Chapter 389: I'm afraid of a big dream 2

Zhao Qingyu's eyes were full of sarcasm: "Do you think it's still too late?" ”

Xia Zimo grabbed her hand: "Of course it's still too late, fortunately you didn't have an accident, you were discharged from the hospital this time, we want a child, okay?" ”

It's okay not to mention the child, as soon as the child is mentioned, Zhao Qingyu immediately raised his hand and gave Xia Zimo a slap.

"Smack!"

The crisp slap fell, Xia Zimo tilted his head slightly, and the half of his face that was beaten was slightly red, but it was not too serious.

Zhao Qingyu slowly put down her numb hand, and her heart was dead.

Everything has changed, changed.

She was not reborn, she was not admitted to the Z University, she did not get rich, and she did not leave Xia Zimo, even if it was a slap with all her strength, it hurt herself the most.

"Xiaoyu, is your hand very painful? The next time you want to hit me, just tell me and I'll do it myself. Xia Zimo grabbed her hand, as if she was very distressed.

"After this incident, I found out that I really can't live without you, and the two of us will live a good life in the future and never leave each other again, okay?"

The form of his prayer was so humble.

But Zhao Qingyu just watched coldly, and at this time, he was still deceiving himself.

At this time, she was very tired, and she didn't want to expose this man's clumsy lies, she remembered what happened on the stairs that day, but she didn't want to entangle with him again.

She had to calm down first.

At night, Xia Zimo had to stay in the hospital to take care, and Zhao Qingyu simply went with him, in short, he didn't say a word to him.

Although her leg was injured, it was not serious, there were crutches next to her, even when she went to the toilet, she had to go alone, as long as Xia Zimo touched her, she refused to move.

In the end, Xia Zimo had no choice but to watch silently from the side.

At night, Zhao Qingyu lay on the hospital bed, looking at the arc track on the ceiling overhead, and had no sleep all night.

Xia Zimo was also in the room, but he slept on a folding bed through the curtain.

Very early in the morning, someone from the hospital came to do hygiene, Xia Zimo put away the folding bed early, washed up, and went out to buy breakfast for Zhao Qingyu.

As soon as he left, the cleaner came in, and quickly dragged around with a mop next to him, and when he dragged it next to Zhao Qingyu, he wanted to come over and chat with her, but he saw Zhao Qingyu close his eyes and leave in a huff.

When the quiet in the ward returned, Zhao Qingyu opened his eyes faintly.

She's waiting, waiting for an opportunity.

She didn't believe it, so real a few years, it turned out to be all fake, it was a dream, she would never believe it.

Xia Zimo came back soon, bringing tofu brain and hot dry powder, and he came over to call Zhao Qingyu for breakfast.

"Let's go, I don't have an appetite for you here." Zhao Qingyu glanced at the other side and didn't look at him at all.

Xia Zimo was silent for a while, and said softly.

After a few rustling sounds, Xia Zimo finally left.

Zhao Qingyu knew that he must have called his parents, and they would come later.

She flipped out the mobile phone that Xia Zimo left for her, and clicked on the two high school alumni buckle groups that she had added before, these two groups were only active for a while when she first added them, and then they disappeared and no one spoke.

And Zhao Qingyu himself didn't even speak in it once.

She wanted to find Li Feiyu's number.

Hundreds of accounts, she flipped through them one by one, and many of the numbers in them were vacant, the level was very low, and most of them were offline.

But what made her even more depressed was that only a few of them had changed their group nicknames, and most of them were bizarre screen names.

In order not to miss one, she even clicked on someone else's buckle space for everyone who was unsure, but half of them were locked in space, and she couldn't even look at it.

When Zhao's father and Zhao's mother came, they saw their daughter pulling her mobile phone without blinking, and the breakfast next to her was already cold.

"Hey, this kid, why don't you know when to eat well." Mother Zhao said a word to her beside her, and then asked Father Zhao to go out to buy a new one, pick up the cold things and start eating them.

Zhao Qingyu put down the phone and snatched the things in Zhao's mother's hand, the latter was startled by her, and shouted: "Oh, what are you doing kid, you see that the sesame paste has spilled out." ”

"Mom, it's said it's cold, so don't eat it."

"Then why don't you eat it, it's really thrown away, it's all money to buy, your mother is in good health, it's okay to eat something cold." Mother Zhao brought the hot dry powder again, "When I used to work outside, I didn't eat less. ”

Zhao Qingyu was silent.

Even if she no longer wants to admit the world, she can't ignore her parents.

Zhao's father bought breakfast again and came back, this time Zhao Qingyu didn't say anything, she ate it little by little very obediently.

