequential matter, and Xiaoqiu knew that the calmer she was on the surface, the more turbulent her heart became.

"Why?!!" If it weren't for Chi Zao's early saying about this matter, Xiaoqiu would definitely think it was a joke.

How is that possible?!

Even Xiaoqiu, a bystander, could see that Ou Haochen's eyes were full of Chi Zaozao's shadow.

"That's what happened so unexpectedly, and I was caught off guard."

"I know Ou Haochen likes you, and you know that, maybe he may have a little problem."

"Uh-huh, he's a sexual unrequited sufferer." Chi Zao said it very quietly, and she didn't shy away from it, she knew that Xiaoqiu could hear it.

"Huh? That's it...... Then we can't sit still!! Xiaoqiu patted Chi Zaozao's thigh and encouraged her.

"Huh? What do you mean? Chi Zao was suddenly stunned, slowly turned her head, and looked at Xiaoqiu's bright eyes, she also rekindled her hope.

"Ou Haochen knew at a glance that it wasn't very serious, so we had to take care of it!!"

“？？？？？” Chi didn't understand it early on, but looking at Xiaoqiu's excited expression, her heart gradually began to resurge.

"I told you that I usually watch more Korean dramas, and you still call me a nymphomaniac, let me teach you a few tricks now." Xiao Qiu's unfathomable look attracted Chi Zao's gaze.

"Daddy Xiaoqiu, please advise!!"

"You see he didn't know he had this disease before, did he?"

"Uh-huh, yes!"

What does this mean? It shows that he still has a rescue, which is not very serious at all, mainly to see if Ou Haochen can get through the level in his heart by himself, so we have to let him break through!! ”

"Uh-huh, uh-huh..."

"Then you should try to appear in front of him as little as possible now, so that he is not so disgusted, and besides, you can't show that you still like him!!"

"Don't like him?"

"Yes, yes, yes, don't like him, as long as you don't like him, he will reduce the irritation of that feeling."

"And then?!" After listening to Xiaoqiu's analysis, Chi Zao couldn't help but nod his head, listening to it with more interest than the high math problem.

"Then you pretend to like someone and stimulate Ou Haochen, of course, this has to wait for Ou Haochen to slow down, but you don't have to worry, I feel very husband and wife when I see you, you will definitely be together in the future!!" Xiaoqiu patted Chi Zao's shoulder and said in a solemn tone.

"Is that okay?"

"Why not?! Is this kind of plot in Korean dramas a must-have for dramas? Wait and see!! ”

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How long has it been since I've seen Chi early?!

A few minutes before six o'clock, Ou Haochen sat in a chair outside the mental clinic, propped up his head and thought in a daze, he counted the six times he had ordered takeout.......

It was four and a half days......

How long will these days last?!

"According to your description, the diagnosis is that you are a patient with sexual unrequited love, which is also known as avoidant attachment personality, which is a psychological problem, but you don't need to be bothered much, you are still a student, you can focus more on studying. Companionship, communication, and liking, all three are indispensable......"

"The most important thing depends on what you think, the person you like is important to you?"

"Well, very important." Ou Haochen sat on the stool in a daze, looking up at the ceiling of Bai Huahua, he was actually a sexual unrequited patient....... No wonder he had that kind of emotion towards Chi Zaozao, he really wanted to be a normal person and have Chi Zaoza...... Now his helplessness is about to annihilate him.

"Since it's important, are you willing to change yourself for that person?"

"Yes! Absolutely! Ou Haochen slowly sat up, and raised his narrow phoenix tail eyes, his heart was really tired.

"Then you have to cross your mental barriers, don't run away, that will be counterproductive, you know? Slowly adjust yourself mentally and don't have any burdens, you can't be blamed for that. ”

"Doctor, what should I do? Can I be cured? ”

"It's hard to say, the main thing is to look at the individual."

........

Ou Haochen remembered what the psychiatrist had told him a while ago, and he sat for a while before lifting his legs and leaving.

Out of the hospital, Ou Haochen felt that the winter in G City was particularly cold this year, and he felt that his brain was going to be frozen......

He rubbed his hands together and shoved them into his pockets, got into his car and headed home.

"Brother, do you want to buy flowers?" A crisp child's voice stopped Ou Haochen, who was leaving.

Ou Haochen stopped the car, and when he turned around, he saw a little girl in a pink robe, her pink and tender face looked very immature, she was holding a large handful of roses, the roses were red and delicate, and she looked very beautiful in this snowy day.

Ou Haochen took a closer look, and the fragrance of the roses overflowed, the fragrance was fragrant, and the packaging was also delicate and beautiful.

"Are you the only one selling flowers?" Ou Haochen habitually rubbed the girl's head, looking at the girl's slightly pursed mouth, he felt that such an action was a little abrupt, Ou Haochen paused, looking at his hand, did he treat her as a pool?

"Of course not, I still have my good friend~" Following the little girl's gaze, Ou Haochen saw a little boy who was also holding a large bag of roses looking at them.

