Chapter 171: Deep Roots
"Alas... It's hard for him. ”
Su Yue sighed silently, this incident made her feel very sorry for Lu Ze. Now he not only has to bear the grief of his mother's death alone, but also has to remain calm and deal with his mother's funeral under the malicious speculation of his relatives.
That's too much for a teenager in his early twenties.
"No way... None of us can help him with this, so we can only rely on himself. ”
"Well, you're right. However, Qin Fei still has to trouble you to accompany Lu Ze as much as possible in the past few days and try to comfort him. Because now apart from you, there is probably no one around him who can be trusted. ”
"Don't worry, I'll take care of him here. Although he is reluctant to communicate with me now, I may feel more at ease with him. ”
"Well, it's really hard for you, Qin Fei."
"You're welcome, for the sake of your good brother, these are nothing."
After talking to Qin Fei on the phone, Su Yue thought for a moment, and then left a message for Lu Ze:
"Luze, at this time I know that any words of comfort may not mean anything to you. But I still want to tell you that you don't have to doubt what you have always believed, and you don't have to care about the eyes of others, because we will never be understood by everyone in the world. But at least I want you to know that I will trust you unconditionally, no matter what the circumstances. I know what you've been through, and although I can't empathize with it, at least my heart can feel it the moment it connects with your heart, your happiness becomes my happiness, and your pain becomes mine, so no matter how far away we are from each other, I will always be waiting for you. I will be the one in this world that you can trust, and who will trust you completely. ”
After revealing her heart to Lu Ze, Su Yue realized that a subtle change was taking place somewhere in her heart.
Although all the unfavorable conditions in the outside world seem to point to this relationship with no future in sight at the same time, it is precisely because of these things that there is an invisible and intangible magical power that seems to gradually begin to pour into Su Yue's heart. She didn't know what that power was or where it came from, but she seemed to be able to sense it.
There is a subtle feeling in my heart, like a mysterious seed buried in the soil, which is gradually taking root and sprouting.
After about twenty minutes, Su Yue received Lu Ze's reply:
"Su Yue... I'm so glad I had you with me, if it weren't for you... I'm afraid I won't be able to go on any longer. After reading your words, I really feel great warmth and comfort in my heart, like a beam of sunshine shining into my heart. I know that even if I live alone in this world from now on, as long as I think of you, I still have the courage to persevere..."
After reading Lu Ze's message, Su Yue smiled from the bottom of her heart for the first time in a long time. This strong boy is now holding his broken heart, step by step, stubbornly moving forward. Even though every step was like walking on the tip of a knife, and there was a raging sea of fire beneath him, he did not stop because of fear and fear. Because there was an inexplicable force that spread from his mind to his whole body, he had certain strong enough beliefs to support him to continue to move forward steadily.
For Su Yue, the next thing she can do is to adjust her emotions, and then wait for Lu Ze to finish dealing with her mother's funeral. Although she couldn't predict where her relationship with Lu Ze would go in the future, it didn't matter at the moment, whether she and Lu Ze could have a happy ending or not, they were destined to become each other's most important people in the dark.
In the afternoon, Su Yue went to a nearby farm with her parents to pick fresh vegetables and fruits, and also fed the cows and lambs kept in captivity.
Soon the day passed, and although what happened this morning still lingered in Su Yue's mind from time to time, she had tried to adjust her mentality as much as possible and face everything that had happened positively.
Because since it has inevitably happened, it means that it will never change. Only by letting it become a thing of the past and not thinking too much about it can we avoid bogging ourselves into repeated sadness in the present.
Lying in bed at night, looking at the starry sky outside the window, Su Yue missed Lu Ze in the distance, and didn't know what kind of mood Lu Ze was in during the period after the afternoon.
Tonight he is going to hold a vigil for his mother, and I wonder if he will feel lonely and lonely in the long silent night...
In the past few days, she will fall asleep alone without hearing Lu Ze's voice, but Su Yue knows that even if the two of them lose contact temporarily, it will not alienate the hearts of the two people. Some inexplicable tacit understanding has always tied each other's hearts, just like the countless stars in this galaxy of stars, although they are separated by a long distance, they always shine the same light in the same sky.
Under the soothing of the quiet night, Su Yue fell asleep with her thoughts of Lu Ze...
In the next two days, Su Yue kept in touch with Lu Ze in the form of messages. She wasn't in a hurry to hear Lu Ze's voice, and she knew that giving Lu Ze some space at the moment would make him recover faster. And Lu Ze also seemed to feel Su Yue's patience with him, so he also tried his best to keep in touch with Su Yue as much as possible in his spare time after dealing with his mother's funeral.
Two days later, in the evening, when Su Yue was lying in bed after washing, she received a message from Lu Ze:
"Su Yue... Slept? I miss you so much. ”
"No, I'm thinking about you too."
"I... Want to hear your voice, can I call you now? ”
Seeing that Lu Ze seemed to be finally willing to communicate with him, Su Yue was too late to be happy, so she hurriedly replied:
"Of course! I've been waiting for you. ”
After a while, the screen lit up in the dark room, and Su Yue picked up Lu Ze's phone with some excitement.
"Hey... Su Yue. ”
Lu Ze's familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, and his voice sounded very haggard and a little hoarse.
"Lu Ze, I'm here."
Su Yue replied softly, she didn't continue to ask anything, at the moment she just wanted to listen quietly to what Lu Ze wanted to say. A few seconds later, Lu Ze's weak voice on the other end of the phone came again:
"Su Yue... I think it's great to hear you again. ”
"Well, so am I."
"Two days ago... I didn't dare to call you, I was afraid that if I heard your voice, I couldn't help but cry all at once. ”
"I understand... Hearing the voice of someone important in a moment of grief may completely collapse the last line of defense in your heart, and you just want to cry out loud. ”
"Su Yue... Now you're the only person I can't let go of in this world. ”