Chapter 388: I'm afraid of a big dream
"You kid, look at you, you've been in a coma for so long, people are stupid." Zhao's mother cried, "Can people still do the same when they are old, and they have to do things every day, no matter how much they maintain, it's useless......"
Zhao Qingyu felt very uncomfortable, she stretched out her hand to comfort her mother, but found something that made her heart tremble - her mother was much older!
"Mom! Why do you suddenly have so much gray hair? ”
Her mother is obviously only in her early forties, although she opened a breakfast shop, she gets up early and returns late every day, but she is full of energy every day, and she is more energetic than a young person like her.
Mother Zhao's hair was gray, the skin on her face was dull and yellow, the corners of her eyes were saggy, and several crow's feet were deeply carved there.
Where is this her mother's impression!
"Mom! What the hell is wrong with you, Mom! Zhao Qingyu was so anxious that she cried all of a sudden, and immediately sat up and hugged Zhao's mother's face and examined it carefully.
"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you? Don't cry, it's good to wake up, it's good to wake up, don't cry, Mom, as long as you can wake up, it's fine," Zhao's mother said but cried more than Zhao Qingyu, "Mom is fine, Mom is fine, I just want the child to think......"
Zhao Qingyu felt that she was too much, she cried and said, "Mom, I'm fine, I'm really fine, I'm just ......"
She suddenly paused at this point, and there was a person standing at the door, it was her father, who was tall and slightly chubby in her impression, but now he was thinner than ordinary people, his straight shoulders were stiff because of his age, and his hair was whiter than his mother's.
Zhao Qingyu wiped his eyes a little incredulously, wiped away the blurry and reflective tears inside, looked at his father, and said in a trembling voice: "Dad? What are you...... How can you ......?"
She couldn't go on anymore, and her parents seemed to be getting old in a moment she didn't know it.
Mother Zhao didn't know what she was sad about, but she soothed while crying and laughing: "Silly child, you have been sick for so long, can your father not come to see you, although he has a bad temper, but deep down, he still cares about you." ”
Zhao Qingyu opened her mouth, tears flowed down again in an instant, and the corners of her mouth tasted wet and salty, at this moment, she regretted it a lot.
It would be nice if she wasn't blindly impulsive and confident, she thought she could handle it, she was so stupid, ridiculously stupid!
However, fortunately, fortunately, it is still too late, and she must ...... well in the future
Suddenly, a voice shattered her inner expectation.
"Dad, Mom, I'm back from shopping, you eat first, rest first after eating, and I'll keep watch at noon."
Immediately afterwards, Xia Zimo walked in with two boxed lunches in his hand.
He froze for a moment after seeing Zhao Qingyu sitting up on the bed, Zhao Qingyu also stared at him with round eyes, and for a while, both of them were motionless, looking straight at each other at a distance of two meters.
It was Xia Zimo who reacted first, he put the lunch box on the small cabinet next to the hospital bed, rushed to the bed in surprise, grabbed Zhao Qingyu's hand, and shouted loudly with trembling: "Xiaoyu! Light rain! You're awake! You're finally awake! ”
Zhao Qingyu let him dance with his hands sluggishly, except for Zhao's father and Zhao's mother, there were some unfamiliar faces gathered at the door of the ward.
Everyone looked at this scene with relief, only Zhao Qingyu's heart was cold.
After a short period of confusion, Zhao Qingyu did not immediately show any abnormality, she just quietly pulled out her hands and said to Xia Zimo, who was overjoyed: "I'm hungry." ”
"Ah yes, you've been in a coma for a week, you haven't eaten anything except for nutritional injections, I'm going to buy you food now! You wait! ”
Xia Zimo hurriedly walked out, and Zhao's mother hurriedly pulled him back, "Xiao Xia, don't go buy it, just give my meal to Xiaoyu to eat." ”
Xia Zimo stopped, turned his head and looked at Zhao Qingyu with some hesitation, from his eyes, Zhao Qingyu read something.
She said lightly: "Mom, I can't eat your meal now, so let Xia Zimo buy it." ”
"Oh yes!" Xia Zimo's hesitation turned into a sudden, "The doctor said, Xiaoyu has to eat something light and easy to digest when she wakes up, these are better for your mother, you can eat them yourself, I'll be back soon!" ”
Xia Zimo left, Zhao's father sat next to Zhao Qingyu with a boxed lunch and ate silently, there were many people at the door, it seemed that they were also patients on this floor, these people seemed to be quite familiar with Zhao's mother, and the latter chatted with these people about his daughter and son-in-law while eating.
Soon, the news that Zhao Qingyu woke up reached the doctors and nurses, who came to ask Zhao Qingyu about his situation and feelings, took a few tubes of blood, and then left.
