Chapter 4: Start over
"Whoa!"
After a scribble, the doctor suddenly tore off a piece of paper and handed it to Xia Mu.
There are all kinds of complicated texts on it, such as chlorpromazine and foperidol and other incomprehensible drug names.
Xia Mu took the note, but he couldn't understand what the hell these things were, and continued to listen to the doctor:
"Go back and get some sleep, then stay in a good mood and participate in more group activities and don't leave yourself alone for too long."
"Those are the medicine lists, remember that if you really can't control the previous conjectures, just eat in moderation, but don't eat indiscriminately, there will be side effects."
Xia Mu put away the note and nodded again and again.
The doctor looked at Xia Mu's tired face and tirelessly advised.
"I must sleep well when I go back, look at your dark circles, it's almost time to catch up with heavy makeup."
The doctor did not lose his humor, which made Xia Mu's face tremble, revealing a light smile.
"Also, go back and clear your WeChat, don't make some messy things, you spiritual guy, you don't go out to find a random object, the self in your heart, let it go."
The self in your heart?
That was Shi Mulin, who had accompanied Xia Mu for two years, but now he wanted him to give up.
A little reluctant, and a little entangled, in short, in front of the doctor, Xia Mu still reluctantly nodded and agreed.
After explaining everything, Xia Mu began to want to leave, and after some consultation, his heart was much more relaxed.
The doctor had watched him leave, but when he reached the door, he called out to him as if he remembered something.
"Hey, young man."
"What?"
"Remember what I said, you don't have to be secretive to love someone, and you don't need to fantasize, if you can't meet it, then let go, if you meet it, you can love bravely, you can't let yourself play that person, but you can see her, become her, love her!"
"Uh, what do you mean?"
The doctor's words were meaningful, and Xia Mu was a little dazed when he heard it.
Seeing Xia Mu's puzzled expression, the doctor smiled and waved his hand.
"Go back, remember to check back next week."
"Oh......"
Opening the door, Xia Mu walked out of the office, and when the door was closed, he saw the doctor's shaking head and smiling through the crack in the door.
Xia Mu recalled what he had just said, and realized in his heart that the doctor must have wanted Xia Mu to experience it himself without explanation.
In other words, life is about experiencing it for yourself.
A trip to the clinic, not in vain, Xia Mu not only untied the knot in his heart, but also felt a lot, walked out of the building, saw the sun shining, and his body was warm.
"Okay, then open your heart and live again!"
Xia Mu muttered to himself and took out the mobile phone in his pocket.
Search the address book, which is full of numbers, find one, and dial the phone.
"Hey, hello Mr. Xia!"
On the other side of the phone, a thick voice immediately came, very polite.
Xia Mu smiled slightly and returned:
"What has Boss Yan been busy with lately?"
"Busy, why did Mr. Xia remember to call me, you haven't appeared for a long time, where did you get rich?"
"No, no, I've been unwell lately, so I haven't contacted you."
"Oh, what's wrong with being young, come out to play and get rid of all diseases, brother, I'll be the east, he's good tonight!"
"Okay, it's a deal."
"It's a deal!"
Hanging up the phone, Xia Mu had a smile on his face, it seemed that he was making this call just to find someone to have fun, but he didn't expect the other party to be really interested and was in love with him.
At this moment, Xia Mu wants to return to the past, get out of the predicament, settle in his heart, and stride forward......