Zhao's mother said with relief: "Just eat it, and when your leg is healed, we will be discharged from the hospital." ”

Zhao Qingyu took the tissue handed by his mother, wiped his mouth slowly, and said, "Mom, Dad, I have a very important matter to discuss with you." ”

Her expression was very calm, but the old couple was keenly aware of a hint of unusualness, Zhao's mother asked Zhao's father to close the door of the ward, and then the family of three sat around with a serious face.

Mother Zhao was obviously worried, and she had to pretend to be calm: "Xiaoyu, if you have anything, just say it boldly, and your parents will help you find a way." ”

Zhao Qingyu shook his head, his voice was very soft: "Dad, Mom, in fact, I can solve this matter by myself, I just want to tell you in advance." ”

"What's the matter?"

Zhao Qingyu: "I want to divorce Xia Zimo." ”

"Ahh???hh

At this moment, the calm old couple sat up in shock and asked in unison, "Why! ”

Mother Zhao hurriedly grabbed Zhao Qingyu's hand and shook it vigorously: "Xiaoyu, you can't talk nonsense because of fever, right?" Why do you want to divorce Xiao Xia, haven't you two always been good? ”

Father Zhao, who has always been bad at words, couldn't help but say angrily: "In the past, you were so bitter with Xiao Xia, and you didn't say that you wanted to divorce, but now that your life is finally getting better, why are you suddenly going to divorce!" Are you taking life as a child's play! ”

"I didn't let you be with Xiao Xia before, you didn't listen, you wanted to die or live in front of me, and now, you want to divorce for some reason, do you sincerely want your parents to live an uneasy life......

Father Zhao got angry, so he began to say nothing, and said a bunch of ugly words later.

Zhao Qingyu sat motionless on the bed, in fact, this is the parents in her memory.

Zhao's mother saw that her face was wrong, and began to persuade her husband to say less, but Zhao's father directly left a sentence "This is the good daughter you taught", and was so angry that he slammed the door and left.

A depressed feeling made Zhao Qingyu feel powerless and full of anger.

Mother Zhao's eyes were red, and she began to use the tear offensive, persuading her, persuading her, and persuading her again.

Zhao Qingyu said: "Mom, what if, I mean if, Xia Zimo did something sorry for me?" Do you want me to continue to follow him aggrievedly? ”

Mother Zhao paused, and after a while, she asked in disbelief: "You mean Xiao Xia, he did something sorry for you?" ”

"Well, do you want me to stay with him then?"

"What's the matter?" Mother Zhao asked.

But Zhao Qingyu didn't want to mention it now, just stubbornly repeated that sentence.

Mother Zhao finally looked a little relieved, but she still didn't say anything clearly, but muttered to herself: "No, Xiao Xia's family was so poor at the beginning, you followed him, how could he do something sorry for you." ”

"There will inevitably be some contradictions between husband and wife, quarrels, they all have to communicate well, maybe it's just a misunderstanding? You've been together for more than ten years, and it's not easy......"

"And I think Xiao Xia is very good to you, even if you are busy with work, you have to come over several times a day, you look at the ward across the corridor from the door, the woman was in a car accident, her husband has never come to see once, it is said that he refuses to even give out the money, and the woman's parents are about to cry to death every day."

As soon as Zhao's mother said something, she couldn't stop, and Zhao Qingyu didn't interrupt her again.

Perhaps for her mother, these words were simply used to comfort herself.

They wishfully believe that they are doing well, and their tirade reveals a meaning: women should not do too much, otherwise they will regret it in the future.

This feeling made Zhao Qingyu feel familiar and unfamiliar, and the reaction of Zhao's father and Zhao's mother seemed to be unexpected and reasonable.

In the past, when she insisted on being with Xia Zimo, who was poor and white, her parents insisted on opposing it because he was too poor.

Now that Xia Zimo is rich, even with some of the "grievances" she has received, she can endure and ignore it.

However, Zhao Qingyu felt that something seemed to be wrong.

She couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't guess it.

In the evening, Xia Zimo came over, and Zhao's mother pulled him outside to talk, and Zhao Qingyu could think of it with her toes that it should be for her "surprise" during the day.

The two stayed outside for nearly an hour and a half before returning, during which Zhao's father sat in silence in the hospital room, occasionally asking her if she needed water or anything.

Zhao Qingyu was sure that his father must have known about his conversation with his mother during the day, but after he came back from outside, there was nothing else unusual on his face, as if it was just an illusion that he was so angry that he brushed his sleeves and walked away this morning.

