No.234 I turned love into love

"Nan Li, that watch is no longer a needle, why do you still have it."

"You sent it, and I'll always carry it."

"Throw it away, Oak."

“… Good. ”

Hua Sheng first met Nan Li, when he was very young, it can be said that Hua Sheng was rescued by Nan Li in a school bullying, he remembered Nan Li said: "He will be placed in the future." ”

Nan Oak is a well-known little overlord, and no one bullied him when he said this, just like that, Nan Oak protected him for ten years, and he also did Nan Oak's little follower for ten years.

At the eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony of Nan Oak, he gave Nan Oak's first and only gift, a watch, which is a piece that Nan Oak has always liked, Hua Sheng bought it with his savings of 1 child, Nan Oak smiled brightly when he put on the watch, more amazing than the flowers that bloomed in early spring, Hua Sheng felt that it was worth it.

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Hua Sheng can't be Nan Li's little follower, because Nan Li is going to college, Hua Sheng has always been a bad learner, he dropped out of school in his sophomore year of high school to work in a bar, Nan Li didn't send him when he left, but just sent a text message to say goodbye Actually, Hua Sheng is afraid of this emotion, parting is always sad, not to mention the Nan Oak he loves Nan Li, but Nan Li doesn't know.

Nan Li left, Hua Sheng only found out that he was only a friend of Nan Li, the sudden loneliness made him slow down for a long time, Hua Sheng knew many people in the bar, men, women, but none of them could make him give up Nan Li.

He reads Nan Oak every day, but he rarely sends messages to Nan Oak.

Just like a dream, on an ordinary night, he met Nan Li at the familiar bar, dressed in white and looking out of place.

As if the two had never been separated, he asked familiarly, "Why did you come back?" ”

"Shengsheng, I broke up with Ah Li."

The eyes of the southern oak are red. Ah Li, the name pierced his heart like a thorn, Hua Sheng couldn't say words of comfort, and simply poured him a glass of wine.

"Didn't you say that getting drunk relieves a thousand sorrows, drink it." Hua Sheng watched Nan Li get drunk and couldn't walk steadily, so he asked the foreman for leave to send Nan Li home.

Nan Li slept restlessly, Hua Sheng patiently grabbed the quilt for him and wiped his sweat, but was caught by his wrist when he left.

"Asu."

I'm not Asu Nanqi, you're such a bastard. Hua Sheng coveted this warmth that did not belong to him, and was reluctant to withdraw his hand, so he slept on the side of the bed and waited until Nan Li woke up, the sky was bright, looking at Hua Sheng lying on the side of the bed, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, Hua Sheng moved, and opened his sleepy eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"Why are you sleeping here?" Hua Sheng smiled and lied: "You dragged me and didn't let me go last night." Nan Oak was speechless.

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Nan Li's return was not sudden, but it was a winter vacation, and Hua Sheng's vague expectation in his heart was disappointed, but he didn't let anyone know.

Hua Sheng took a look and went to accompany Nan Li, accompany him to do everything, just like before, Hua Sheng felt that this would never change.

Until one day, Nan Li sat on the merry-go-round and asked him a word, and the laughter and laughter around him poured into Hua Sheng's ears, and he didn't hear Nan Li's words.

"What did you say?"

"Do you like me?"

Very definite furnishings.

The noise stopped abruptly, Hua Sheng could only hear his own heartbeat, he looked at Nan Li's good-looking face, but the panic overwhelmed him, he subconsciously wanted to escape, but forgot that it was on the wooden horse, and fell to the ground all of a sudden.

Nan Li helped him up: "Why are you still so reckless." ”

Nan Li took him to ride the Ferris wheel and asked Hua Sheng if he wanted to be with him.

It is often said that the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new relationship, maybe Nan Li just wants to forget Ah Li and try to be with him, Hua Sheng thinks so, or because of the more hidden thoughts in his heart.

In short, Hua Sheng agreed, and Nan Li gently kissed him when the Ferris wheel rose to its highest.