Ou Haochen's eyesight is good, even if he is a little far away from the little boy, Ou Haochen can still see the hostility in the little boy's eyes.

Ou Haochen smiled tacitly, and put his hand back in his pocket, they really looked like them when they grew up.

"Then you pick a beautiful one for me, and I'll buy it." Ou Haochen took out his wallet.

"How many flowers do you want, brother?"

"Uh....... Just a few. ”

"Just a few, the trees you want are different, and the meaning is different." The little girl's delicate voice sounded a little bit of a shadow of Chi Zao.

"What's the difference?"

"Of course it's different, Duo only has a soft spot for you, and you are the only one in my heart. Eight flowers are not used to express love, but to make amends. Thirty-three flowers express the affectionate call to each other, I love you. Ninety-nine flowers imply that the world is eternal, and other things cannot be changed. One hundred and eleven flowers means that love you will never change. ”

"And that means?!" Ou Haochen was stunned for a moment, he really didn't expect that flowers would have this kind of subconscious meaning, and he would increase his knowledge.

"How many flowers does my brother want?"

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Ou Haochen, who was dusty all the way, came to Chi Zao's door with roses, Ou Haochen stood at the door of her house, goose feather-like snowflakes began to float down again, and after a while, Ou Haochen was dyed white, and he didn't know how long he stood there, he could only see several centimeters of snow piled up on his shoulders and brim, if it weren't for Ou Haochen's eyelashes fluttering, someone would really think that he was standing and asleep.

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The pool that opened the door to take out the garbage opened the door early, and a bouquet of roses caught her eye stopped her tracks.

She carefully picked up the roses, and the beautiful packaging made Chi Zao's heart melt all of a sudden, of course she knew that Ou Haochen put it down.

One, two, three...... Eight flowers?!

Chi touched the fingertips of the rose petals early and stuck, is it the meaning of making up for it?!

Her hand around the rose slowly tightened, and no one knew what Chi Zaozao was thinking now.

The last two days have been weekends, and the pool lying in the bathtub sighed slightly, do you want to take Ou Haochen to go shopping?

But would he be willing?

Chi opened the mobile phone page early and jumped to WeChat.

Suddenly remembered Xiaoqiu's advice, don't be anxious, otherwise it will do no good,

Chi put down her phone with a headache early and buried her head directly in the hot water, she really wanted to ask the gods for help,

Suddenly, an idea flashed into her mind, Chi stuck her head out of the water early, and she turned on her phone and sent a text message to Xiaoqiu.

Chi Zaozao: Are you there, Xiaoqiu?

Chi Zaozao: Otherwise, let's implement that plan, I think it's very nice.

After a while, Chi's early mobile phone rang with a WeChat notification ringtone.

Xiaoqiu: Really?! You've really figured it out?!!

Chi Zaozao: Well, it's better to try than to sit back and wait for Ou Haochen.

Xiaoqiu: Okay, who is the male protagonist looking for?

Chi Zaozao: This ....... I haven't thought about it, who do you think is better and more cooperative?

Xiaoqiu: Let me think about what the right person is.

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Chen Yi, who was pulled into the group, shook his head helplessly, which one is this?!

Chen Yi: May I ask the two big brothers, do you have anything to tell me?

Humble Chen Yi asked online,

Xiaoqiu: Chen Yi, we have encountered a little problem now, I hope you can help us a little, don't be ignorant.

Chen Yi: 。。。。。。

Chen Yi: It's still my honor to say that?!

Xiaoqiu: Of course, in order to show that our country is a human rights country, you! Yes! Right! Can! In order to! Choose! Choose! Refuse! Break off!

Pool early: Forehead....... Xiaoqiu said with a smile, you can consider it.

Chen Yi: Or Chi Zao, you are gentle, unlike some people~ just rush to you, I have helped, what is the help?

Pool early: Forehead....... This one........

Xiaoqiu: What do you mean by certain people?!! As soon as you say another word, I'll strangle you to death!!

Xiaoqiu: Forehead...... This makes it a little difficult to say it early, let's let me tell you, that is, Chen Yi, can you pretend to like Chi Zaozao?

Chen Yi: ??????

Chi Zao looked at the six question marks sent by Chen Yi, and she knew that Chen Yi must have been a little surprised.

Xiaoqiu: What's the question mark?! Isn't it good to talk to someone?!! You just said you were going to help with this!! You can't go back, the human and physical evidence is there!

Chen Yi: I didn't say I wanted to refuse, really, frizzy...........

Chi Zaozao: Thank you Chen Yi!!

Xiaoqiu: Then let's start implementing this plan~ First of all, Chen Yi, you have to ..........

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A plan, pondering back and forth over and over again, for fear that something will go wrong and not be in line with your wishes.

Looking forward to it, a wonderful Saturday is coming.

According to the agreed point, Chi waited for the arrival of distinguished guests at the gate of his community early in the morning.