Chapter 170: Return to the Heart

After reading Lu Ze's news, Su Yue immediately dialed Lu Ze's phone.

But Lu Ze never answered... After about ten minutes, Su Yue received Lu Ze's message again:

"Su Yue... Sorry, please give me a few days. I'm worried that when I hear your voice now, I won't be able to control my emotions anymore, I'm afraid I'll not be able to hold back..."

"Well, Luze, I see. Don't worry, let's take our time, I've always been there. As long as you need me at any time, I will be by your side. ”

After Su Yue quickly sent this sentence on her mobile phone, she gently closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

One can imagine how desperate Lu Ze must be at the moment. Faced with the sudden death of his mother, he could do nothing but grief. And from now on, he will face the ups and downs of the next few decades alone in this world.

And yesterday he was still negotiating with his mother face-to-face about his father's inheritance, but today, in the blink of an eye, all the pictures will eventually become a thing of the past. No one can turn back time, and no one can make up for the shortcomings in their hearts.

To lose it is to lose it forever...

"Knock knock..."

A gentle knock on the door brought Su Yuezhong, who was immersed in melancholy, back to reality, only to see her respond weakly:

"Please come in..."

"Baby, would you like to have something to eat?"

Seeing that it was approaching the afternoon, Sister Wei cautiously pushed the door in and asked.

"Oh... No, I'm not hungry yet. ”

Su Yue didn't look back, she just continued to stare out the window. It's not so much that she is still immersed in the sadness of being sympathetic to Lu Ze at the moment, but that she doesn't want her mother to see her negative and depressed appearance.

But even so, it still can't alleviate the mother's worries about her daughter. I saw Sister Wei hesitate for a moment, and then whispered with concern:

"Baby, you haven't eaten anything since early in the morning, so that's not okay. No matter how sad and depressed you are, you can't ignore your body, right? ”

"Okay, got it, I'll be right away."

"Well, that's right. Then my dad and I will wait for you in the restaurant, and we can take a walk around the neighborhood later, the surrounding environment and the air are great. ”

"yes, okay."

After Sister Wei left, Su Yue sighed slightly, and then got up to go to the restaurant to eat something.

She walked slowly along the gravel path next to the B&B towards the restaurant, and the crisp sound of birds along the way lingered in her ears, and everything seemed to be full of life. But at this moment, Su Yue seemed to be wrapped in a transparent film, and all the good things in the outside world could not attract her attention, nor could they make her settle down to enjoy this trip.

After arriving at the restaurant, looking at the table of sumptuous dishes, Su Yue also had no appetite. But in order not to worry her parents, she still showed a reluctant smile and stuffed as many mouthfuls as she could.

After dinner, when her parents went back to her room for a nap, she went for a walk in the garden at the back of the homestay alone. In the afternoon, the garden presents a quiet and peaceful scene under the sunlight, and everything seems free and harmonious.

Su Yue sat down on the white swing in the middle of the garden, the sweet floral breeze gently brushing her cheeks and blowing away her soft and fluffy black hair. How Su Yue hoped that Lu Ze would also be able to enjoy this moment of tranquility with him by his side at this moment.

They have experienced too many setbacks and tribulations along the way, and they have hardly had time to stop and enjoy this peaceful and stable day.

For the former Su Yue, perhaps the vigorous love is the most perfect love in her imagination. But when she really experienced the so-called ups and downs, she finally realized that being able to stick to a relationship in an ordinary way is true happiness.

And now I seem to want something different from before.

I still remember that I used to linger in the bustle and avant-garde of big cities, and thought that the only way to prove myself was to get ahead. And now Su Yue, after experiencing the process of collapse and reshaping of the worldview again and again, began to gradually weaken the shackles and excessive attention to her own appearance, and looked back at the hearts of herself and important people...

Right now, for Su Yue, the direction of Lu Ze's heart after experiencing these hardships is what she cares about the most. She hoped that Lu Ze would gain something beneficial to his soul after going through a thousand sails, so as to support him to continue to move forward...

Thinking of this, Su Yue decided to give Qin Fei a call. Because at the moment, only Qin Fei has been by Lu Ze's side, and only he knows Lu Ze's current situation best.

After the phone was connected, Qin Fei's voice appeared after a while, but it seemed a little noisy on the other end of the phone:

"Su Yue, you wait for me, I'll find a quiet place to talk to you."

"Oh, okay."

After a while, the other end of the phone was obviously quiet, and Qin Fei's clear voice came over immediately:

"Hey, Su Yue, can you hear it clearly now?"

"Oh, yes. Qin Fei, why was you so noisy just now? Aren't you in the hospital? ”

"Yes, I've been accompanying Lu Ze in the hospital, but just now his uncle and aunt's family came over."

"Oh... So, is Lu Ze better now? ”

"Alas... That's it, hold on. But he has always been like this before, he doesn't show any sad and sad things, and he keeps it in his heart. And I was actually quite angry just now..."

Halfway through his words, Qin Fei's tone suddenly became a little displeased, and he only heard him say:

"After Lu Ze's uncle arrived at the hospital just now, he began to accuse Lu Ze non-stop, and what he said was really ugly..."

"What did he say?"

Su Yue asked hurriedly, she knew that Lu Ze's uncle was definitely not a good stubble, and she probably couldn't say anything comforting at this time.

At this time, I only heard Qin Fei say to Su Yue angrily with a tone of grievances for Lu Ze:

"Lu Ze's uncle seems to have learned some contradictions between Lu Ze and his mother, so when he learned the news of Lu Ze's mother's unexpected death, he didn't care about Lu Ze's feelings at all, and even accused Lu Ze in person that it was because of Lu Ze that his mother suffered an accident, and it was Lu Ze who harmed his mother."

"Why?! Who is he to say that? What does this have to do with Lu Ze? What happened to his mother was completely accidental, it was not Lu Ze's fault at all, why did he speak ill of Lu Ze when he was already so sad? ”

"I didn't know that, I was very angry when I listened to it, but after all, I was an outsider, and I couldn't say anything to my face. And Lu Ze's uncle has been talking non-stop since he came to the hospital, for fear that the people around him will not know about it, which is really annoying. ”

"It's just too much... And what about Luze? What was Lu Ze's reaction after hearing this? ”

Although Lu Ze didn't say anything more, I could tell from his expression that he had been trying to restrain his emotions, whether it was sadness or anger. He just pressed his emotions and discussed with his relatives how to deal with his mother's funeral. ”