Hua Sheng spent a month happily and contentedly, which can be said to be the most important time in his life. Nan Li started school, Hua Sheng also thought about whether to change places and change jobs, Nan Li disagreed that the job there was not easy to find, Hua Sheng gave up.

Hua Sheng is not afraid of long-distance relationships, how can they be so fragile because they have been separated from each other for more than ten years, Hua Sheng will also go to Nan Li, stay for two days and leave.

One of the things that God treated him the most was that he met Nan Li, and the most cruel thing was to meet Nan Li.

In order to surprise Nan Li, Hua Sheng did not inform Nan Li to come to him alone, but bumped into him walking hand in arm with Ah Li.

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"Shengsheng, why are you here?" Ah Li said in surprise. "Don't say a word when you came, Nan Li and I will pick you up" In fact, Hua Sheng couldn't hear these words clearly, he only felt out of breath.

Hua Sheng smiled: "Isn't this to surprise you, I booked a hotel, pack up my things first, and then go to you." ”

Then he left without looking back, there was no hotel, he found a hotel to stay. In fact, it still hurts, his heart hurts so much that he can't stand it, he pounds his chest as if it can be better like this, but the arm that was raised again was stopped by Nan Li.

Hua Sheng pulled out his arm.

"When?"

“… Two months ago. ”

It was not long after he started school.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I don't know what to say."

Hua Sheng looked at him coldly: "You have a woman, a man, you have also played, has your life experience been enriched again?" ”

"I'm sorry."

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"It's okay, you go, I should have thought of it." Ah Li has been with Nan Li since his first year of high school, how can he break it off, and there is also the concealment and urging of the first two meetings.

He should have thought of it, but he didn't want to think about it.

"I never wanted to play with you." Hua Sheng looked at him and didn't say anything, and Nan Li left under his gaze.

Hua Sheng found that his fingers were already numb from pain, and he took cold water, but this feeling still existed.

Hua Sheng stayed for one night, bought a morning ticket and went back, and sent a text message to Nan Li before leaving: Nan Li, you are such a bastard.

Nan Li couldn't contact Hua Sheng, and it was already an empty number when he dialed again, so he deliberately went home and found that Hua Sheng's job had also resigned.

Hua Sheng left, and Nan Li realized. Maybe it's a debt, Nan Li's interest no longer disturbs Hua Sheng's life, but the story always has to have an end, whether it is perfect or regretful. Nan Li went to a bar in the field during a business trip and met Hua Sheng.

"Working in a bar again?"

"I'm probably just the right fit here."

Hua Sheng wiped the hand of the cup: "The watch is no longer needle-moving, why do you still carry it." ”

"If you send it, you will always carry it." “… Throw it away, Quercus spp. ”

“… Good. ”

Hua Sheng stopped talking, Nan Li couldn't figure out his thoughts, and tentatively said: "Sheng Sheng, I ........ back then"

Before he finished speaking, a handsome and tall man walked up to Hua Sheng and said something in his ear, Hua Sheng smiled helplessly.

This sorry probably doesn't need to be said, Nan Li felt that he left here quietly. Hua Sheng watched Nan Li leave his sight for the last time, he had let go of it for so many years, but this was a period of fiery and sincerity in his precious youth, and it was impossible for his heart to fluctuate without any fluctuations.

You have protected me for ten years, even if I pay you back, the two are clear. Oak, we'll never see you again.

"Shengsheng, isn't that the bastard you said just now?" The tall man looked unhappy. Hua Sheng chuckled, pulled the man down by the collar, and kissed him on the forehead.

"Brother Yao, don't worry about him, I'll make it for you what you want to eat at night."

"I want to eat you."

"Don't make a fuss."

In the final analysis, he is young and doesn't know the depths, and his casual actions hurt people's hearts, and Nan Li probably didn't know that it took Hua Sheng three full years to put down and turn love into love.

Nan Li has never loved Hua Sheng.

Hua Sheng once loved Nan Li, but now he only loves Brother Yao.

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