Zhao Qingyu was very cooperative throughout the whole process, only she knew that her heart was like a monstrous wave at this time.
She learned from the conversation between her mother and others that a week ago, because she accidentally went down the stairs, she fell down all of a sudden, was found by Xia Zimo in time, sent to the hospital, and then fell into a coma for a week until she woke up today.
And Zhao's father and Zhao's mother were picked up from their hometown by Xia Zimo the next day.
Originally, Xia Zimo said that he would rent a room for them in the hostel next to the hospital, but Zhao's mother and Zhao's father strongly asked to take care of them in the hospital because they were worried about their daughter.
So Xia Zimo got her a single bed with a bathroom, bought two folding beds, and took care of her for a week.
"Your daughter's life is so good, her son-in-law is handsome and rich, and she is good to your wife and your husband, it's really good......"
"Hey, it's really okay, but my daughter used to suffer a lot with him, and now it's finally a better life, and this kind of thing happens again, my heart!"
"It's good that people wake up now, and if they don't die, there will be a blessing in the future!"
"Heaven bless, God bless ......"
Zhao Qingyu lay on the bed, quietly listening to the conversation between Zhao's mother and others, feeling like a dream.
She pinched her arm hard under the covers, hissing, strange pain that woke her up.
How can it be?
How can this be true!
She didn't die, she didn't regenerate, she didn't have everything.
No way, there must be something wrong.
As soon as I fall asleep and wake up again, everything will change again.
Zhao Qingyu said this to herself, she closed her eyes and began not to look at everything around her.
"Xiaoyu, I'm back, I've brought your favorite three fresh small wontons, get up and eat quickly."
However, when he closed his eyes, the surrounding voices seemed to become clearer, including Xia Zimo's whisper in his ear: "Xiaoyu, wake up quickly, hurry up and open your eyes to see, I brought you something delicious back." ”
Zhao Qingyu was very annoyed, very annoying, she finally opened her eyes unbearably and glared at Xia Zimo fiercely: "You ......"
Later, Zhao's father and Zhao's mother met her unexpectedly with worried eyes.
"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you? Feeling uncomfortable again? ”
"Why don't you call the doctor over and take a look, didn't you say that you hit your head at the beginning, is it a headache?"
Zhao's father and Zhao's mother began to worry and speculate on their own.
Zhao Qingyu stopped Zhao's father, who was about to go out to call the doctor, and said, "Dad, I'm fine, I just woke up and was a little dizzy." ”
Mother Zhao hurriedly said: "That's still uncomfortable, let the doctor come over and take a look, or take a brain MRI." ”
Xia Zimo also touched her head worriedly and asked, "Isn't it very uncomfortable, in fact, I took it the day before yesterday, it's not a big problem, if you are still uncomfortable, you can shoot it again." ”
"I'm fine." Zhao Qingyu dodged Xia Zimo's hand and said to his parents, "It's because I've been lying in bed for a long time, I'm actually quite fine." ”
Zhao's father and Zhao's mother thought about it too, and then gradually put their minds at ease.
Xia Zimo had to go to work in the company in the afternoon, and he was about to leave not long after staying at noon, and before leaving, he promised apologetically: "Xiaoyu, it is very important to have a bid today, and when this project is finished, I will definitely rest for two days and accompany you well." ”
What responded to him was Zhao Qingyu's cold face.
She didn't even look at him.
Xia Zimo sighed, and left in a few comforts from Zhao's mother.
As soon as he left, Zhao's mother came over, held her hand and said: "Xiaoyu, Xiaoxia, he can't help it, in the past few days that you have been in a coma, he has hardly slept a day, and he has to run to the hospital three or four times a day, alas, man, for the sake of his family, for his career, there is no way, don't be depressed, the doctor said, anger is not conducive to the recovery of the body." ”
Zhao Qingyu looked at her strange and familiar mother, her heart was sour, and she couldn't say what she was suffering about.
She didn't know what to do, there seemed to be a fire in her heart, which made her uncomfortable, but outside, she could only pretend to be calm.
And so it went on for three days.
Every day, she ate hard, and the nurse came to give injections, and she was very cooperative, and the knee of her left leg was injured, but it was not too serious.
She said to her parents, "I want to be discharged. ”
Probably to see that her condition is indeed recovering well, Xia Zimo agreed to go through the discharge procedures for her, and on the day of discharge, Xia Zimo bought her a fully automatic electric remote control wheelchair, saying that if he is not at home, she can move freely.
Zhao Qingyu looked at the expensive wheelchair and didn't speak.
Outside the hospital, the white SUV was particularly glaring.
