Chapter 20: Glimmer
Falling in love with someone for the first time may be a feeling that will never be forgotten for a lifetime.
For this one-time first love, shouldn't you go all out for it once?
Some people can't fully dedicate their hearts to another person in their lifetime, while some people are extremely sacrificial in every relationship and end up hitting their heads and bleeding.
These two extremes, whether out of timid indifference or impulse to lack judgment, may eventually miss the track of love and drift apart.
And the judgment generated by the combination of reason and sensibility, and fully recognized by the heart, can be called the love that we are worthy of sticking to. So persistently fighting for it, in the end, it is a happy thing.
In fact, this persistence has been deeply planted in Su Yue's character since childhood. Now, this mysterious seed has not yet fully awakened, but it is gradually sprouting.
I remember once when Su Yue was very young, she had a long-term argument with her parents because Su Yue insisted on taking the egg whites home from the pet store. In this tug-of-war without hesitation, this persistent spirit gradually emerged.
Su Yue seems to have decided that once she has decided something, she will never look back even if she breaks through the south wall...
In those days, Su Yue ran into the bathroom as soon as she got up, locked herself up, and protested silently without oil and salt getting into the water and dripping water. With her unremitting "efforts", the parents finally compromised and accepted the little white fat kitten, named Albumen.
Other than that, Su Yue didn't seem to have the same attachment to other things. Until she met Mu Yao, this kind of "perseverance" from her bones was awakened again, supporting her to get up again from the swamp of despair.
With the first rays of sunlight in the morning, Su Yue opened her hazy eyes slightly, and the breeze carried the fresh air to her face.
At this moment, the egg white was lying quietly on the windowsill of the bedroom and looking out of the window, his light blue pupils like a crystal clear sapphire in the sunlight. The fluffy tail curls up for a while, and then stretches out again, swaying from side to side from time to time, looking very uncomfortable.
Su Yue rubbed her somewhat dry eyes and slowly sat up. Last night, I fell asleep unconsciously in the midst of endless thoughts. In the second half of the night, she slept fairly peacefully, and was not disturbed by nightmares again, and Su Yue felt much more comfortable.
Last night, I seemed to be in confusion and despair, and I caught a glimmer of life. Su Yue thought to herself, no matter how slim the hope was, she would do her best to save the person she cared about the most. There may only be one vigorous in this life, and no one should be absent.
So Su Yue picked up her mobile phone and dialed Mu Yao's number...
"Beep ........." After a long wait, a familiar voice rang on the other end of the phone.
"Hello?" It was Mu Yao's gentle and deep voice.
"Hey, Mu Yao. It's me. ”
"Well, I know. What are you looking for me? ”
"That's... I said too much to you before, but I still want to say sorry. ”
"Ahh That's it. It doesn't matter, it's all over now, and you don't have to think about it anymore. ”
"Mu Yao, that night... It's my duplicity. Actually, in my heart... Thinking about you all the time. But for some reason, I haven't been able to tell you my heart in person.
I... Like you! It still hasn't changed. Su Yue finally said what she had wanted to say for so long.
She felt her heart pounding, and it was like a wave of heat was tumbling in her body.
finally found an opportunity to let Mu Yao know what he had always wanted for him. Su Yue's heart suddenly felt a burst of relief, and she quietly looked forward to Mu Yao's response.
I don't know how long it took, Mu Yao's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone...