decision
Su Nian looked at Zhuang Yan, "You're right, I'm indeed running away, but it's not those people I'm running away, it's my own failures in the past." ”
Hearing this, Zhuang Yan smiled, "Since you can say this, it proves that you have paid the price for your past failures, and it also proves that you are no longer a failure now." ”
"So, what's there to escape?"
Su Nian smiled, then looked at Zhuang Yan and said, "I want to ask you a question." ”
Zhuang Yan looked at Su Nian, "You ask?" ”
Su Nian lowered his head, took a deep breath, and hesitated for a while before he spoke, "I hope you can answer me sincerely, do you want me to go back?" ”
Zhuang Yan looked at Su Nian standing in front of him, a small person, but he always revealed firmness and pride that were completely different from others.
From the first time he saw her, he knew that she was different from others, Zhuang Yan never spoke, just looked at Su Nian quietly.
Su Nian was a little nervous by Zhuang Yan, and for a moment, he even felt that even the air around him was a little thinner.
After a long time, Su Nian was about to speak, "If you really don't want to say it, forget it." When Zhuang Yan spoke, his voice was still low, but this time, there were some other emotions in it.
"If it's from my personal point of view," Zhuang Yan paused when he said this, and Su Nian looked at Zhuang Yan a little nervously.
Zhuang Yan continued, "I want you to stay. ”
"But you always have your own responsibilities to do, but no matter what, I want you to come back."
Hearing this, Su Nian looked up at Zhuang Yan, only to see that Zhuang Yan's eyes were full of tenderness and seriousness, Su Nian opened his mouth, "I ......"
Zhuang Yan touched Su Nian's head, "Don't rush to tell me the answer now, when you go back, give me another answer." ”
Su Nian looked at Zhuang Yan and nodded.
To be honest, she doesn't know exactly what Zhuang Yan means now, but she still knows one thing, at least, there are some bonds between them.
These things don't wear out over time, at least for now, he can't bear it, and she can't let it go.
After that, the two of them were relatively silent, only the street lamps in the night stretched their shadows for a long, long time.
Zhuang Yan accompanied Su Nian to Su Nian's house, Su Nian stood at the door, "I'm here, you can go back quickly." ”
Zhuang Yan looked at Su Nian and nodded, "Rest early after you go back, don't think nonsense." ”
Su Nian smiled and nodded at Zhuang Yan, "Okay." ”
After finishing speaking, Zhuang Yan turned around and left, Su Nian looked at Zhuang Yan's back, and a smile appeared in his eyes.
He really can give people enough security at all times and places, because he is strong enough, and because he is single-minded to protect him.
People in the outside world are rumored to be cruel and ruthless, but only those who really get along with him can know what a gentle person he is inside.
Su Nian is very lucky to be by his side for so long, and she is also lucky to be friends with such a person, as for what will happen to the two of them in the future, Su Nian doesn't want to think about it, those things are only known in the future.
Su Nian turned around and went home, and received a message from his family, "Nian Nian, we have sent someone to pick you up, you are ready to prepare, go home." ”
Su Nian looked at that message, and suddenly felt a little tired, and some didn't want to face it, really, are you going to go back like this?
Su Nian put her phone aside, and the whole person collapsed on the bed, Su Nian's eyes looked straight at the ceiling, she had lived a very happy life in the past three years.
But she is indeed a coward, she herself does evade a lot of responsibilities, for the family, she is incompetent, she is not good enough.
In fact, they have done very well, they have allowed her to be free outside for three years, they have never forced her to learn those things, they say that they want to be happier in the time she can control.
However, for the family, she really hasn't done anything, those are her responsibilities, and she can't escape it anymore.
Su Nian lay on the bed for a while, then turned over and got up, picked up his mobile phone, and sent a message back, "I know, I will be ready in the next few days." ”
After the message was sent, Su Nian sat on the bed and looked at the scenery outside the window, Dandong is a place, even if it is chaotic, it will not lose his own style and prosperity.
At night, the lights of countless high-rise buildings reflect the whole city, making the whole city extremely gorgeous, although she also knows that behind these bright lights, there is also a dark side that those lights cannot illuminate.
But at least, when she was in Dandong, she had never been disturbed by the so-called dark side, and she had never encountered those darkness.
He made her act in the light, and the darkness behind it was his own.
He was really good to her, she had never seen any other woman around him, he was a very good person.
is also a person who makes her heart move.
But these words, she can only think about it in her heart, now is not the time, she is leaving, and the return date is uncertain.
So she couldn't say anything else, and when she found the answer herself, she would come back to him with an answer.
A person must always know what he can and cannot do, so that he (she) can avoid detours and make his life a little smoother.
Su Nian put his phone aside, lay on the bed, and slowly closed his eyes.
When Zhuang Yan got home, it was late at night, in fact, he had been thinking about a question on the way, that is, what did Su Nian mean to him?
Su Nian had always been by his side before, so from his own point of view, he didn't feel any difference.
It's just that Su Nian is leaving this time, which has caused him to have some thoughts, what will he be like if Su Nian is not there?
He has no answer to this question, he can't easily open his mouth to keep people, because he can't keep people when he has no answer, so what should she do?
So, he thought about it seriously, and the final answer was that he thought, he shouldn't be able to let him go.
And he has never been an indecisive person, and once he has made up his mind, he will definitely do it.
Su Nian's return this time is already a sure thing, and he can't stop this matter, but he will definitely let Su Nian return to Dandong again.
There is still a long way to go between them, so how could he let her go so easily, and let her leave this time to give her a little time to think about it.