Chapter 172: Tigu
I only heard Lu Ze say in a gentle tone, and this sentence seemed to exhaust all the tenderness in his heart.
"Then rely on me as much as you can, and I'm willing to be your pillar."
Su Yue also replied with gentle comfort, she knew that Lu Ze must need her company more than ever at this moment.
However, she didn't seem to be sure if Lu Ze only needed spiritual companionship at the moment, so she continued in as calm a tone as possible:
"If you need me to come over and be there for you, I guess that's perfectly fine."
"Su Yue... Just stay with me like this. ”
At this moment, Lu Ze's voice was as soft and light as a feather, as if floating in the boundless sky. I only heard him say to Su Yue in an almost calm tone:
"Now I... Very haggard... The whole person is full of negative energy. I don't want the people I like to see me look so decadent, Su Yue, I appreciate your kindness, but now I just want to deal with my mother's funeral as soon as possible so that I can bury her. Because her mother died in an accident, she still has to go through the relevant procedures these days to let her be buried in peace. ”
"Okay, I see, then I'll stay with you like this, okay?"
Su Yue could fully understand Lu Ze's mood at the moment, she knew that even if she appeared by Lu Ze's side at this moment, he would not have the extra energy to face herself. What's more, if he wants to face the person he likes in his current decadent mental state, this is tantamount to a kind of pressure and burden.
However, in order to keep Lu Ze's heart from being overburdened, Su Yue tried to persuade him in a eloquent way:
"Luze... Sometimes, though, I don't want you to bury all your grief in your heart and bear it alone, so if you want to cry, you might as well cry out loud. ”
"Su Yue... I see what you mean, but not yet. ”
With a firmness in Lu Ze's tone on the other end of the phone, he then said to Su Yue:
"I have to hold on now... I have to handle my mother's funeral one by one, including the funeral, there will be many seniors in the company and local leaders who know my mother well, in order to continue to maintain my father's career, I have to hold on... I can't break down on that occasion, I can't let them see my gaffe. ”
"Lu Ze, this is too hard for you..."
"Su Yue, I have no choice. Now that my mother has passed away, it may be even more difficult for those old employees in the company to obey management, and I must not let up easily at this time. Firm... It's the only thing I can protect for them now. ”
"Hmm... I see, so you just do what you want in your heart. Lu Ze, it's just that I hope that one day you can unload these burdens in your heart little by little, even if it is to cry bitterly at me, I am willing to share it for you. ”
"Well, I'll try my best. Su Yue... It's really hard for you, and I want you to suffer with me. ”
"Luze, don't say that. It's my own choice and I won't regret it. ”
"Hopefully, after all this, there will be a new beginning between us..."
"It will, I'm sure."
Every time she finished chatting with Lu Ze, Su Yue's heart was quite emotional.
This boy's experience made Su Yue, a little flower in the greenhouse, gradually willing to step out of her comfort zone and try to accept the outside world. Although the world is cruel and even desperate, she knows that facing the outside world bravely is the challenge she will eventually face.
And the death of Lu Ze's mother, for these two young people, seems to be a profound lesson taught to them by God. Although at the moment, Su Yue and Lu Ze don't know why God arranged the trajectory of fate like this, what is the reason, and what is the deep meaning. But in the dark, everything is in the repeated rotation of the gears of fate, deep in the reincarnation of this world.
For Su Yue, this was the first time she was deeply aware of the matter of death, and there were some moments that she had to face, and she would eventually face it alone.
And for Lu Ze, all the pain and suffering, if not completely crushing him, is an opportunity to make him gradually stronger. As for being hit by the heavy punch of fate, or finding our true selves through adversity, it often lies in our thoughts.
In the following days, Lu Ze was busy dealing with his mother's funeral all day long, and until the day of the funeral, he always suppressed the sad emotions in his heart, and still maintained a seemingly calm attitude in front of outsiders.
After the funeral, Lu Ze's cousin offered to stay with Lu Ze. I heard Lu Ze mention before that his cousin Lu Qian grew up with him since he was a child, and his cousin also loved him very much. However, after her cousin got married, she lived with her husband and children in a city in the south for a long time, so this time she rushed over immediately after learning the sad news of Lu Ze's mother's sudden death.
It was only after this that she roughly learned the ins and outs of the whole thing from Lu Ze. After listening to the story between Lu Ze and Su Yue, Lu Qian also sighed for the setbacks that these two young people experienced along the way. However, listening to Lu Ze, his cousin was not only very emotional after listening to it, but also often comforted and encouraged Lu Ze to be firm in the love he chose.
After getting the affirmation and support of his cousin, Lu Ze seems to be more confident. At present, my cousin is accompanying Lu Ze to deal with his mother's funeral, and the only important thing now is to deal with the inheritance left by his mother.
It was also one day after Lu Ze's mother passed away that his grandmother called Lu Ze in private and told him that in fact, his mother still had a property in France before her death. And she didn't tell anyone about this except that her grandmother knew.
But the specific location of that property, grandma can't remember clearly, only remember that it was in a seaside town in France, and grandma hoped that Lu Ze would be free to deal with that property.
Lu Ze was a little surprised that his mother had actually purchased a property overseas before her death, but he had never heard his mother mention it. But according to his grandmother, the reason why his mother bought that property was so that when Lu Ze got married and had a family of her own, she wanted to go there to retire with peace of mind.
Unexpectedly, the world is impermanent, and Lu Ze's mother did not enjoy this family happiness in the end.
Lu Ze discussed with Su Yue afterwards that he was going to France to deal with the real estate, but the only obstacle at the moment was that Lu Ze's body had not fully recovered. Therefore, the doctor does not recommend that he take a long flight at such a time, so as not to be unable to bear the bumps and fatigue on the way.
After listening to the doctor's advice, Lu Ze and Su Yue also expressed their understanding of this, and felt that it would not be a big deal to deal with this matter later.
But I didn't expect it... An incident a few days later caused Luze to endure physical pain and immediately rush to France.
And when Su Yue learned that Lu Ze had to rush to France immediately to deal with her mother's property, she was very confused and puzzled.
What is the reason why Lu Ze must take the risk of a recurrence of his old illness and must do it?