Even when Xia Zimo came over at night, Father Zhao greeted him calmly as usual.

Wait, she finally knew something was wrong.

Is this the big man she once said harshly to the person who bullied her?

Or is it that her father, in the beating of the tide of life, gradually lost his edges and corners, and became silent and smooth.

Zhao Qingyu looked at Zhao's father, who was sitting at the head of the bed peeling oranges for her, and suddenly spoke: "Dad? ”

Father Zhao looked up a little confused, "Huh? ”

"Do you remember, what did Xiao Feng like to eat when he was a child?"

"Ah......" Father Zhao furrowed his eyebrows slightly, and said tremblingly after a while, "Xiaofeng likes to eat braised tofu." ”

Zhao's father thought of his youngest son who had not heard from him for many years, and a cloudy tear fell from the corner of his eye.

Zhao Qingyu's heart throbbed slightly, she pursed her lips, lowered her head and said, "Xiao Feng, it must be somewhere, and you are doing well." ”

"Yes, he must be fine, and when he is gone, he will come back......"

……

After chatting with Zhao's mother, Xia Zimo's face did not change much, but when he looked at Zhao Qingyu, a trace of inexplicable sadness often flashed.

That night, he still asked for an escort.

After Zhao's father and Zhao's mother left, he went to the boiling water room to fetch hot water, and put the basin in front of the bed, "I have made the water, shall I help you wash it, or wash it yourself?" ”

Zhao Qingyu replied differently: "I have already found out." ”

"What?" Xia Zimo looked up at her inexplicably.

"I've found a flaw in this world."

Xia Zimo's eyes flashed, and then he suddenly laughed: "Xiaoyu, I don't know what you're talking about, what is this world, what flaws?" I don't understand. ”

Zhao Qingyu didn't speak, his eyes stared at him darkly, and the two looked at each other like this, as if they wanted to see through each other's skin, right to their hearts.

"Say whatever you want, I'll tell you, I'm not so easy to defeat."

In the end, Zhao Qingyu took the lead in retracting his gaze and said lightly: "Okay, I'm going to wash myself, you go out first." ”

Xia Zimo's mouth twitched a few times, but in the end he didn't say anything, got up and left.

When Zhao Qingyu was left alone in the room, she resisted the urge to kick over the basin of water in front of her, and quickly got up and got out of bed.

She didn't even bother to take the crutches, the golden rooster jumped to the opposite side independently, grabbed Xia Zimo's mobile phone, today she finished recording her classmates, and she didn't find Li Feiyu's contact information, and what was even more outrageous was that she didn't even find Ruan Ling's buckle number.

She clearly remembered that Ruan Ling had also added those two groups in the past, and she was even very active for a while.

However, Xia Zimo did not add those two groups.

Could it be that Ruan Ling quit the group when she didn't know?

Zhao Qingyu opened Xia Zimo's hand secret security, which she was very familiar with, so she opened it without thinking about it, and then found Xia Zimo's various communication software, trying to find the clues she wanted in it.

She was obviously pushed down the steps by Ruan Ling, but Xia Zimo actually said that she fell down by herself, and even denied that Ruan Ling had been here.

It happened so clearly, Xia Zimo didn't admit it at all, and even her parents didn't believe it.

However, Zhao Qingyu only mentioned it casually, and she didn't force an argument, because at this extraordinary moment, she was likely to be crowned with a title of "her head was broken" and imprisoned in the hospital.

She had to get better and go out for more clues.

Xia Zimo's hands were very clean, except for the information and phone calls at work, she couldn't find any suspicious points.

Footsteps sounded outside, Zhao Qingyu quickly dropped his phone and sat down.

"How did you get there?" Xia Zimo was surprised that she was sitting on her folding bed.

Zhao Qingyu said expressionlessly: "It's more convenient here, what's the matter?" Can't I sit? ”

Xia Zimo shook his head amusedly: "Of course you can, you can do whatever you want, but I'm worried that your legs and feet are inconvenient, why don't you call me to help." ”

Why don't you call you, don't you have a point in your heart?

Zhao Qingyu sneered inwardly.

Xia Zimo probably also realized that it was a bit inappropriate for him to say this, and stood at the door awkwardly for a while, until someone on the other side came out to greet him, and after chatting a few words, he walked in casually and gently closed the door of the ward.

"Washed? I'll pour the water for you after washing. He stepped aside and asked.

Zhao Qingyu glanced at him silently, and Xia Zimo walked over very respectfully and picked up the basin.

"Do you have to be obsessed?" She asked suddenly.

Xia Zimo's footsteps paused, didn't say anything, and quickly walked into the bathroom.