No.235 The distance of a long-distance relationship

It's been three months since Bai Ji was transferred to Paris.

Lu Ying silently drew a circle on the calendar.

Today is the seventh full year they have been together, and they have a foreign relationship before they have a seven-year itch.

In the past three months, Bai Qi has just arrived at the branch, and he has to be familiar with everything from scratch, and Lu Ying's company has also ushered in a more important turning point.

Usually one person asks another person to reply after a long time, and sometimes they can be busy for two or three days without contact.

is obviously two people who love each other, but they live like a cold war.

Lu Ying glanced at the time, eight o'clock in the afternoon Beijing time, Paris should be two o'clock in the afternoon, I don't know if Bai is busy, Lu Ying hesitated for a long time and sent him a message.

"Happy seventh anniversary, dear."

As usual, there was no reply.

Lu Ying put down his phone and pinched his eyebrows tiredly, he really missed Bai Qi too much, he wanted to tell Bai Qi if he could come back for him, and if he could think more about the relationship between the two people, but he couldn't do this, he couldn't be so selfish and let Bai Jing give up his favorite career and his dreams.

It was also he who actively supported Bai to go to Paris at the beginning, and he couldn't go back on his word.

I had no choice but to get up and go home.

Lu Ying came out of the shower and saw the news of Bai Qi.

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"Happy seventh anniversary, I'm sorry, I've been really busy lately, you're also busy, we can't even chat together with the time difference, you have your career, I also have mine, I can't persuade you to give up at the same time I'm not willing to give up, I love you very much, I really love you, but I think I shouldn't delay you anymore, you're so good, you shouldn't miss your happiness because of me, find a time for us to have a good talk."

Bai Qi sent the message with tears, he really loves Lu Ying, Lu Ying gave up too much for him, he shouldn't tie Lu Ying with love anymore, let him wait for himself who has no return date, Lu Ying is very important to him, but the opportunity for this job is also very important, this is something he has been pursuing for a long time, he doesn't want to give up this opportunity, and Lu Ying will have better people to love him without him, you can't be too greedy, you can't have both fish and bear paws after all. When Lu Ying saw the news, his whole person seemed to have been beaten with a stick, the pain began to spread from his heart, and slowly spread to his limbs, he sat on the sofa, staring at the phone screen, as if waiting for Bai Qi to tell him that it was just a prank on his part, but no.

He thought, Bai Qi finally didn't want him, he couldn't accept this kind of relationship mode first, he was resentful of Bai Qian, why could he wait for him but not have confidence, what he said for fear of delay was a fart!

He trembled and took his mobile phone and wanted to call Bai Qian, but he was afraid that Bai Qian would break up with him immediately, so he slowly put down the mobile phone.

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Suppressed sobs rang out in the room late at night. Since that confession, the two have not been in touch for a week, Lu Ying doesn't want to give up Bai Qian, he stubbornly thinks that as long as he doesn't contact her, there is no time for her, she can't break up unilaterally, so he uses work every day to numb himself, only by keeping himself busy, he won't think about Bai Qi all the time, thinking about contacting her.

Bai Qian didn't dare to contact Lu Ying, she was afraid that if she heard even a word from his voice, she would be reluctant to let go of him, but she didn't want to continue to delay Lu Ying, every time she took out her mobile phone and saw Lu Ying's photo, the courage she had mustered would disappear, she still couldn't do it, she couldn't let Lu Ying go like this.

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Whenever he thinks that Lu Ying will love himself and love others, his heart is like being clenched by a hand, and even his breath is like being deprived.

He thought that he was too selfish, he didn't want to give up Lu Ying but he refused to accompany him, he thought that he was really the worst person in the world.

Lu Ying drove home from work and turned on the car radio as usual, and a sad love song was playing on the radio.

"I think of the first time I met you

I was a little caught off guard

There are no worries about tobacco, alcohol and sugar

Time is running out

Keep the follow-up in the foreshadowing of laughter

Tobacco, alcohol, sugar and tea

Maybe finally this separation

Tobacco, alcohol, sugar and tea, you and I are very hard to be reasonable

That's just a tacit understanding for each other

We packed up the words

Tobacco, alcohol and candy end with a laugh

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"Tobacco, Alcohol, Sugar and Tea" is like me in Beijing today, but you are in Paris yesterday.

Tobacco, alcohol, sugar and tea at 10,000 kilometers The distance between early morning and midnight of tobacco and alcohol"

Lu Ying smiled bitterly and clenched the steering wheel, even the heavens were hinting that he shouldn't hold on to things that didn't belong to him anymore, could they not cross the distance between early morning and midnight after all?

When she got home, Lu Ying seemed to have made up her mind, even if she was reluctant, it would not be possible to drag it out like this, maybe they really had no fate.

"Do you have time next week? Let's talk. ”

Bai Qian, who received Lu Ying's news, couldn't say what mood he was, did Lu Ying finally give up on him, he should be happy, shouldn't he, Lu Ying was going to run towards the happiness that belonged to him, but why did it hurt so much.

Something blurred his vision, Bai Qi

When I raised my hand and touched it, it turned out to be my own tears, why did I cry, why did I feel sad? Lu Ying received a call from Bai on the way home that day. "Hey, Lu Ying, are you home?" "I'm on my way, I'll be there right away."

"Okay, we'll talk about it when you get home." After hanging up the phone, Lu Ying couldn't say what mood he was, he suddenly didn't want to go home so quickly, he wanted Bai Qi to pursue his dream bravely, but why couldn't Bai Qi have him in his dream?

Lu Ying was in a very low mood all the way, and this depression lasted until he stepped out of the elevator and saw the familiar figure at the door of his house.

Lu Ying felt that he must have missed Bai Qi too much, otherwise how could he see Bai Qi at his door, but he was paranoid about whether he could see her more without approaching.

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Bai Qi heard the sound of the elevator and turned around to see the person he was thinking about standing motionless in front of the elevator, and his tears suddenly broke the embankment.

Lu Ying saw Bai You's tearful face and realized that this was not a dream, he walked over quickly and hugged her tightly, and Bai Qi finally couldn't help crying in his arms. missed it for a moment, and reluctance came to her heart, and Lu Ying's eyes were red.

The two of them didn't know how long they stood at the door, Bai Qi gradually calmed down, Bai Qi raised his head and looked at the person who was thinking about it close at hand, stretched out his hand to touch Lu Ying's thin face, and said tremblingly, "You have lost weight." ”

Lu Ying wiped away the tears hanging on his face for him, and said distressedly: "You too, let's go in first." ”

It wasn't until he walked into the house that Lu Ying saw Bai Qian's two big suitcases, he stared at Bai Qi with red eyes and asked, "You are, coming back on a business trip?" ”

Bai Qi threw herself into Lu Ying's arms, hugged him tightly, and said with a crying voice: "I resigned, I'm sorry, I don't want to give up on you, I can chase my dreams wherever I want, but there is only one you in this world, if you miss it, there will be no more, I don't want you to find other happiness, if you want to be happy, it must be for you to give you, whether I'm selfish or greedy, I don't want to miss your good." ”

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