Sitting in the car, Zhao's father and Zhao's mother next to him seemed to be a little restrained, this car was newly replaced by Xia Zimo this year, and they hadn't sat in it a few times.
Familiar streets, familiar neighborhoods, and those familiar people.
Zhao Qingyu looked out of the car window the whole time, hoping to see a little flaw.
However, these were indeed all she had experienced before she was reborn.
So real, so familiar, so dreamy, so strange.
Her heart sank little by little, until it sank into endless darkness.
When the car drove into a high-end community where she once lived, the scene of that day naturally popped up in her mind.
In the house where she and Xia Zimo lived together, another woman appeared, and then ......
"Ahh
She jerked her head and began to scream loudly.
"Squeak-"
After the car suddenly turned, it stopped suddenly, and Zhao's father and Zhao's mother and Xia Zimo, who was driving in front, all turned their heads to look at her in panic.
"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you? Is your head hurting? Does it hurt? ”
"Go back! Go back to the hospital! The light rain must be something uncomfortable! ”
The car turned on again and returned the way it came.
Zhao Qingyu didn't want to go home, she didn't want to see that place, as soon as she thought of that, she felt that she had an impatient emotion in her heart that she wanted to vent, wanted to scream, and wanted to tear in pain.
She returned to the hospital again, and the doctor immediately arranged for her to have a full body examination.
When the results came in, everything was normal, and there was nothing wrong with her, except for her left leg, which had not fully recovered.
However, at the strong request of Zhao's father and Zhao's mother, Zhao Qingyu was re-admitted to the hospital.
Xia Zimo couldn't stay here all the time, so he had to leave a card and go back to work.
As soon as he left, Zhao Qingyu grabbed Zhao's mother's hand and asked softly, "Mom, where is my brother?" Is Kaede back? ”
Mother Zhao's eyes immediately turned red, "No, your brother...... Still no news. ”
Zhao Qingyu's fingers trembled, and he didn't say anything for a long time.
She began to reject this place, everything here.
She lies in bed every day, just wanting to close her eyes and sleep again.
But every time I woke up, I was disappointed.
Everyone around her began to persuade her.
"You can't do this, the doctor said that you have no major problems, and you have to try to walk slowly in your legs before you can recover."
"Xiaoyu, let's get out of the hospital, go home, the environment here is not good, I'll ask a nurse to take care of you when you go back, okay?"
Xia Zimo came over at night, lying on her bedside and whispering persuasion.
He was free today, Zhao's father and Zhao's mother were taken to rest at home by him, and he came over to accompany her that night.
Zhao Qingyu's closed eyes opened slightly, and she looked at Xia Zimo, who had tenderness in his eyes, but unfortunately she didn't want to see it at all.
"What exactly did you do? Got me here. She looked at him coldly and said word by word.
Xia Zimo was stunned for a moment, a little confused: "What? Don't you want to be in the hospital? If you don't want to, I'll go through the discharge procedures for you now, and my parents are also at home now, and they definitely want you to be discharged from the hospital early and cheer up......"
He gushed endlessly, and Zhao Qingyu stared at his every move, word and deed, trying to find out what flaws.
There's definitely something wrong here.
"You told others that I accidentally fell off myself?" She asked again suddenly.
Xia Zimo's voice stopped, and it took a while before he reached out and gently touched Zhao Qingyu's forehead, and said, "Yes, it's all because I was too busy, I didn't accompany you that day, otherwise you wouldn't have fallen down the stairs and suffered such a big injury." ”
Zhao Qingyu's voice was a little erratic: "Really? Then do you remember Ruan Ling? ”
"Ruan Ling? Remember, wasn't she a classmate of the two of us in high school? Xia Zimo's voice was a little soft, "What did you suddenly mention her?" ”
Zhao Qingyu's hands hidden under the quilt were curled up, and her sharp nails sank into the flesh, but she still smiled lightly: "Do you remember?" She's your first love, and you used to like her. ”
Xia Zimo's face changed slightly, and he pretended to be angry and said: "How long has this happened, why are you still mentioning it, there is nothing between me and her for a long time, and I am the only one in my heart now." ”
Zhao Qingyu stared straight at him and didn't speak.
"Why do you keep looking at me like this......" Xia Zimo was a little uncomfortable, and his cheeks were slightly red.
Zhao Qingyu suddenly smiled: "A little surprised, you never said these words to me before, let alone let me mention your ex-girlfriend." ”
The blood on Xia Zimo's face receded, leaving only a touch of paleness, and after a while, he spoke in a low voice: "I'm sorry, it was my fault before, no matter what happens in the future, I will take the initiative to talk to you and discuss with you, okay?" ”